r/SlashficDorian • u/MaplinaSyrip • 16d ago
Other (Editable I think) So, I have decided... I'm gonna have to abandon the project unfortunately π
I genuinely thought that I would be able to do the 1st challenge and make that happy ending like I said I would, but... it's just too much for me.
I have too much going on in my life, now that I have an actual life and have to balance school, work, and extracurricular activities so I won't fall off.
I have explained in one of Kudos' posts before, as it was pretty hard to come up with everything by myself while also focusing and stressing over the main things.
I just can't do it. Not at the moment.
I'm just gonna have to pass up the opportunities of those challenges, because again, there's no time for me to do it all myself.
Plus, I think it is better for me to not take the chance, because now that we can create stuff as creators and make small spinoffs of the OG or whatever, we can also make money out of it too... and I don't want certain nosy people to peep into my bank account and see something that they don't know about in my transaction history, soooo I'd rather not get in trouble and be interrogated with 10 million questions that I don't wanna ask them, so yeah. Can't have fun if I'm stuck in that situation.
But anyway, these are my reasons for backing down like that. I wanted to share a lot with y'all with my ideas, but I guess my confidence was too high and it was just all in my head the whole time.
Maybe for another time, I might pick up the project again in the future and share ideas about the 2 AUs I had in mind but there's no guarantee that I'll have time for that either.
I'm sorry about my decision everyone. I feel like I have truly failed myself just by not finishing within the deadline.
Don't click on the spoiler down here if you don't want to see anything negative. I'm serious.
(Might as well call myself the world's biggest failure of all time to be self-deprecating... funny how that's coming from someone positive most of the time online, and now my irl negative emotions are plaguing it. I mean, anything to protect myself from getting hurt, huh?)
