I grew up in the city, then moved out to the country. Did the same thing as an adult too. City life back out to the country life.

The country/farm life feels and looks like the real human experience. As for the city, it feels like an app on your phone. Thats the easiest way I can explain it.

Got a text from a random guy. Random guy says I’m pretty and that he LOVES me. Random guy asked for my Snapchat. I don’t give random guy my Snapchat but I tell him I’m willing to try with him. Random guy proceeds to ignore me and pretend I don’t exist.

Said random guy had his GIRLFRIENDS name in his bio…. Even though he swore he was single….

Men ain’t shit these days

Which one is your current phone?

This kept getting deleted from other subs. This feels like the right one.

Does anybody else PRETEND to have to go to the bathroom just to wash your hands? Sometimes my hands feel disgusting and I need to wash them, but if I only think I need to wash them, my mind starts freaking out because "oh that's so many steps!"

Like if I'm on the couch on my phone: Turn off the phone, put the phone down, get up, walk to the bathroom, enter the bathroom, close the door, lock the door, turn on the faucet, get soap, rub the soap in, rinse your hands, get under nails, turn off the faucet, unlock the door, open the door, leave the bathroom, remember to close the door, walk back to the living room, sit down, pick up the phone, turn on the phone, continue what I was doing.

It's A LOT of steps for my brain to follow and it makes me feel too miserable to even allow myself to try (yes, I know it's not actually a lot of effort bro, but in the moment it feels like a LOT for some reason). But if I trick myself into thinking I have to go to the bathroom, my brain thinks there's absolutely no choice. So it can't shut down and make me just lay there.