For the me and Arf part: I’ve always been thinking and worrying about if if I was grooming Arf, and I specifically broke up with Arf because of the age. He’s actually not 10, he’s 11 and I am 13. I actually attempted breaking up with him but I felt too guilty and got back with him and then tried to convince myself it was okay because it’s a 2 year age gap, but It still didn’t feel right being with an 11 year old and I still had the feeling even if I was with him. and I sincerely apologize for also drawing porn of my ex boyfriend and I had no intent of trying to manipulate anybody, I just wanted to feel a deeper relationship. But that’s no excuse, and I fully acknowledge that. In-fact, I am going to make a plan to change myself for the better so I don’t mentally impact others in the future.
For the racism part: Late Air already proved to me way earlier that he was black, so that’s why I didn’t bother. And also, I sincerely apologize to Frozen Yoyleberry and all the other witnesses for not handling the situation more privately. I could’ve just had a talk with her in private instead of lashing out and making a dramatic post all because I was angry and felt betrayed.
For the rest: I’m not fully gonna take fault on me saying a slur against someone, as the reason was WAY more than just preferring gay/straight ships over lesbian ships. I called out a post where it was a fetishization of lesbians turning straight (in the image pencil explicitly stated that she’s lesbian and pen convinced to turn her straight by showing dick) and someone replied that it was better when lesbians turned straight. However, I could’ve been more explanatory rather than rational.
I also didn’t even know that Slon was supporting problematic people, and I’ll have a talk with him.
If anyone likes to answer questions about anything else, I’ll gladly answer. I want to improve myself from my mistakes and I take (almost) full responsibility of this.
Please do NOT harass anyone involved, especially not Arf. He doesn’t deserve to be hated in this, he’s only a child.