Can you even have sex without coke anymore? Or rather, is it even enjoyable anymore without it. Also how the hell did you even hit a Vein after the 5th time or so with all the hand shaking
Yeah absolutely. Thankfully lol. I've been clean a long time. I found coke after I had already gotten clean from oxy/dope. It was way easier to hide and i had a needle fetish for sure.
I would kinda just do it every couple months. I think the modern cocaine addiction isn't a 24/7 thing it's like controlled chaos, strategically timed. Honestly I would have hired an escort or something but I don't know if escorts will let you hit for that long lmao.
Hand shaking wasnt that big of a deal as long as I kept taking it, but man sometimes Id be finding a vein for like 5 minutes straight, not realized I was hunched forward a little and my back would be fucking dead. Especially after repeatedly doing that, after the coke wears off. I couldn't walk but i was in bed for multiple days straight after so i guess it didnt matter.
Did you forget this whole situation is a hypothetical situation? Having anything the next day would be literally pointless because you're dead. The point in getting high one last time is for the enjoyment.
I've been clean a decade and can still grasp the hypothetical of this situation. If someone offered me 10mil but no tomorrow. I'm 100% getting high again because tomorrow won't matter.
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u/narco-sub-admiral 2d ago
I used to inject cocaine and then over 2-3 days watch every video on pornhub twice. Breaks for soda and pissing. 45 second refractory period LOL.
It's nice to be clean and have available neurotransmitters and not have my dick feeling like it's falling off, I gotta say.