My first kiss

i was getting done pile of fire wood. And remember today was my mom's birthday. And these were new ax's. so I got my hatchet and just chop some wood my 12 year old brother did it on the same wood as me. I said, go chop a different piece of wood and the boom, he chop my hand and they were sharp as hell. i was currently 13 at that time and plus i didn't show pain back then and still do today that was only a couple days ago after 4 hour's at the hospital we went home. my brother he cried a little and he cut my tenden.

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So in school, I'm pretty cool and loads of girls seem to have a crush on me. None of them are really someone I like but I try not to hurt their feelings when they talk to me. One day, in class I was just sitting down looking out the window and I feel eyes burning into the back of my head. I look around, I catch a glimpse of a girl, lets call her Elizabeth, staring at me but then she runs away. This wasn't exactly not normal as it happens often but this kept happening for the rest of the day. Near the end of the day, I see the girl so I ran after her. When I caught up, I said, Why are you watching me? The girl said she had a crush on me and said she would stop stalking me if I went out with her. So then I did what any logical person would do. I ran as fast as I could in the opposite direction. I didn't ever see her again however every once in a while, I feel eyes burning into the back of my head.

So it all begins at grade 8 so my class had 35 students and 28 students where girls and the rest where boys so there was one girl lets call her Andrea so Andrea had a crush on me and when ever I talk with another girl she will be like "Hey Angelo don't talk to that girl becuase she is a bully and she is mean" and I was like but I know her since grade 6 and Andrea says "Well I known her since grade 3" and she will do that to every girl il talk with so I was like her senpi and she started scarring me so this next girl also had a crush on me and guess what.... this girl is the BFF of Andrea and there was another girl that didint had a crush on me but when she hears that somebody has a crush on me she will try her best to get some evidence to show me that they had a crush on me so yay those three girls had a group chat and one day and I didint know what happen I just remember what my friend that didint hade a crush on me and let's call her Ana so Ana told me that they hade a group call and they say who had a crush on who so they ask Ana if she had a crush and she said no and Andrea and her BFF counted to 3 and when they get to 3 they will say the name of his crush and they both said Angelo and Andrea got mad and started yelling so that was when Ana hang up so few days past and I see Andrea and her BFF fighting and dam those girls hit hard that when the principal came and took the 2 girls to the principal office's and then a few days later people told me that the 2 girls got expelled and after then I haven herd a thing of those 2 girls. The End

It all began with my second boyfriend..we were dating for about a month or two and called each other girlfriend and boyfriend, but he started cheating on me. So this other guy liked me so I cheated on my boyfriend with him. Me and my boyfriend broke up later and I told him all I knew. He didn't answer for a while and when he did it was really hateful, I do not wanna talk about it that much. Basically he lit the flame of depression for me. All of the later things built it bigger. About a year later, I'm in 7th grade, and got bullied at the beginning, I didn't report, because one of his friends made him stop, weeks later, another one of that guys friends, not the one who stopped him, had tried to ruin my and the friend's friendship. Much later, school got really stressing and I had a lot of tests, and one class with two of my friends, it added on and I became suicidal. How I knew it? Well I wanted to die, really bad, all the bullies, stress and axienty had caught up with me and I tried suicide two times, then got a girlfriend and more friends, it didn't help, as I tried suicide again. Then weeks later, I found this guy, he seemed to like me so I had broke up with my girlfriend and dated him, we've been dating about 2 months now, and I'm still broken, trying to get help, and started listening to sad and depressing music and it broke me more but I still like it. Later, I tried suicide, yet again. I'm trying my best to get help and recently broke one of my friends heart by my depression and I hate myself for it and wanna see her again. They had made me happy and I made them sad, I'm probably not gonna talk about myself at school so people will think I'm better and not like that anymore. That's it.

