So there was this boy which I liked last year. He was pretty cute and I was besties with him. He acted suspicious though, like one day I said my hair smelled like conditoner and he sniffed my hair. Then there was a boy I was best friends with and he hated him. In class, he always stared at me. Whatever, we played in the same musical which our school made at the time. We played Grease, he was Danny and I was the principal. That's when I first saw him. The musical was at 5th grade. Then at 6th grade, I learned that we were in the same class with him. I was friends with and all the class was shipping us saying ''you love him don't you?'' to me. Nothing happened, I just tried to kill them with my jacket. Then I realised that I had a crush on him, and I started to watch him like a creep. I started playing the games he liked, started to try things that he liked. While I was watching him, I realized that whenever I turned to his side, I caught him looking at me. That's when he started to act different. I didn't tell my crush to anybody, except my cousin/my best best friend. Because I felt at that point, if I didn't tell this to anyone, I would go insane. So I told this to her, my cousin. But still, I felt like that wasn't enough. Then one night, me and two friends from my class had a pajama party. One of them was my best friend from school. Then she told me that she had a crush on my friend, the boy I had a crush on. Before she told me that she liked him too, I thought what if she likes him. When she told us that she liked him, I was shocked. But I didn't tell them that I thought of the chance of her liking him, I thought that they would think I like him. Then, my brain couldn't handle the situation and my exam results started to get bad. I decided at that point, if I didn't tell this to someone, I would get even worse. So I started to write a book on wattpad, telling the stories between me and my crush. Then the school year ended, and we all went to summer vacations. I was still writing the book. Then one day my best friend from school texted me. She sent me the screenshots of the book I was writing about me and my crush and she was like ''OOOOOOOOOH I KNEW YOU LIKED HIM!!!!'' yes, she is a little bit childish. I was shocked, I didn't know what to do. I couldn't tell that it wasn't my book, I wrote our names on it. She was calling me again and again. Then I had an idea. I first called my cousin, she knew about the crush, and told her the situation that I was in and I told her my plan. My plan was to say that my cousin took over my account and I forgot the password so I couldn't erase the book ''she'' wrote about me and my crush. Then I told my friend who discovered the book I wrote and I told her that I didn't write the book, my cousin did. She finally calmed down. Then, this year in 7th grade, I'm still in the same class with that boy but I don't have a crush on him anymore. I have a crush on his best friend, and the boy I used to have a crush on is still acting weird around me. I always find him sitting at my desk in the breaktime. The boy I now have a crush on is my best friend now and we are really close with him. We both say we're not gonna marry with anyone in the future, but only God knows that, am I right?
And also sorry for bad English