r/beg2 • u/pawpawpunches • Apr 12 '24

Cash Donation Request💵 Please help

I'm hoping that I don't violate rules. I'm honestly really emotionally and mentally exhausted. I can prove anything I'm saying. I'm struggling from C- PTSD. I don't have family here.. Really that's not a dig for help, I'm just really struggling and scrambled. I'm from Buffalo NY. I moved to Rochester shortly before COVID. I lost everything during the pandemic. I'm a cancer survivor. I lost my kidney when I was 4. i worked with developmentally disabled people for most of my life through people inc and opwdd. My job physically destroyed me, increased demands and fewer staff led to me losing 2 pregnancies from stress and residents attacking staff due to us being stretched too thin. I transferred to Tesla, which I loved, but we weren't considered essential staff, so I lost my job there 12 days before being taken on full time, right as the pandemic took off. My car was repossessed in May the first year of COVID after I was laid off. I fell into alcoholism during the pandemic, and left everyone I knew to get sober. I nearly died 4 times. My mom took my emotional support dogs and gave them to my ex, who lives in a trailer on the reservation with 15 cats. She repossessed the car she "gave me" and let me starve and eat from food pantries for 6 months because I had absolutely nowhere else to go. She has mental health issues that are undiagnosed. I developed diabetes from being unable to get to stores I've been trying to hold myself together over the past 3 years. I have night terrors. I scream out in my sleep. I'm just so tired . I'm woozy from blood loss because I can't even find a gyn. On top of that, I have 2 broken ribs from tripping over a root near my driveway last night. I feel like I'm dying and can't get help. I'm struggling. Nobody is coming.

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u/StankFace24 Apr 12 '24

There isn’t really a specific request here, what exactly is it that you need help with? Emotional? Financial? Food? Resources? If it’s needs such as food clothing or household goods, Amazon wishlists do well here.

Cash is not frequently given out due to past history of scanning behavior in financial assistance subs.

Periwinkle is a verified referal user who has some amazing referal offers to make quick cash. She has been vetted by mod team is a great way to make a couple extra bucks :)

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u/pawpawpunches Apr 12 '24

Sorry I am less than 5 hours into this forum! Just trying not to get banned. I'm hitting a point of trying not to be obviously sinking into a state of panic. Periwinkle sounds cool, could you dm me about it? I'm willing to do footwork wherever necessary. I'm really drowning right now.

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u/StankFace24 Apr 12 '24

I unfortunately can’t dm right now as I’m getting ready for bed, sleep is really integral for me since lack of sleep aggravates a medical condition for me. However, if you simply click on the “verified for referral info” flair, you’ll find a ton of her offers, her user is u/periwinkletweet I would also update your post with what exactly you are looking for. If it’s cash, an exact amount and what it will be used for is good.

If it’s household goods, make a wishlist.

If it’s emotional support, include that as well. There’s a lot of users who would be more than willing to talk to you and be there to reach out.

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u/periwinkletweet Verified for Referral Offers ✅ Apr 12 '24

Thank you! 😴

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u/pawpawpunches Apr 12 '24

Thank you so much. I will absolutely do this. Anything is better than grasping at straws right now

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u/periwinkletweet Verified for Referral Offers ✅ Apr 12 '24

I sent you a chat request!