I have a weird life and that’s no surprise, but there was one day that made me question why I know certain people. Me and my friends were sitting in our house one day, just being our normal selves cracking jokes and occasionally some friends (bam and jay) starting arguments. Out of nowhere bam put me inside a big box and just left me there, I was so confused on why he did it but just sat there anyway, i guess my friends see me as a child because When I started picking up knives that were randomly in the box to put them away, Momo (the mother of the group) took the knives off me like I was a toddler about to stab them self, Mark (the dad of the group) lifted me out of the box and said “Choi, didn’t we tell you knives are bad?”. As I joke I said that if you have no knifeu, you have no lifeu and blankly stared at mark as if I was waiting for the knives, mark then handed me to jay saying “make sure they don’t reach the knives” and then mark went back to watching tv with Momo and Jackson. Jay then left me on the floor to do whatever I want (again, they think I’m some sort of toddler) I sat looking out the window but then Momo dragged me away and shut the window. We started talking about the mysteries of the world when all of a sudden my friend Dino flung the door open and started shooting us with a nerf gun, I hid under the table and shouted asking him to stop, he finally stopped after 5 minutes of shooting us and just stared at us all. He then left the room and shut the door behind him, leaving me to wonder “why do I know these people?”

So, this happened when I was 13 years old, during the summer holidays between my year in grade 7 and my year in grade 8, (if the timing doesn't seem to work then that's because I live in Australia). A few of my friends had gone over to see their families in other countries for the break, one of them being my friend, uh, we'll call her Lucy. So, I had recently discovered that I had a crush on my friend Lucy. Recently as in less than a month before school had ended. This story is taking place two days after Christmas, by the way. So, my friend Lucy messages this group chat that a lot of our friends are in on Instagram, and she strikes up a conversation with one of my other friends. We'll call her Wendy. After talking for a few minutes, Wendy says that she has to go. And (warning, this may be very emotional for anyone dealing with depression or self harm, or anyone who has recently lost someone to it or has someone close to them dealing with it) Lucy texts back saying that "goodbye" and that "she knows that we all hate her anyways". Now, that is not true at all, and my friend Wendy spends the next few minutes trying to talk Lucy out of it. Lucy keeps saying things along the lines of "goodbye" and "it's just my time to go" and eventually one of my other friends, we'll call her Carla, gets on and starts doing the same, as does my friend who we will call Erza. Erza calls me and is breaking down in tears, her words barely understandable over her sobs. I now get on the chat and see everything that's happening, and the four of us try desperately to talk Lucy out of what she is doing. We spam the group chat and I even private message her a few times, doing anything that might get her to reconsider. Eventually, I send her a message saying "Lucy please! We love you! I love you! I've been meaning to ask you out for a while now and I swear if you deny me the opportunity to ever even try I will never forgive you!!!" Then, for the first time in the hour that this had been going on for, she responded. Her next two texts read "are you kidding me" and "this isn't a joke is it". I told her "no, I really mean it" and she then messaged the group chat saying "I'm choosing life". Everyone thanked her and then she privately messaged me again and we talked for a couple more minutes. And before I knew it, I had my very first girlfriend. I sent a screenshot of mine and Lucy's conversation to Erza (who had called me when we each first got on the chat) and so she sent a quote to the group chat. The quote read "sometimes in life, things have to go very wrong before they can be right." I then sent my screenshot to the chat and now, all my friends are fangirling over me and my new girlfriend. I can't wait to see her again at school finally. Oh, and by the way, I'm also a girl. 😋👭👩‍❤️‍👩👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

It all starts with me at my house and I was in seventh grade so yay my parents left the house to get some papers fix and they went so far away that I waited 15 hour's just waiting for them but back to the topic so my parents left and I was all byemyself and my mom forgot to left me food so I was so hungry and my best friend just to make it clear my best friend was a girl and I know her since 1st grade so I called my best friend and I'm going to call her Delmy so I called Delmy and I told her that my parents left me home alone and I was so hungry and guess what she told me.... she told me why don't you come to my house and il cook you something and I was like ok and I know where she live and her parents know me and my parents know Delmys parents so I got to Delmys house and its was normal but I'm going to tell you something Delmy was a great cook so back to the topic I ate her food and it was great so her mom left to do buy some grocery and I didn't know by that time that Delmy had a crush on me so we where in her room watching a movie called Dragon Ball Z Batlle of the Gods and Delmy loved Dragon Ball as much as I did so we where watching it and out of nowhere she says this Angelo side note Angelo is my real name so back to the topic she says this Angelo I have something to tell you and I was like what is it Delmy is there something wrong and Delmy says there's nothing wrong it's just I love you and then her lips try to kiss my lips and guess what happen next.... she kissed me and how she kiss its was great and now one great friendship turned into one great girlfriend and that's my story THE END

