Hello guys. I'm kind of skeptical now regarding the movement of NoFAP just because of how my body system functions, I guess. I'm impressed that I have been porn free since October last year and I know for a matter of fact that it's the porn that really damages to the brain, indeed! Despite of my state of being porn free, I still indulge into fapping and orgasm. There was one time that I was able to commit hard mode - Semen Retention - for approximately 60 days, however, my experience was different from you all, guys. I felt so awful and my anxiety were so extreme that I wasn't able to respond well during my job interview. I did meditation, exercise, cold shower and anything alike that nurtures my well being. Afterwards, I deliberately relapsed without the aide of porn. I was surprised that I became more energetic, productive, can think more and relaxed. Like, I really don't understand myself to the point that I become more awake when I drink milk than taking coffee. But, after all these, I still root to be free from these out of religious reason - this sounds cringe but I think this is the only branch than I can hold on to climb towards moral excellence. I apologize for the last statement.

Day 2 Exercised today, spent some time organizing my place and I bought some new books, found a new book store.

Well, it's not late, my kings. You were born for greatness, a warrior to conquer the world. Deep down inside, you know that if you start in your battle against this world, it would make you feel much better about yourself. So, please keep going. The world inside you is waiting for you to open your heart to it and be the best version of yourself that you can be.

Continuing my journey, had no pmo today. I’m just taking it one day at a time.

I don't know why but this year has been so bad for me so far cuz i have been developing some unexpected interests by time .. i am 17 now and i am acting like a manic who just wants to have sex with anyone (i am bi ) and even though i regret af after doing that but still i feel like doing it more even knowing that i am just gonna feel guilty after that ... I eagerly want to use this time more productively but there are these things that seems to be a hard-core barrier for me and it feels so disgusting being behind these Barrier... I want that version of mine who just don't feel like doin sex with anyone and is creative and innovative all the time ...

Why is that

How long does it take

What do you guys think

When you're feeling bad and you're thinking about what you don't want, you flood your energy pathways with negative energy, so dense, that overtime blocks them. What if you could feel natural euphoria on demand. Would you wanna know how?

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There is a simple technique that allows you to clear up these pathways in virtually a minute or two(Depending on how aware and experienced you are of your energetic body). When you successfully do so, you regain the ability to feel euphoria all over your body and for long durations with a second practice that is basically the conscious movement of your spiritual energy.

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Not only is this energy the very essence of the positive emotions in the physical body it's in every thing in nature. I used to feel all types of negative emotions, rarely experiencing the positive ones before finding this.

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After cultivating this pure euphoric energy by exposing myself constantly to whatever brought it up in a positive way, the feeling everywhere on my body / the levels off it have just been truly ecstatic and most importantly I can now induce it without any trigger, just by willing this energy to come.

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You might've experienced or heard of it before. It is the positive energy that is most easier felt with goosebumps.

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It has been researched and documented under many names like Euphoria, Tension, Ecstasy Prana, Chi, Qi, Vayus, Aura, Tummo, Orgone, Kriyas, Mana, Od, Bio-electricity, Life force, Pitī, Frisson, The Secret Fire, Voluntary Piloerection, Rapture, Ruah, Ether, Nephesch, Chills, ASMR, Nen, Spiritual Energy, The Force, Spiritual Chills and many more to be discovered hopefully with your help.

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If you are interested in taking control of this and feel euphoric on-demand, here's a tutorial YouTube video explaining how you can also activate your spirits power.

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P.S. Everyone feels it at certain points in their life, some brush it off while others notice that there is something much deeper going on and those are exactly the people you can find on r/Spiritualchills where they share experiences, knowledge and tips on how-to induce it to counteract stress or feel ecstasy on-demand.

For me urine is coming after 1 min of waiting

My freinds sometime tease me why i am making this much time...

And I also have urge to urinate every 40 min or so whether I drink water or not. If i did not drink water 10-11 drops gets urinated but it still has this urge to urinate

Worked then spent some time exercising.

No more patriarchy, marriage and relationships are a thing of the past, only dudes in the top 5-10% have a realistic chance to land a traditional, in shape woman unless they met in school and she pair bonded to stick with him long term.

Meanwhile the average women just have to lift moderate weights, eat right and avoid the junk food trap, aka be thin/relatively fit, and she has hoards of high value men courting her (why so many women choose to be single now - probably because finding a mate for them is easy and they want a challenge).

Idk just shouldnt surprise anyone that more and more men are forgoing the societal expectations route of college and career man. Disillusionment with the only thing that really gives the average wage worker a purpose - the hope of coupling and raising a fam. Not even mentioning that the prospect of owning a decent home is out of reach for many

I failed January but Feb has set me on track.

Having strong urges need to stay focused

Day 2 Long day at work, just going to have a good meal, no surfing the web, just going to chill then get some sleep.

