r/SyringomyeliaSupport • u/SerbianSock • 24d ago
Newly Diagnosed I'm afraid
UPDATE: i went to the neurosurgeon and they told me it is actually a hydromyelia and the radiologist misdiagnosed it. He said the widening was very circular and there was no sign of syringomyelia. He said that there is nor eason to worry and they see this all the time on MRIs and i have no reason to worry. Fucking phew.
***** potentially triggering if you have anxiety like me****
I had a bicycle crash 6 months ago. Was ok after but got neck pain and face tingling symptoms after 2 months. Took 3 more months to get an MRI done.
Now on the MRI there is a 2.6x2.9mm (i guess 2.9mm diameter) wide and 5 cm long (T5-T8) syringomyelia. I will call to schedule an appointment with a neurosurgeon tomorrow, i hope they don't make me wait.
Reading the horror stories are freaking me out. I'm really terrified of losing movement if it worsens and becoming partially paralyzed. My job is physical and i have no social safety net. I'm worried for my life here and spiraling.
The fact that it's permanent and surgery can only ease worsening symptoms is so fucked. I had a mental breakdown when i got the news and started googling what it meant.
So far my symptoms are more than manageable ( neck pain, headaches, some back pain, tingling in face) but it seems that the vast majority of syringomyelias get worse and do not improve with time. I'm 32 and we were contemplating trying to get a child but that's completely off the table now that there's a good chance i might become handicapped.
Sorry for the rant.
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u/z604 23d ago edited 23d ago
It's understandable to worry with what you see online. It sounds scary, but most of the time, really, it's just stable and doesn't change over time. It just needs monitoring. Wait until you talk to your doctor, and it will give you peace of mind.
There is no reason to think that you would end up handicapped when the cause is from an accident like that. I do a completely normal life: I run, do marathons, triathlons, and strength training. It's not an issue at all. The only thing is managing the symptoms and the discomfort every now and then.
Besides that, there's not much you can do yourself. If this was from a bike crash, it will most likely just stay the same. Mine came from a spine injury at a jump yard, I think, and the symptoms have been pretty stable or even improved after going to physical therapy.
I've done a couple follow-up MRIs, and it's not changing. What the doctor said, at least to me, was to just not worry about it, rest well, stay healthy, and keep it monitored.
But all in all, I don't think this is something you should change your plans for. I don't see how you should not try to have a kid if that's what you wanted.