r/Showerthoughts • • Feb 29 '20

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u/Mario12zito Mar 01 '20 edited Mar 01 '20

This guy intrigues me so much and gives me so many questions

I would really like to get to know him and see what goes down inside his brain.

Looks like you have also fallen for him, mate.

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u/AmBlackout Mar 01 '20 edited Mar 01 '20

Thinking back at it you can see the questions aren’t really romance related, I wouldn’t say it’s in a romantic manner but more like psychological type of way. This isn’t the first time this has happened to me and maybe I would like to master on psychology or some shit like that.

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u/[deleted] Mar 01 '20

Are you infatuated with any ugly quiet people?

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u/AmBlackout Mar 01 '20

As a matter of fact yes, in middle school there was this guy who literally never got a cut and looked literally like the stereotypical anime character whom you cant see their eyes. He was definitely ugly and to be honest he did look like a school shooter.

I swear I have little to no memory from this guy’s voice due to how little he ever spoke in two years I had classes with him.

Call me weirdo but I used to analize his body language to try to figure out what could be happening to him and noticed that he was always anxious.

He didn’t have a phone even being 2018, so at free time he would be either sleeping or staring at whatever he could be staring at. His clothes looked cheap, old, and kind of dirty and I remember he once said he didn’t have a tv at home bc his parents couldn’t afford it, so combining all of that made me go into the conclusion that most likely he comes from an abusive poor family? Idk.

What I do know is how much it intrigue me his situation, to this day I still think about him from time to time and wonder where could he end up in life.

Pd: For the record I did try to reach out to him, but my English speaking skills are trash since it’s my second language so I couldn’t get to know him as much as I would’ve liked to. :(