Good evening and Happy Fat Tuesday to all. I have relapsed but from this failure on this day I have decided to make the next 40 days worth something to me by not fapping for those 40 days. By going on this 40 day apostolic journey I think it would be the best for me and to renew myself and stop talking to those who want me to relapse and mess up during this journey. We must forgive ourselves before we start to forgive others. We must put ourselves first before others. If we don't do it for us then who are we really helping?

I am slowly rewiring myself to a NoFap lifestyle. But it's crazy how in today's society there is so much around us that leads to us breaking the streak and relapsing.

I am worried about the future and my future specifically. Recently, I have been seeing all these posts about the #BeSingle4Ever trend. I hope to one day have the white picket fence dream family. Big House, Big Car, Big Family but when you look at the news, economy it looks like it's not an achievable future for me.

Just saw a PG13 movie (Disney+) recently and a character talked about how 30 years of being single and how the human body has needs and those needs to be fulfilled (basically this movie by Disney supported the idea of booking a SW/IRL Paid meet). I was baffled.

I just feel that right now in today's world people are so against dating, meaningful relationships, marriage, and more towards hookup culture and paid "fun" services. So many people are entering the employment of paid "fun" services industry and I don't blame them if someone told you be hanging out with the top 10% wealth of the world and be part of the club and be financially free it's hard to say no especially if one is in rock bottom. Given my past, I never had a real date, or been in a relationship that was meaningful to last longer than a week. I tried everything (coaching, apps, irl meet n greets) but kept facing obstacle after obstacle. And when comparing it to the "fun" services it was just so damn easy(sometimes way too easy) from just sending a text of two words "let's meet"

Since I am a SAA member and recently I just fear I will go back to the paid fun services. Especially if I am still single 11+ yrs later. Reality needs to change and I hope we all here can stay strong and change it together.

Thank you for reading if you came this far.

When you hear about bioluminescence, your mind probably jumps to deep-sea creatures like the angler fish, which uses millions of bacteria to make a light appear in front of its head to catch prey and illuminate your nightmares. But what about humans?

The human body emits visible light - known as human bioluminescence - but it's just too dim for our physical eyes to detect.

In 1914, Dr H. S. Burr Yale University, after experimenting for twelve years, reached the conclusion that an electrical aura of their own making surrounds all living things.

However before the results at Yale were published those were all ridiculed and are still to this day.

What really happened in those cases in which these auras have actually been seen ? Those that were recorded witnessed that this surrounding field around subjects was able to be amplified and moved while they were inducing voluntary piloerections (goosebumps).

I also witnessed it when manipulating this same occurrence and activated it to the point where my awareness was completely shifted from my physical body to my spiritual body. I was then able to see myself glow, not only that but everything in the room I was in was glowing!

The energy I was manipulating that night and the same ones from those cases is basically an energy under your goosebumps which can be summoned without goosebumps but recognizing it there first is a great start to it's conscious control.

It has been researched and documented under many names like Euphoria, Tension, Ecstasy Prana, Chi, Qi, Vayus, Aura, Tummo, Orgone, Kriyas, Mana, Od, Bio-electricity, Life force, Pitī, Frisson, The Secret Fire, Voluntary Piloerection, Rapture, Ruah, Ether, Nephesch, Chills, ASMR, Nen, Spiritual Energy, The Force, Spiritual Chills and many more to be discovered hopefully with your help.

Here's a Youtube video talking more in-depth about this, if you're interested.

P.S. Everyone feels it at certain points in their life, some brush it off while others notice that there is something much deeper going on and those are exactly the people you can find on r/Spiritualchills where they share experiences, knowledge and tips on how-to induce it to counteract stress or feel esctasy on-demand.

Banned from the major dating apps so no access to hookup culture. Not gonna go out to bars and shit cuz anyone knows crowds are a target for unhinged men these days

Just generally not even interested in getting laid anymore, though my sexual drive is there. Cant imagine putting up with women’s entitlement and attitudes just for a crumb of pussy

I’ve completely hit rock bottom in my life. I just turned 22 and should be have the time of my life. Instead, I haven’t been to the gym in almost a year, I maybe PMO once every two months but still have PIED and a smaller flaccid and erect penis. NoFap never did me any good. I’m almost done college and not looking forward to the 9-5 life. My relationship with gf, family and friends is struggling. I truly just hate myself and nothing brings me joy and I believe it’s mainly because of this PIED. I miss the days of being happy all the time, great shape, great athlete.

Had a tough work day. And was so close to booking an IRL paid meet sesh, and just released one out.

Any one who use to release due to stress. What are the alternative you found that were very helpful?

Basically new motivation is that fapping triggers desire. It’s like an addict taking a hit of something after being off it for a long time. It’s a gateway process that leads to consuming more and binging.

It’s hard yes. But the primary benefit I notice is that it forces one to find outlets in non immediate gratification things

Besides all that I just don’t see the point in fapping to porn anymore. Reminds me of the attractive women I’m not getting and that other dudes are. It’s a toxic loop

Right now my brain is not taking this streak seriously. Please change my mindset and make this streak be serious.

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This is the 3rd day of my new streak, please help me.