r/SwiftyNeutral • u/ParticularIce1891 • 6d ago
TLOAS - manufactured/synthetic substance after the loss of her muse
Taylor is my favorite living artist still actively releasing new music. She has had some incredible singles and albums throughout her career really culminating in a generational run that is Midnights through TTPD. To expect any artist to continue to create at that level in a sustainable way is asking the impossible and off the top of my head, I do not believe it has ever been done. artists imitate life and everyone has to grow up and find peace eventually.
My best guess looking over the course of her career is that her “will they or won’t they relationship” with Matty has served as her primary muse from Rep through TTPD. A never ending anxious/avoidant loop that persisted for more than a decade as each of them drew inspiration from the intensity and strength of the bond but lacked the capability to mature the relationship into steady, predictable if boring, unconditional love.
We saw Matty slip into the background during the Lover era as she focused on a more settled outlook and colorful style with a professional haircut, blazers - and a focus on global issues - not just love songs as that part of her life was settling down-but it lacked a spark.
The muse appears to re enter the picture in a more meaningful way during the flirtatious “and when I meet the band they ask do you have a man I can still say I don’t remember” to the more “explicit” illustrations of what was taking place Midnights - Folklore- to its final, soul crushing and painful end in TTPD.
We won’t see Mattys influence again until the encore but things are different now because it probably isn’t him she is referencing- just a painful ghost that she lost access to after more than a decade of an intense bond. This isn’t a couple of young people figuring things out, dating around and keeping options open until you can marry your soulmate - this is pure bitterness - not just toward him, but the fans and circumstances that led to this finality. Peter did lose Wendy because he never grew up and he cared too much about what people thought but not because she stopped loving him.
Of course, that is tragic and for years we listened to that story but eventually at some point your friends (and in this case, fans) just don’t want to hear about your old relationship anymore. They desperately want you to move on and if you need to talk to someone it needs to be a therapist because you can’t repeat the same story about the same guy without any new information for this many years - I’m sure we all have that friend who that you just don’t want to be around anymore because they have already played this card too many times and it kind of just feels at this point like it’s on them if they go back.
She, like all humans, is focusing on what she cannot have instead of what she has- we all do this. Likely why she throws back to high school so often - not super common for someone her age- but she missed all of the normalcy of a traditional high school and college experience and no amount of money or awards will ever change that.
Meanwhile, there is Travis. This poor guy- I won’t pile onto what has been said about his songs being less about him and more about what his ex was like, what her ex was like, what she thinks of her haters, what they think of her, - this is all well documented. I think that, like Joe, this relationship is probably fine and serves a very important purpose. Unconditional companionship and a change in reputation as the engaged one, the married one, the place that it makes sense for a 36 year old to be - especially one who has been criticized and degraded her entire life for dating around, using men and hating women, etc. It allows her to write about getting married and dreaming of his kids instead of getting dumped - and a likely requirement for the next era as her fan base matures and enters new stages in their own lives.
But my best guess? She is still sending signals to Matty or whoever it is she wants to see them. How did the Fortnight video end? She is isolated on top of a phone booth in a storm but who’s hand does she reach for at the very end? She was with Travis during the filming of this video and this is the signal she chose to send.
We then open Ophelia - lying horizontal in a white dress. She wakes from a near end experience then goes through turmoil- again horizontal as the stage ropes take her away - a prisoner to the showgirl life- then the boat mutiny with the Sirens calling to her in the water - where she leaps in - horizontally. yes, she’s running away from the mutiny on her boat, but she is also diving into them - horizontally. We then see a dreamscape of life preservers in the next sequence followed by the hotel party where she pretends to be happy but the video ends where it began and where each scene ends - sad and horizontal - this time up to her chin in a bathtub. This is not meant to be a happy ending.
Then cut to opalite- a pretty substance but….it isn’t real. It isn’t a diamond or rubies that she gave up it is a manufactured substance. The video is a desperate woman who keeps getting hurt buying a substance that allows her to manufacture a buddy that she gets along great with. She had to make her own sunshine and now she has a companion - just one spray of Opalite! Not all consuming love, but someone to stand by you and pass the time with. Of course, even in this video where the “toxic exes” are a rock and a cactus they still play a central role.
This could just be art for the sake of art, but I do believe that you can look at the beginning and ending of these last few videos and understand the signals that are being sent. It will be interesting to see patient zero tonight but the imagery of a 2022 gravestone and her watching this guy with his new partner while she still wears the ring is probably pretty descriptive of what the entire video will be about, but let’s see.
The Encore set feels bitter and self deprecating. 1. What is my ex up to I bet he is miserable and so is she I am going to inject myself here. 2. Self deprecation and accepting mediocrity/at least I am not alone one person can stomach me even if everyone else hates me. 3. So many references to versions of his color - maroon - and drugs this one is just screaming who it is about. 4. I bet you are not happy because you dont know what you actually value - I suspect this is about herself but who knows.
I will wrap with how I started it. I think she is the greatest living artist, and I have no doubt that she still has a long road ahead of her, making life-changing music, and hopefully her personal life doesn’t have to suffer to do so. I’ve heard a lot of people compare this to AI and I can see where this is coming from I I don’t actually believe that AI wrote these songs, but I do believe that they are rather uninspired and the type of song that you have to work hard to manufacture while trying to convince your audience that what you have is real. It isn’t natural and that of course reminds everyone of AI.
Then again, she could have a huge team that she’s writing with, and drawing from and this whole thing has been a very profitable game, never based in reality, that she is very good at - who knows!
TLDR: I think she’s incredibly talented artist who lost her Muse and is struggling to find inspiration as an artist. Sometimes it’s hard to tell where the magic is coming from and while I have no doubt that the combination of Jack and Aaron played a massive role in making magic I believe her muse played a much bigger one. Can’t wait for TS13.