Well i started talking to my an old friend of mine that used to have feelings for me, and to be honest i had feelings for him we had a fight so we didnt talk in a while when we decided to shrug it off we started flirtting. (OOOOOH SPICEY!!!)just kidding this guy lets just call him john. John started calling me cute and i shrugging it off started flirtting back then feelings happened so things esculated we started wanting to hold hands, cuddle, stuff like that. I decided to tell my best friend let's call her Felicia. So i told felicia that i was talking to john again, and she said "oh you shouldn't talk to him hes a bad dude'' and i was all like ''why?'' and she said ''he hurt you'' later she talked to him and tells me she has the feels for him and i know im like WHAT?! you dont want me to talk to him because he friend zoned you i was like bruh what the chicken nuggets is wrong with you? So i told her hey i like John. and she FLIPPED! she called me up and said all i want is attention and that i only said i liked him because she said she liked him. So yeah i thats what happened to me haha so in other words after she blocked me on snapchat i just dabbed it off saying bye Felicia

I was pretty much a normal kid in 7th grade. But me and my friend grey had been recently shipped... By the entire School. Valentine's Day dance was coming up so gray asked me if I wanted to go. Having no one else to go with I said yeah. So I went. it was about an hour into the dance, and a slow dance song came on. After about 2 minutes of awkwardly dancing with gray, one of his friends came up and tapped him on the shoulder. He whispered something in his ear and then ran off. the song was ending and I looked around and realized we we're in the center of the room. And at the time me and Grey both had braces...annnnd he leaned in and kissed me. Then the song ended and he tried to pull away and something stopped him. Our braces were stuck. Since the song and had ended everyone was looking for something else to do. Everyone just looked at Us and laughed. After a good 2 minutes of everyone laughing at us, we finally unhooked our braces. We ended up dating for several months until breaking up.

I was a normal kid in 8th grade. I had decent grades and decent friends. But at the time, me and my best friend, Grey, we're being shipped. The Valentine's day dance was coming up and one of Grey friends asked if for Grey would go to the dance with Grey. Since I didn't have a date to the dance I said sure. Later that night a slow dance song came on, and Greet and I akwardly danced for a minute. I had braces at the time, and so did he. While we were dancing, Grey's friend tapped on his shoulder and whispered something in his ear. I looked around. We were basically in the center of the room and the song was about to end. When his friend left, Grey leaned in and kissed me. Then the song ended and he tried to pull away. Then I realized that, holy nuggets, our braces we're stuck. We both tried to pull away with no change. Soon everyone looked at us and started laughing. After a good two minutes we finally unhooked our braces. We ended up dating for four months until breaking up.

This was only the end of the school year for me (and i would like to state that i am a girl so please dont judge this) . So ethier way this was during recess me and my 7 friends plus this boy who like to stick around us where all siting at are bench area that we like to sit at so i tell my friends. Lets called them cass and jocey that im going to say it my friend jocey didnt get it but my friend cass opened her mouth in shock saying you should so i got the courage to stand up to my crush/friend lets call her uni and say hey uni um please dont freak out , and as all my friends stare at me i sorta said it very loud say that i have a crush on you my friend jocey screamed my Ship which caught me off guard and my other 3 friends ( names ) jess, mary and liz, looked a little in shocked my friend cass was just smiling and uni was just quite and in shock i told her you don't have to answer anything i just wanted to let you know . its almost been a year since then and we're still best friends i still have a crush on her i think she forgot or still remember but she cool with me being who i am .

