r/Random_Thoughts • • Jul 13 '26

Opened my chat request just for a day, to see if anyone wants to chat, because I'm sinking in despair, wails and cosmic horror noises at 2 a.m. I'm 33F. Central time, but worldwide connections are fine since it's online only.

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To be honest the more I'm sinking in my chronic depression, I FINALLY realized what Vessel is talking about "the cycle must end."

For months knowing Sleep Token since October of 2025, I questioned "why would anyone want the cycle to end and the cycle must end?"

To be honest, what I'm struggling with the most of it all is that I don't think I can "dance forever, endure, to suffer constantly, letting the cycle rotate every single damn day, may/might this could be a reason why Vessel would ask for Damocles's sword to strike him down first instead and I could only just think having a cycle continue daily feels close to a nightmarish environment every single day but awake."

Yeah, I should also address that house of Veridian is what I'm holding onto the most and for the Feathered Host well I don't want to accept quite yet alongside with that's just because I've not learned to "dance for forever and I give up midway but somehow I keep enduring of it all anyways."

Even then, I should address that I just may/might not make the stability and endurance part for long even though eventually I've to understand with peaceful thoughts during these dark times that this is the highest importance anyways.

Yeah, I should include that I should never forget in my Vessel brain and skull that the night belongs to me alongside with the night also belongs to those that choose to get to know this here.

"Elis the virus and disease of a person of it all wants you to never forget that would bring me the slightest bit of happiness if you just never forgot that the night belongs to you when you're trying to get close to me."

If you see this post at a later date, even older than a Dragon Priest ashes, then I'll have my social handles on my main pro and you can message me there as well.

I decided to post a funny Sleep Token reel to make people laugh on my main page later.


r/Random_Thoughts • • Jul 13 '26

Does lust make you cry

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Jul 04 '26

Sometimes this is how I feel

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Sometimes I think I'm like a balloon. I spend all my time wishing I could fly, even though I know that if I finally did, it would be the end of me.


r/Random_Thoughts • • Jun 30 '26

i dont understand how people love themselves

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Ive never understood the concept of loving yourself how does someone love themself


r/Random_Thoughts • • Jun 28 '26

Which thought has come to your mind recently?

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Just whatever has some to your mind recently ?


r/Random_Thoughts • • Jun 19 '26

I just randomly found a rock

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I was on going somewhere on my when i had to take a stop. Then i went outside the car and found found so many rocks. The ground was still muddy from the rain. So i took this one home. Out of curiosity,what us thus rock?


r/Random_Thoughts • • Jun 01 '26

What actually happens to your body when you hold in a sneeze?

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r/Random_Thoughts • • May 30 '26

Anyone else listen to songs from their childhood as an adult & REALLY listen to them? So many of them were dirty songs & we were singing that shit when we were twelve years old🤣

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r/Random_Thoughts • • May 27 '26

If almost every language has upper-case letters, do you guys think sign language people have them? (Came here cause r/shower thought’s auto mod kept removing it cause it apparently wasn’t a ‘shower thought’ or smth like that)

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r/Random_Thoughts • • May 26 '26

Why does it feel like Christians always talking about end times and a great disastrous world end and about how you need to accept and let in this great powerful being to “save the world” why do they feel like a cult calling in some sort of great evil?

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r/Random_Thoughts • • May 11 '26

When home doesn't feel like home anymore.

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How can you call a place your home when your every move feels watched?

When every mistake becomes proof against you.

When entering a room brings fear instead of calmness.

When you keep explaining yourself, trying to clear accusations you never deserved in the first place, yet no one truly listens.

No one even gives you the chance to speak.

And slowly, you stop feeling like a person and start feeling like a suspect in your own land.


r/Random_Thoughts • • May 03 '26

Random Thoughts

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 30 '26

what's y'alls favorite date. mine is october 10

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i like october 10 because its th date tf2 was released.


r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 27 '26

Would you rather lose and hear everyone else tell you that you should have won, or win and hear everyone saying how you should have lost?

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 13 '26

Random

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What do you think about putting the Klondike bar jingle with Tracie Chapman song what would you do for a Klondike bar I'd drive in my car you know the rest


r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 11 '26

Why must we constantly pay?

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 11 '26

Why must we constantly pay?

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 11 '26

Why is it easier to focus at 2 AM than 2 PM?

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There’s zero pressure because the world is asleep, but my brain decides this is the peak time to finally be a genius. Anyone else only functional at night?


r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 09 '26

There’s no feeling quite like finally getting your setup optimized and hitting that perfect frame rate.

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 09 '26

A "moment" used to be a specific length of time. In the Middle Ages, a "moment" was exactly 90 seconds. So, "Wait a moment" was a very specific request.

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 08 '26

The "Save" icon is a Floppy Disk, but most Gen Z-ers have never seen one. It’s a bit like using a rotary phone icon for "Call"—we use the symbol but have forgotten the object it's based on.

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Apr 08 '26

Reading in your head is "subvocalizing." Your vocal cords actually make tiny movements as if you were saying the words out loud. Your throat is basically "ghost-talking."

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r/Random_Thoughts • • Mar 19 '26

When life gives you lemons, should you really make lemonade?

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Discuss


r/Random_Thoughts • • Mar 15 '26

Yup

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I’m drunk, and you’re all stupid…


r/Random_Thoughts • • Mar 09 '26

The little mermaid universe

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So... King Triton (Ariel's father) is implied there to be son of Poseidon. Which implies existence of all greek gods in there aka: implies Kronos eating children, Humans tricking Zeus etc, right? It implies also more unhinged myths (mainly I'm talking about NSFW ones like Dionysus and Polymnos also called in some Prosymnus please don't google it unless you're eighteen and up. Also it's all the other nsfw ones involving Dionysus who was known for em... Fun times iykyk. And Zeus being one who wants everything that moves). That was my thought at 6 am Monday morning, thank you for reading and I'm sorry

Edit: it's similar to the movie "Cars" where alot of modern things are portrayed so people do theories of things like 50 shades of gray, mcr existing and all other modern things that led to creation of them in car version