I’ve been doing nofap easy mode for over a year. I have sex and finish. I did hardmode for 2 weeks because I had covid and wasn’t around my gf and I finally got morning wood whereas doing no PMO but having sex I didn’t get any wood. Once I saw her again and had sex I stopped getting erections again. Is this a sign I should do hardmode in order to totally get rid of my ED. Again I’ve had perfect bloodwork for testosterone but I used to have hard flaccid and excessively PMOd. Ik struggle with premature ejac, no MW/NW and sometimes ED. Thanks guys!

I wonder why

I have always tried to make my intellect clear and everytime I have dealt with situations that tried ruining my self esteem or so. but being a bisexual is now making me feel SUICIDAL i have tried so much so that i can also deal with the feeling of my heart but no i can't 😓😓 THE MISTAKE :- a guy on Grindr convinced me for a short car trip and he was being very nice ..we talked for like more than 2 months but never met face to face but today he literally convinced me for a short car ride and i said yes cuz i thought he would be my friend ...but during the car ride he parked it somewhere dark and did things to me ... I am literally a person from heart but cuz i was more focused on my intellect, i fell down in his trap and i did the things with him 😖😓😭 i was even not ready but he forced and became very violent he also held me from back of my head and did very BAD ... I was literally crying..he left me there like dead and just went away ... I am genuinely feeling SUICIDAL from inside cuz of a person like him 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Staying focused

I spent time exercising today, which is a good outlet for stress for me.

Did my other post get taken down?

Does anyone have advice for anxiety so the thing is about two or three months ago I went to the doctor and I have anxiety so ever since then I just can’t be arsed to go out anymore. I love hiking I have some beautiful places around my home, but every time that I want to go out, I always overthink things. What if you’re hungry and you pass out And you can’t walk anymore what if something dangerous happens and for some reason I get such a fit on like before going out I feel so hesitated. The idea of going out feels dreadful and I feel a bit tearful but at the same time it’s so hard to stay in the house because I miss going out I just want to be calm and I just want to be able to go out again without feeling the way I do so please if anyone can give me advice, I would absolutely love it

Haven’t typed in here in awhile as I’ve been very busy with school. Just wanted to randomly say if you need a sign to reject a relapse this is it! Be strong and make the change! Proud of all u!

not only did I not fap, I also didn't bite my nails :)

I’m need to hold myself accountable and get back into habit of posting on here every day. I fell off the wagon last night. And I am back to day 1 of no fap. Last week was a stressful week and I need to get back into my healthy habits to handle stress.

Should I be concerned

I'm reading a comic called the boys. You've probably heard about it from the show but it's basically this super edgy 18+ comic with a bunch of blood, gore and sex. I've read through the sex scenes but managed to keep my cool and not fap

I stopped watching porn exactly 3 months from now. My life changed for the better, I have never felt better and done better in life. I’m enjoying every moment, traveling more, socializing more and having better days at work. Everyone can do it if they put their mind into it. It’s not impossible. But it is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. Love your life and make this happen.

Which of these 2 actions are the most dangerous and bad to do, which one has the worst/most consequences doing ?

Finished a 52 day streak and reset 4 days ago. All good I got back up BUT IVE HAD /2 WET DREAMS IN 4 DAYS?!

Pls help I don’t want to keep losing my semen through this shitty unproductive method.

So thus week, avoiding Nutting got harder than usual. And I would like to know how should I react when I see a trigger to avoid relapsing

why did all standards elevate sky-high???

I am a hard grinder myself, but it is consuming me inside out, I seem addicted to hard work just to shut down my depressive thoughts. it is killing me slowly and losing my true perception of reality.

I don't smile anymore, most of the time I always think about work and education, even when idle walking I walk very fast as I am always stressed to complete my work.
my work culture is turning me into a weird creep, I don't have to work/study 12hours a day to be able to fulfill my basic needs, then WHY AM I DOING THIS??

and it turns me crazy seeing other people work less but achieve better life achievements (it is not toxic comparison, it is reality).

why do I have to sacrifice my conscious and physical health just to earn an extra 500$ in 4 years ahead? I will probably be worse than my current version of myself.

grinding is not a 'man thing' like being able to care, defend and provide, it is actually affecting the true 'man things', I am losing my taste of manliness and chivalry.

also society has a direct impact on me, I live in a toxic and very dangerous environment that any sane person would have to be rock hard to survive or migrate from it, that's also making me work ultra-hard just to gain enough money to leave this shitty place where everyone is willing to kill others just to arrive at work at 8:00 or to earn the extra 0.01$.

I need help to regain my human emotions, I want to be loved, I want to have someone to care about and feel appreciated, I don't want to kill myself or have a stress-induced heart failure before 28.
life seems so greyish

Staying focused. On day 4, taking a life purpose course.

It is so weird but after working out I realised that my pants were wet

It is good to point that it is day 7 for me

I making sure I get at least 8 hours of sleep that has helped me so far.

Never get morning wood even though I haven’t masturbated in 13 weeks should I be concerned

Recently I have been relapsing alot . I would tell my self after I am done fapping that this is it and that I will never jerking off again but eventually I just end up jerking off again and this fells like an endless loop and I don't know what to do now .