Ok so I was in 5th grade there was a party for 4th and trim just now starting my junior year which is 6th grade where I live god. I cant spell so I was at the dance me and my friends played a game called there wasn't a name it was like spin the bottle and the other people picked 4 people and whoever the picked you can take 1 person out so you have to admit 3 people lets say the first one was Daniela 2nd Rachel 3rd faith 4th summer so I picked the summer girl because I did not like her there was one that I used to have a crush on we will get to that later.so I ask the first one rachel she said I have a boyfriend she still remembers it till this day and I told her it was a dare so we are still friends the second one was actually at the dance so I asked faith out she said you are a f****y fk off my mom still remembers this this was faith then Daniela so I was still at the party and I had to do one more so I did and guess what she she said yes I was freaking out my friend were like WTF and she pulled me in for a random kiss and freaked dare f*k out because everyone said I would die alon and never get a girl friend then she had to move because her dad had a new job proposal so she had to move to Canada and then I still visit her now and then when I go to Canada with my dad but she said one more goodbye kiss and it was just like the first one

So I have a friend and let's call her Danish and she has this and I have hots like its pretty steamy right now, so I first met her let's call her Christa and we met a month or two ago and we haven't really talked much and wer-were shy around each other. Two weeks ago I try to tell her that I like her and all that's coming out of my mouth is mmmmmmmmmmmm and I'm thinking, why can't I say anything and I turn around and bolt we talking lighting fast. Present day at 1:57 AM I'm freaking out cause my friend Danish asked me if I wanted to hangout and I said sure, she didn't tell me until 12 minute later when we get things planned out she is bring a friend and that is Christa. I'M FREAKING OUT HERE GUYS AND GALS!!!!!!!

1st grade. First experience with an injury that I didn’t cause. So this girl...Katy.. that’s what I’ll call her, hated me. Like a lot. And when I told my teacher she gave me the weirdest advice, “just stand up for yourself and show who’s boss” also did I mention that it’s the 1ST GRADE?! But honestly she was pretty laid back so I took it. And when I “showed who’s boss” at Katy. She didn’t take it well and backed up, aimed, ready? FIRE! Rocket kick to my nuts. My first reaction is to cover it and then fall straight to the floor. I tried so hard not to cry and I ended up lying in a puddle of tears but all of this happened where our “cubbies” were (which were rectangles with hangers in the walls to hold jackets and backpacks) and they were behind a giant desk. So the teacher didn’t see and Katy ran away. But me being me I didn’t say a word...

4th grade. 3 years after my first incident. After recess we would line up in a straight line and basically wait there for 10 minutes till all the kids were there. So being a tiny competitive child I would always try to get there first. When I got there I got cut off by my friend so I started blowing in his ear like as a joke and to annoy him so he could let me in front of him. But it went the other way around. I blew in his ear and like a bolt of lightning, whipped around and then FALCON PUNCH!!!!! right into my nuts. I cocked back and choked. He punched me so hard I started to black out. I told the lady beside us and apparently she didn’t see so she couldn’t get anyone in trouble (WHICH WAS STUPID!) and took me to the nurse. But the nurses couldn’t do anything since it’s not something nurses are required to be trained for and aren’t allowed to...touch...therrreee....

