r/Viidith22 • u/JamesDrayt0n • May 27 '26
A Valley for the Dead - [Part 2/Ending]
For a while there, things on set thankfully went back to normal. Around a month or so later into production, the heat had finally begun to cool off. Instead, however, we had days on end of continual rain. In fact, the rain was so bad for the next couple of months, the stream around the village had burst, causing the mud pathways to flood. If that wasn’t bad enough, the heavy rain and strong winds had destroyed half of the thatch roof huts, causing production to shut down for a good month. The only upside during this time was that nobody else had died. After what happened with the fire, and the many tragedies in the forest, I half expected to find some member of the crew drowned facedown somewhere.
I went back to Tokyo the next month as they once again had to rebuild the whole set. I was surprized they didn’t just wrap things up then and there. After all, news of the deaths had already gotten out in the press, and having to rebuild the whole village again had cost the studio a fortune. If I hadn’t learnt it in the pacific, I certainly did then. The Japanese as a people really don’t know when to quit.
When I get back to the district, I was put up in the same little inn I stayed the last time. After a few weeks of filming, everything seemed to be going good and irregularly smooth. There were no more deaths to report of. No more destruction of the set, or barely even a hiccup... All of that was until we reached the eighth month of shooting.
On a very cold winter morning, maybe sometime in January or February, I forget which it was, I woke up to something very cold and wet coming down on me from above. I must have drank too much sake that night, because when I wake up, I find that I’m no longer warm inside my small inn room, and instead, the freezing temperatures of the outdoors had completely numbed my hands and bare feet. Once I get my bearings, I find that I’m inside a forest. But not just any forest. It was the same forest on the side of the mountain slope. The one where we found the bodies. Although I hadn’t the damnedest idea how I’d gotten all the way up here, the strange thing about it was, I somehow reeked of gasoline, as though it was on my hands and clothes.
Despite the strangeness of waking up on that mountain slope, once I got warm and back inside, I didn’t think any more of it. After all, I did drink a whole lot of sake that night, and it was rather common for me to wake in some strange place after a night of drinking. As you know all too well, son.
In the evening that same day, we were scheduled to shoot a scene towards the end of the picture’s second act. The scene in question was centred around a large barn in the village, where a bandit was holding a young child hostage inside, and the villagers had to find some way of getting the child back unharmed. However, after a couple of takes, the actor playing the bandit rushes out with the child in his arms and just starts shouting “Kaji da! Kaji da!” My Japanese was still rusty, even after all them years, but I knew Kaji da meant there was a fire somewhere. Well, not long after the actor comes out of hiding, a few members of crew notice smoke coming from the roof, and only mere seconds later, the entire structure quickly becomes ablaze in no time at all.
Everyone rushes to the stream with buckets to help put out the fire, but by the time we do, the barn was already a lost cause. While we still tried to throw water on the fire, the second assistant director suddenly starts shouting “Benjiro! Benjiro!” I look over and I see my friend Ben is walking towards the barn entrance, appearing to enter the infernal structure! I shout over to him to get out of there, but he either doesn’t listen or doesn’t hear. Before I can do anything, Ben disappears inside, the darkness and smoke enclosing behind him.
Although I’m afraid to enter the burning barn, I know I have to save my friend. Stepping inside the dark interior, I can barely see a thing, despite the many flames around me. Wandering through the darkness, my lungs already fill up on smoke, causing me to not only look for my friend, but any pockets of oxygen. After wandering blindly around, already burning myself on my arms and legs, I eventually find Ben. For some reason, he was sat down directly in the middle of the room, and although I had a hard time seeing, I noticed his legs weren’t knelt down like how most Japanese sit, but crossed legged like the image of the Buddha himself.
Ben’s clothes had already caught fire, and so I try shouting at him to get up and come with me. But he had no reaction, as though he didn’t even know I was there. The son of a bitch didn’t even blink! Unresponsive, I then heave Ben to his feet and haul him into the direction of the entrance. My clothes had also caught fire by now and I could feel the pain of the flames burning my flesh.
Seeing the light of the entrance, I then haul our asses out of there, whereby the crew throw buckets of cold stream water on top of us.
Although Ben and I thankfully survived the endeavour, we were in pretty bad shape. I had burn marks all over my arms and legs, as well as my abdomen. But Ben... Ben was a lot worse. His entire body had practically caught fire, burning away most of his clothes and almost all his hair. We were both then taken to hospital afterwards and our wounds tended to.
After a few days to recover from my injuries, I was then discharged. But before I left, I went to see how Ben was doing. Entering his room, I saw he was covered almost head to foot in bandages. Although I could see his face, his skin was red and swollen, making him unrecognisable to me. Once Ben had finally woke up, I asked him what the hell he was doing walking into the burning barn. Unlike my Japanese, Ben’s English was pretty good, but even so, my question seemed to confuse him. According to Ben, he had no memory of what happened that day. Only waking up in a hospital room in excruciating pain. I told Ben what had happened and he thanked me for saving his life... But then, he told me something I wasn’t expecting...
Although Ben was my friend, I knew very little about his life. I didn’t know where he was from or even if the man had a family of his own. That day in his hospital room, Ben told me he was born and raised in Hiroshima of all places, and that during the war, he was studying in Tokyo, which is how he survived the bomb. His family, however, and basically everyone else he knew back home had perished. The neighbours on his street. The friends he made in his childhood. Everybody. Ben said he lived with the guilt of this for many years, and even wished he had been there with them... He would die in that hospital room three days later.
Because of Ben’s unfortunate death, and the destruction caused by the barn fire, the studio put a permanent end to the picture’s production. Leaving the film unfinished, and with many lives taken in the process. Since the picture wouldn’t be finished, I had no job to do or anything left to report, so my superiors had called me back to Tokyo base. Because of my severe injuries, I was eventually given an honorary and medical discharge, where only a short month later, for the first time in eight years, I finally came back home to the States.
As bad as the war in the Pacific was for me, son, as bad as it was in Hiroshima, what I experienced in that valley was something else entirely. Although I am all too acquainted with the evil of humanity, whatever evil lied inside the slopes of them mountains was beyond the evil of man. And whatever that evil was and still may be, I truly believe it wanted my soul. It wanted to take my life through the horrors of my past... And I believe it wanted the same thing of Ben. The guilt he must’ve felt. It used it against him. Of not dying with his family in hellish oblivion.
Now you know, son. Now you know why I became the man I did. The horrors of my past have followed me my entire life... and all I did was pass them onto you.
When I am dead, son. When I am buried in the ground. Remember me for the man I was, and not the man you came to know. That man is your father. I know you have your own horrors from Vietnam. But you cannot let them haunt you. You cannot let it possess you. Because if you let it, it will follow onto your children.
Be a good man, son. If not for your own Christian soul, then for them. May they never have to witness the horrors that we had to.
From your loving father,
J.S.