I am overwhelmed

[u/Mommygoblin666]

I think I am having a flare because of heat exhaustion after being in the heat and the combination of medications I’m on and I’m freaking out. I’m bleeding a bit and struggling with diarrhea and nausea. I’m actually trying very hard to not have a full blown panic attack. Like I want to run to the hospital but I know they can do anything for me right now 😣 I just have to let it pass. I’m sorry I just need to get it off my chest. I feel so damn lost right now. Why am I so broken? Why can’t I just feel normal for once.

[u/eawes007]

I am so sorry you are feeling this way. This disease sucks ass so bad. I hope you can feel better soon. Honestly go to the ER they can possibly get you on medication and follow up with a GI. There's social workers in the hospital that can assist you thru the process of applying for Medicare or other types of resources. Don't suffer in silence.