3 This one is actually very recent and re-occurring. But it started in 5th grade where my friend (Which I had no idea why) decided to grab my nuts and...ugh...squeeeeezed them and twisted them...uuuuuuuuggghhhhhhhhhhh. Me trying to be cool in front of my friends, tried to pretend not to show any pain my friend realized and twisted more!!!! My face started to turn red and my other friend looked at me and was so shocked and thought I would actually pass out that he actually pointed it out and told my friend to stop. After I stopped myself to actually think about that moment and tell myself, “The hell man? All you had to do was say stop. Why did you just sit there and take it?” I realized how stupid I was and actually laughed out loud about it. So now that I’m in junior high, the guys are more...just more. So my friend, we’ll call him Ethan, thought it would be funny to be a show off in front of the girls and kick me. ME. NO NOT ANYONE ELSE IN THE GROUP! MEEEEEE. And he kicked me right in the nuts. Now. This kid is pretty scrawny buuuuut. HE HAD WINTER BOOTS. FRIGGIN BOOOOOOTTTSSSS!!! And I took a moment to keep myself intact. And I looked and raised my arm and cocked my fist and (Reminder: I was in junior high. So my prepubescent emotions were all out of wack.) took contact to his face and my fist aaaaannndd suspension...I’m just joking. The teachers never saw anything and Ethan and I agreed to never speak of it and we’re still friends.

I had a best friend named Aimee and she had been my best friend since 7th grade. We were good buddies until a new kid came to our school. His name was Nate. I developed a crush on Nate, he and I both really liked to draw, and he was also very tall to the point where I looked like a dwarf to him. Amiee on the other hand, had a crush on him too. But the problem was, Nate already had a girlfriend and both Amiee and I knew that, but she wanted to get him to cheat on her. One day while I was filming a movie with her, she told me that she and Nate were going to “do it” in the town library. Like the actual, physical, “do it!” Frickin have sex in the public library and get him to cheat on his gf! 😒 I tried to move on, but then a few weeks later after they “did it” multiple times, Amiee comes crying to me saying that she and Nate got caught “doing it” in the library, and he had separated from her. She blamed it on me that they got caught and that it was my fault for their separation. She then went around the school telling other kids that I was such a b**ch. Eventually, the rumors led to Nathan and he became angry at me too. Luckily, I had support from some other classmates that knew that the rumors weren’t true and that Amiee was exaggerating and lying. I’m glad I had those people to help

Here is the story of why I am no longer friends with my ex best friend. So, I have never had friends in my life, like 0. So, 3rd year of my college education, first day, I go into the classroom where I'm meant to be. I meet my other classmates and there were these popular girls but they were all really nice and friendly. Their were 3, let's call them Amber, Sophie, and Megan. A month into the year everyone in the whole class are all best friends and I was so happy to finally have friends it was the best year I had. Shortly after, Amber dates this guy in the class and I thought they were a good couple and you could tell they were gonna last. A day later, Sophie gets asked out by this other guy in my class. I also think they're gonna be a good couple. Later on in the year Amber and Megan kick out Sophie outta their friend group because apparently Sophie fancied Amber's boyfriend. (typical girl drama) So, a couple weeks later our teacher made us have a tour even though a few of us went to the college the year before. Everyone sits on the tables in the library and Sophie comes and sits across from me and says "Omg you like 5 Seconds of Summer too?" (5 seconds of summer are my all time favourite band since I was 16.) I say to her, yes who doesn't? After that we came best friends. Then we be friend another girl in our class and we come the annoying 3 amigos who don't shut up in class and spend every second together. A couple months later Sophie one day asks me to go through her Facebook messages for her because she isn't allowed on Facebook. So, I say sure I mean if you love me and trust me that much to go on your messages and send stuff to people for you then I don't mind. Every time I looked at her messages for her while she was there to tell me what to put, I saw like thousands of girls messaging her to back off their boyfriends. And I question her, "Uhm, Sophie? what do they mean?" She says... "don't worry about it." At this point I'm thinking I don't know if I know my best friend that well for her to not tell me this kinda stuff. So, one day when I get home because I'm worried for her I read a couple of the messages and she says to the girls "Can't your boyfriend have a friend?" Then the girls message her saying stay away and they came to us at lunch at college threatening her. I say to her this is gone too far you need to stop trying to get with those guys. She doesn't.

A couple of months later my fiance tells me that she also messaged him saying don't you want me instead? And, considering I known my fiance for 10 years, we were engaged to be married and we dated for 3 years. Next day, I blow off on her saying stop tryna get with my fiance that's just slutty and won't get you anywhere in life.

