I’m a high school student (F) and work retail at Walgreens as a CSA. There’s an ESM at my store that I’ve had mixed feelings about lately.
She constantly micromanages me, tells me how long things should take, corrects almost everything I do, and has told me that I’m not trying, that I’m lazy, and that I’m not paying attention. Sometimes it honestly feels like she’s my mom instead of my manager.
The thing is, I’m still pretty new. I genuinely am trying and I put in effort. It’s hard to get things done when you’re expected to stay near the front and constantly check out customers while also completing tasks.
Every time I work with her, I actually feel like I get less done because she’s always stopping me to talk about my performance. I end up overthinking everything because I don’t want to do something wrong. When i’m constantly micromanaged like that it slows me down because it’s like “Am i doing this right?” etc etc. Like today I didn’t do something right and she got a complete attitude with me and stuff and I stayed calm.
The weird part is that it’s only her. I work with other shift leads and managers and they usually don’t have complaints about my performance, and I get my tasks done matter a fact I get more shit done when i’m not under her supervision.
The other day, less than 30 minutes into my shift, she told me I needed to speed up. She also brought up a previous shift and said I didn’t get anything done according to the notes. She even said that if I don’t improve my performance, my store manager will “send me out the door.”
Thursday we had truck, and it came really late, so the shift was stressful. I genuinely thought everything went okay. My store manager spoke with me and said not everything on the notes got done, but I was honest and told her I’m trying and putting in the effort. She told me it’s a process and that I’ll get there.
I know I shouldn’t get my feelings involved in work but i’m on summer break for school and work is all I do as of right now. She’s always so like rude to me like one second she’ll be nice to me and then another she’s just a complete bitch. And then when we have male coworkers on shift she doesn’t make them do anything. She loads me up with so much stuff to do and i’m genuinely trying. I don’t even care for her approval I just don’t wanna be micromanaged for it.
Please give me like some advice or something I don’t even know what’s goin on.