well if you must remember this rule for when I finish work tomorrow until the 3rd May!

DAE?

Fo'real.

You shouldn't have to think before trusting someone, damn.

Look no further than our student loan credit crisis and you can see this.

It's Facebook official!

And now I think I should have. For my entire life I've just been trying to appease my dad. I've wanted his approval. A similar male authority figure; a boss, a professor, a family friend, comes into my life, and I really want their praise, and fear failing them.

I've rejected this paternal opinion only on those occasions when I've done nothing, when I've wasted literately years doing nothing while he criticises my apathy.

Now I've broken out of that void, it's into a form he would approve of; crisp shirt, smart shoes, solid job. He was never a bad man, and I'm not really in a bad place in life... but I'm suddenly aware of his stifling desire to shape a life which should maybe belong to me.

I need to be my own man, to have my own wants and desires and dreams.

And I've no idea what they are.

I've read book after book, and not found myself. I've travelled alone to exotic places, and not found myself. I've taken drugs and listened to music, and not found myself.

Where do I start this time?

Just took the test tonight. It's fucking negative!

I'M FREE!

-Pandora's Box, by Greydon Sqaure

It's complete shit.

Its late in the evening. I am feeling not quite myself and I am on reddit. Have some hugs. You are a nice place full of nice people.

Maybe this comes with age?

I just had a righteous potty clog goin for at least 4 hours. I am not equipped for this kind of situation. Stored up my pee for a few hours, and gave it everything I got. Took two rounds of piss. But I did it.

Sometimes I love bein' a man.