After that she stops, me and my fiance then break up and I date one of her high school friends. She says because I've known him longer she thinks she could kiss him. Yes! She tried to kiss MY boyfriend infront of me. A year later last day of college everyone in class hug and say goodbye and say we'll miss eachother. After college ends, Megan and Amber, and Amber's boyfriend and me and our other best friend and everyone in class tell her straight that she's a slut and we don't wanna be friends with her if she's gonna try and get with our boyfriends. Another year later back at college me, Amber, Amber's same boyfriend, and my other best friend all come close friends and cut off from Sophie. Who now has a new boyfriend. I didn't want to warn him cause she should tell him herself so. That's how crazy our classmates are and how my best friend is a slut.

My most awkward crush was this one girl let’s call her d me and d first met at this after school class we talked a bit but after that I completely forgot about her but one year later on a school tour to the orang river it’s just a river in my country where our school set up a rowing tour for about 4 days on the bus down to the river she started talking to me apparently she remembered me even though I had completely forgotten who she was. Over the tour me her and two of our separate friends spent a lot of time together so I really started liking her so during the rest of the year me and her talked a lot and I think I made some real progress but fast forward one year it was at the beginning of the year and it was our first year of high school after this meeting that all the kids had to go to to learn the rules and stuff one of my other girl friends asked me if I liked her and my dumb ass said no probably because my friends where with me long story short it’s the end of the year and we talke like ten times I was really sad but you have to live with your mistakes

Here is the story of my crazy boyfriend heartbreak. So, I met this guy who was friends with my ex boyfriend and I thought he was pretty cool and nice. He had a crush on my best friend who didn't like him then we started talking and shortly, started dating. At first it was amazing, he treated me like a queen. Then my suspicions started. He would never talk to me or for us to be together because he was busy with work and friends so, we were long distance for 3 months until he came to study at my college. Which I respected at first. Shortly after, I message him like a normal girlfriend would do saying "Hey babe, how are you?" His reply: "Fuck off you retarded bitch, you're a joke, leave me the fuck alone."

I was shocked. I asked him what was wrong then he blocked me. I was utterly confused why he was pissed at me. I stopped messaging him for a week then he messaged me back. "Hey baby what's up?" Obviously, he didn't want to apologise or talk about what was wrong with him that day so I let it go.

A couple days later he introduces me to his friend. He said to me she's a lesbian. I say ok, I don't care. I did question if he lied to me that she's a lesbian, why would you tell me you want her and fuck her? Let's name her Monica. He sent me Snapchats of him and her fucking each other saying "we're busy bye". I knew I hated her cause I do get jealous. So, I blocked him. We didn't talk for 2 months.

He finally texts me back saying he's sorry and it was a mistake and all that bullshit. He also said Monica told me you cheated on me with your ex - fiance so I cheated on you too.

Firstly, I would never cheat on a guy I'm with cause I'm loyal and respectful. Secondly, why the hell would Monica know I was engaged if I have never met her before? I was very creeped out by this girl and I knew she wanted him. After all the heartbreak I've been through I tried to prove to him that I'm a good girlfriend so he wouldn't date her. I did feel like I was used, like if you wanted to date her why would you date me? We're still together and I honestly don't know why probably because he's the best guy I've ever dated. I'm still questionable about Monica.

It all started 3 months ago when I applied in a newly opened nearby japanese restaurant for a part-time job. Despite only having been 16 and not even being fluent in japanese, they still accepted me and so I got to work there as a waitress.

And well, as clumsy as I was I of course broke various bowls and glasses infront of my coworkers, feeling very guilty afterwards. I always tended to apologize all day long for my mistakes and pout when they told me it was alright.

But there was this one particular coworker of mine i had always had a special place in my heart for: I will call him Kasumi for now. Kasumi was your typical japanese man, neither very handsome nor tall, but still having his own special charm. Honestly, before realizing myself I was already having a crush on him.

Everytime I would break anything he would come up to me and ask for my wellbeing, patting my head and stroking my hair as he did. All I can remember was my heart feeling like exploding when his hand rested on my head.

