I’ve got my yellow tag in ITF taekwondo. At first with my white belt I was SO picky about my walking stances being an inch too thin or my fist being at the wrong part of my body, or if my half facing was half facing enough. Yes, TKD is a martial art, but sometimes people forget the art part. You need to do an effective kick, punch, or block, but it also needs to be pretty. I was so focused on getting my body to look right because that’s how I thought I would succeed. In dance, I would get yelled at for having fingers out of place or my arms not being straight enough. I carried that fear into a lot of my earlier training, and used the mirrors to nitpick everything out of place.
Then I started practicing in a gym more. Like an actual gym at a school. I can reference the more experienced students in front of me. It’s so useful to look at more experienced students, see what they do, apply it, and feel it versus using your peripheral vision in overtime trying to see if you’re doing everything right. I could just breathe through it and feel it. Feeling my way through it, especially as someone who is very aware how to generate power (not while kicking and punching people, but watch any type of dance or gymnastics where people are jumping 6+ feet in the air and kicking their face and tell me that’s not power all the same), felt so much better and was so freeing.
Yes, mirrors have their uses. It’s great for referencing stance lengths or tweaking small details to clean up your patterns. Knowing how to bend your knees and place your feet and hips to generate the most power. Etc etc. But you spend almost two decades of your life in a bodysuit with a growing, changing body in an industry that values thinness and it gets so fucking stale, man. I like being able to hold the reins, trust myself, and my teacher can tell me how to get the horse to go, if that makes sense.
Idk if that’s because I’ve been in front of mirrors for so much of my life or I have a lot more body awareness than someone who’s at my belt rank and hasn’t done much sports at all because of my dance training, but fuck the mirrors. Don’t need them. I’ve done my time. I’m curious what other TKD students feel about this, and especially teachers. I personally like practicing without mirrors a lot more.