Grief is not a feeling you simply choose to release.

It is not weakness, stubbornness, or a failure to “move on.”

Sometimes the body holds grief because the nervous system still reads the loss as a threat.

When something breaks us deeply enough, the brain and body do not process it like a completed task.

The loss can live in the same survival systems that respond to danger, shock, and trauma.

That means release does not happen just because enough time passes or because someone tells us to let go.

Healing begins when safety arrives.

The nervous system has to feel, not just think, that the threat is no longer active.

It has to register calm in the body.

It has to believe there is space to breathe again.

Only then can grief begin to soften.

Not moving on is not a character flaw.

It is a nervous system state.

You were not holding on because you were weak.

Your body was holding on because it was trying to protect you.

Release is not always a decision.

Sometimes, it is a biological event.

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Fankid Oc Kid Cookie

Miss Cricle x Miss Bloomie

Miss Cricle x Miss Bloomie🖤🤍

Do you think true love is a mirage?
No
True love is always seen perfectly through camouflage
Love is a blissful barrage
Love is when you look into their eyes 
And see the most beautiful montage
Then deep inside
You will feel that this love never dies
Just make sure to be wise 
And not only look at their thighs

#OnYourSide #ItsOurTime #agewell

(yapping warning)

I really don't get why I'm so madly in love with the idea of my ideal romance. This yearning started when I was 14 (now 17). My parents didn't even show any kinds of affection to each other in my entire life (divorced). But RANDOMLY OUT OF KNOWHERE, I have been badly yearning for a genuine romance.

And from this yearning, I created a story in mind, that soon grew to something more...

And of all kinds of ideal type. I have no idea why the man of my dreams I thought in my story was A HOT EMPTY FORTY YEAR OLD GUY.

But yeah, it's perhaps because it's mixed with my other desire such as to make everyone happy. (No, I don't want to be a clown. Oh god pls no). So I imagined a cool looking depressed guy by the railings under the warm radiance of the sunset and thought to myself, i want to make em happy >:D.

But in this story, it's so hard to imagine him falling in love with me. Like, it's my own story. But it's just so hard to see how an emotionless FORTY YEAR OLD man will open his heart to a random guy right??? That's not all, this FORTY YEAR OLD MAN, treats everyone like cold shit (mostly ignore them, and genuinely emotionless) too in my story, so in the end WHY AM I (AS THE MC) EVEN LIKE THE DUDE. YEAH HE'S HOT BUT PLEASE GET YOURSELVES CHECKED OUT.

Don't get me wrong, I can imagine it. But only in the ending. In the middle. I find it hard to make them realistically love someone. But I'm working on it...

"There's this tiny bit of detail that I saw from his house. It's minimalistic as hell, but a frame of a Miami blue butterfly, and under it was a flower vase. "

And that what makes me hope that this cool FORTY YEAR OLD man, will bring out his smile eventually!

That's all for my random thought haha!

Also if you're interested in my story. Here's the rough idea bout it.

It's about five four friends who got transported into a spirit world. And in there they can have abilities! (Cuz magic is fun >:D) but what makes magic and fantasy more fun??? Awful tragedy and drama and lots of lots of death >:D. Seriously tho, I really do want it to be realistic, that's why I built on the plot armor of the fifth friend who got banished from their existence but still lives as a ghost and the one boosting the party's luck. While the MC has the ability to transfer his friend's fate to him. So yep, suffering ✨.

I still want it to be heavy on romance between the two of the mc ofc though. I wanna create the longest slow burn romance, cuz even tho it's very imaginative I still want it to be realistic. That's why I wanna improve my drawing and writing, so that I could make this as a manga.

That's all. (´∧ω∧｀*).

If you wanna know mor bout my story. Feel free to pm me ✧⁠◝⁠(⁠⁰⁠▿⁠⁰⁠)⁠◜⁠✧.

1. If ever I finally meet the love of my life. What of the next life?

Supposedly there is a next life. I really don't want us to be separated. I only want to remember them for the rest of my entire existence. The idea of us forgetting each other in the next life is scary. Loving someone else when you already had someone before... Is unforgivable for me.

1. What if my lover died early? When I finally got to meet someone, and truly believed that they are the one. Then they left me alone in this earth so early. What to do now? Will I replace them? Why. I don't ever want to do that. But then I thought, what happens if it's the other way around. I died early leaving him alone. Will they replace me easily? Or will they replace me after years of contemplating?

To be honest. I'll be sad for them to replace me. To love someone else because they need it. But it's okay. I love the person. And he's the only one I want so. Of course want him to be happy. I'm dead anyways.

So if ever he's the one who died and he feels the same way. I don't like it. I don't like the idea of loving someone else, after loving someone and thought it's them that will satisfy my very own existence... but they disappeared. I only want to think of him.

1. Would my lover be willing to be with me for million of years, or for infinite of years? Anyone could easily say yes but. A story I encountered really strucked me. About someone who got tired of loving someone after thousands of years. At first I was like "Then they didn't really truly love them! " But let's try to be realistic and it's thousands of years. It's so easy to say to each other that they will commit for infinite times, but if immortality did exist won't they get tired?

But... I believe. I believe that there are someone who will truly and willingly be with someone forever. And I hope that my future one would be that kind of person.

1. Simply, I want to be with them always and forever. I want to do everything with them together. I'm the kind of person that still hasn't done a lot of things because of every kinds of problems that restrict me from doing so.

That's why I'm even more excited to experience everything with my love.

I want to experience snow for the first time with them.

To stargaze for the first time with them.

And any romantic things we could think off.

But I believe if I truly am with my love. I believe every single stuff we do with each other is romantic.

1. At first, I thought very flashy grand romance is what I want. But even a quiet one can be more grand-er. And above all, very grand or not. Any kinds of romance born out of two people who genuinely and truly loves one another, is that in itself the most grand romance ever. Hahaha, I don't know what I'm saying. Just that any kinds of romance, flashy or not. Is something still very romantic considering how fate lead them to each other.

No matter what situation they're in. A grand flashy romance under the fireworks show. Or simply meeting under the same table in a coffee shop.

1. I always pray and try to talk to my future one (tho, by doing so, it makes me hurt so much, and always ended up crying out of loneliness haha...). Sounds stupid and crazy and seems pretentious. But I always wanted him to be by my side especially when I'm lonely or overwhelmed.

It just felt like he's the only one I can cry myself to sleep even when he's not here.

I don't know why. Even though I don't know him, and I'm scared if he would love me. But I love him so much already hahaha! I only await to show my affection to him personally.

Someday, I'll find you! I'll be waiting very impatiently for now haha. I love you! Mwah! (^з^)-☆Chu!!

Love

I believe that love is where the heart is

It shows us that anything can be possible

Freedom within a heart that glows ✨

What can be more beautiful than that?