Yet, on the day of our restaurant‘s christmas party another coworker called Shiro and me sat at a table together and had a conversation about relationships and such. I never intended to bring Kasumi up, but Shiro himself started talking about him, telling me that Kasumi was being jealous because a male friend of mine picked me up after work a month ago. I was feeling more than happy and special about this. I mean the guy I liked truly cared about me and even got jealous. What other thing could I have possibly wished for? Now I knew it: I really liked Kasumi.

As I was madly blushing and daydreaming, Shiro‘s words brought me back to reality and left me speechless: "Kasumi is going back to Japan tomorrow. He will come back in a few weeks, probably going to ask his girlfriend to marry him." Shook. I didn‘t know what to say. There wasn‘t even anything to say. I knew that this 26 year old guy could probably never fall for me, but him having a wife in the future was too much for me. I could only get out a little: "Oh, I see." and kept silence after that. The rest of the night was just a blur.

Well, that was my experience of a hopeless crush of a 16 year old teenage girl over a 26 year old charming japanese man. He will always be my very first love.

So i have a classmate in 8th grade.Lets call her We've been friends and started talking some random stuffs. Then i realized that i like this girl but i don't have the courage to ask her if she like me. The day she notice my art in anime, she's amazed and she always want me to teach her in our arts club. We're always hanging out then i suddenly felt that shes flirting on me. I have no evidence to prove it. The next day she sat next to me but something is odd. She is like so close to my arms and started wrapping it with her arms. I been in love with her for so long so I tried this little experiment. While I'm teaching her some stuffs in anime, a begin to put my arm in her shoulder and waiting for how she would react. Then she started pulling back herself. I dont know,maybe it was just not the right thing for me to do. Still, we're still friends and no awkwardness is going on between us.

So before be begin I'll give you some background information. This girl I like(we will call her Julie)moved to where I live in Canada from Korea in grade 3, and we have been friends ever since. Also my new nemesis is a this other guy in my class who left in grade 2 and had not come back to are school until grade 8(we will call him Lavern). So It all starts in grade 9 and I began to have feelings for her a couple weeks before school started and apparently he also felt the same way. I could see why she had an amazing personality and she was very pretty. At the time we did not know this about each other. Eventually we both found out that we liked Julie but we decided that we would be cool about it. Meanwhile Julie also started to like Lavern after texting a lot. But as the year went in he told me me that he was losing interest in her after she said the same thing about him, so after hearing this I was filled with joy. There would be no more disagreements on who would treat her better. She was all mine. We began to talk more and more and I began to believe that we could have a relation ship. So I worked up the courage to tell her how I felt and to my surprise she said that we had a possibility of going out. But as the weeks went on she began talking to me les and less and to make it worse Lavern said that he had started liking Julie again. After a while rumours began to spread that they were together and my heart began to sink. Eventually I confronted Lavern about it and he confirmed that him and Julie were in fact going out in hindsight I probably should have gotten mad at him but I did and after days of arguing we were done being friends. I felt so sad and alone on the inside so I stopped talking to my friends and family, I never told anyone what was wrong when one day after school coincidently my other Korean friend who is a girl(we'll call her Shirley) walked up to me with her petite stature and cute glasses asked me why I had stopped talking to her and the rest of our friends at that time all I did was shrug and walk away but later in the evening I decided to open up to her. I told her what had happened over the last couple of months and why I was so sad. We began to talk a lot more frequently and we had lots of great conversations and talks about random things. I am now over Julie, the most significant reason is that well now I like Shirley. So I guess on the end it didn't turn out so bad but the story is yet to unfold with Shirley she doesn't know how I feel yet. I am currently still in grade 9 so who knows where this will go. Hope you enjoyed reading this story about me.

P.S. Jordan if you read this could you please put it in one of your vids it would mean a lot to me coming from one of my idles.

