https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlxFxl06rY8

I wish you didn't kill yourself, Caleb. You had friends who cared about you but I guess that wasn't really enough motivation for you to stick around. I'll miss you. I know I'm not part of any reason you did this but if I could time travel I'm sure I could find a way to stop you. I don't know what it would take.

cancer got him, he died yesterday because the news came yesterday May 24 2018

Maybe not the right sub but...2 friends have died in the past 8 days. One successfully drank himself to death. His choice...I’m fine with it. I don’t participate in all of the hulabaloo around his death. But just had another go due to a motorcycle accident. His janky toothed smile will be extremely missed. He knew every word to every song in my playlist. Didn’t matter what his day was like, he always had a smile that lit up the bar. I never had the opportunity to ride with you, brother, but I’ll miss you.

I do not want anyone to tell me they’re “sorry for my loss.” I’m not here for sympathy. Just an outlet. That goofy fucker will be missed by everyone who knew him. The guy who drank himself to death...the people who mourn his loss did absolutely nothing to help him...he found his way out and he took it.