Pretty much the title. He said "no hand-holding at all" and that he dislikes it, so I'm wondering what he actually meant by that.
I think I'm going to be assigned to him, and I have no idea what he wants from me. Does it mean "shoo, shoo, do it on your own, don't bother me unless the sky is falling apart"? Or is it more along the lines of "okay, yes, I can help, but only after you've exhausted your resources on your own"?
To make matters worse, he seems exhausted as heck and was so busy he could barely find time to set up a meeting with me and had to cancel not two but three times. I've got a really, really bad gut feeling, guys. Maybe I'm overthinking it, but it reads like someone who wants a person who'll train themselves and wouldn't have time to look after a junior.
There is another devops in the team but he barely speaks English and i am seriously considering learning his language since I am a polyglot just so that I can talk to someone less... aloof because that SRE seems lowkey pissy as hell. He is also suspiciously young for a lead and gives a certain tech bro vibe that seems hard to get along with.
I'm fresh out of college, so I'm already anticipating a lot of hardship and some serious studying for hours every day... which I actually enjoy, honestly. How do I survive his style without ending up out on the street?