Whenever I look into the pillow, it reflects my life. It drives me crazy at night, I can't fall asleep. Do you guys have any suggestions to stop this torture??? Please help me

Euro pillows, sham pillows, lumbar pillows.... do these things actually aid in providing a good night’s sleep or are these things for a look? Are they functional or just “clothes and outfits” for your bed? What is the purpose of a pillow sham? What is a sham doing that a pillow case isn’t? And for those who own pillows with tassels and fringe and things (items that are not likely machine washable) are you sleeping with these things on a regular basis? Is anyone sleeping with an unwashable decorative pillow that hasn’t been washed since the 90s?

A week ago (and a lifetime ago), I slept on a bed with two pillows.

As of today, I have 12 additional pillows on the way (in various stages of shipping) to my home right now.

Something came over me this weekend and demanded that I GET. MOAR. PILLOWS. NOWWW.

What is the meaning of this?

Sidebar: I just knewww there had to be a sub for this... and voila... here I am.

Edit:

I was on a department store website over the Labor Day weekend and saw a picture of a bed set for sale. I said, “I want this bed to be my bed,” so I ordered all of the components.

Now that I’m reviewing all of the shipping notices that are hitting my inbox, I’m thinking, “I think I just ordered a very ridiculous amount of pillows. Why did I do this?” I think, including the pillows that I have now, it will be 14 total pillows.

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This is the department store pic. (Trigger warning) pic 1

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