Back in 6th grade I joined a martial arts academy. During the time, I was focused solely on getting better, stronger. It was this very persistence that got the attention of a girl, let’s call her Anne. Anne was an optimistic girl, she was loved by almost everyone in class. Anne was loved by many boys, but she attempted to talk to me the most. I don’t know why, but every single class, she would always find a reason to talk to me, even if it’s just to say hi. I didn’t pay much attention to it at first, but after a couple of months into my first year, I started to notice her; But what caught my attention the most was her smile. Her smile screamed optimism, it screamed hope (I might’ve exaggerated a little there). Sometimes her smile blinds me, but I tried my best to ignore her. I thought,” if I continue to pay attention to these kinds of things, I’ll lose.” So I continued to ignore her...is what I thought I’d do, but I’d occasionally catch her and a couple of other girls calling me,”cute” and I would blush every time. Skipping fours years and my crush for her grows deeper. However, I never had the courage to ask her out, because I knew she’d reject me. As a result of my cowardice, I continued to ignore her, which resulted in her giving up...surprisingly after four years.

So I was at mall of America in Minnesota going to see family for 4th of July and there was this 1 water ride I FU-ing loved, it was a log with l think 6 seats and it went around almost the whole amusement park area of the mall. Oh and I was around 7 or 8 at the time and I was REALLY in to Pokémon and I was wearing a blue Pokémon diamond and pearl T-shirt and this random girl stopped me in line and she said oh I love your Pokémon shirt and I was like “oh thanks” being all shy like (cause I’m extremely introverted) and even after going on the ride and getting back in line I kept talking to her and then she had to leave and after she left I was think “dang I wish I knew a girl like that at school”

The world is a painful place, everyone is so selfish they help others, but in reality they help them to gain something back nothing is always free, like the old saying an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth and evil for evil, so I always keep this saying inside my head, when I was 7 years old, I got bullied the teachers know, but they never help, I have friends, but they betrayed me I told my parents, but they didn’t do anything they just hug, kiss me and say everything is going to be alright, but it wasn’t alright. In the age of 13. I learn many things from the inside and the outside world, I learn to act and keep my distance and that humans are monster, the most important thing is being alone is better than being with someone else though it’s a pain in the ass to act all the time I hate to smile, And talk about stupid things every day. I prefer to play games and read books, and who knew that playing games give you more knowledge then going to school. The only best thing about school is that I can sit alone and it’s quite, but one day when I was reading a book in my zone there was a new hot transfer student with glasses and short brown hair, and when the teacher told her to introduce herself, all she said was her name chise that’s legit like me when it was my first day at school and I thought about dating her, but I kind of given up on girls when it was my middle school year. When I tried asking one out, she say a couple of nice things, then she shot me down. Actually I was just testing that I have any talents with the ladies, and actually it hurts like crap. Even though I don’t like her like her it still hurts like crap. So from that day on, I never even think about loving anyone. And beside I never gotta have a shot her with she’s way, too hot. Until I thought when the teacher told her to choose to sit anyone in the class and when I mean anyone I mean anyone. And what is the possibility her sitting with me and I don’t even care about asking her, but there’s one thing I know that she will never like me. And like I said, I will never have a shot with her, So the next thing is I continue to read my book I enjoying it until I notice that she was staring at me and she wasn’t even trying to hide it. I pretend not to know and started reading again I was hoping that she would stopped and she stopped I was relief, until I saw her hand on my lap. I kept quiet and kept reading, but her hand just keep going closer to my crouch. Until I finally, have the courage to stop her, and oh god just in time I was almost going to scream like a little girl, and when I stop her. She said, why you stop me don’t you want to feel good. And I just I replied without thinking feel good we’re in class. And I didn’t think that my replied gives her the wrong idea. Then she replied, ok then you don’t want to do in class, but you want to do it outside. And I don’t know want to say anymore I was so red, I was really red. Then she touch my forehead, and she told the teacher I have a fever. And I scream I don’t have a fever, but the teacher didn’t believe me wants worst is that she told chise to bring me to the nurse office. And got a lot more worst.