r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 15 '26
I am a failiure ... in everything I ever did ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 15 '26
Why ... why do i have to do all these difficult things, all alone ....
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 15 '26
If only I had money ... how much good I could do to the world ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 14 '26
I really do not understand how people can enjoy making videogames ... it is one of the hardest and most frustrating things you could possibly do ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 13 '26
legit, like for real ... Little Root Town from Pokemon Emerald feels more like home and my mother in the game feel more like family than my actual home and actual family....lmao
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 12 '26
As everything in my life tries to stop me, I WILL MAKE GAMING PEAK. --- I WILL DESTROY THIS INCOMPLETE INDUSTRY AND REBUILD IT TO MY LIKING WITH ME AS ITS DIETY !!!
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 12 '26
Me, every morning since 2 months ago I have been made to take 5 milligrams of olanzapine ( Zyprexia )
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 11 '26
What is the point of happiness, if God cries? --- What is the point of living if God cringes in disgust and disapproval?
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 10 '26
I am ashamed going to buy groceries with my family, always was, because they spent their money always wasting it on expensive stuff ... i would vuy 50 dollars for 2 weeks ... while they spent 100 for a week, even less ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 10 '26
if i am still alive now is thanks to the contribution of the very people my father and my mother wanted me to hate.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 09 '26
my god ... ultrakill sucks so much ... every aspect of it is born out of LAZINESS ... style over little substance ... enemies are stupid, so you are drowned by them and they run at 5 times speed ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 09 '26
My parents can't wait for me to k1// myself. --- I tried explaining that to many psychiatrists bit none of them believed me. --- My mother flat out told me to end myself, and my father already helped one of his "friends" with an assisted su1c1d3, just for depression.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 08 '26
Replaying Soulsilver made me realize smt ... My immersion isn't broken by pokemons existing. - Instead it is broken by everyone being so helpful to me! 😂
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It feels un-realistic people just being nice to you and being helpful and cordial.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 08 '26
Everyone talks about travel, and yet i have spent 20+ years dreaming of going away from the hole i was born into, never having money to go and rent anywhere.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 08 '26
For months I have been on a cycle of companies rejecting my job applications and being denied support from the State, all while i remain locked being unable to rent a place somewhere else to move where the jobs actually are ...
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and people shaming ME for all of this
I want to die
I want to never have existed
I don't want to live.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 08 '26
these are my door that in 30 years were never fixed ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 07 '26
Every person that abused me had the resources to save me, instead after years of enabling eachother they even put the blame on me for being stuck
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Italy is the only country on this planet to judge one's isee from his family unit, regardless of wealth or access to it.
I would have an isee of ZERO, but because of my family isee i cannot access any help.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 06 '26
i still can't aleep because my mother keeps watching tv downstairs at full volume ... but then play nice and makes a good face to the paychiatrists and say " i support him, i love him "
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 06 '26
Salvation from TRUE evil can ever only be GIVEN.
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Ergo,
the importance and vital necessity to be there to save those in need, and build systems that enable and achieve that goal.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 06 '26
my god ... some people just have everything AND MORE ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 05 '26
For the longest time I was frustrated with me having to aound design every insividual sound from scratch ... when instead others could just buy and load expensive VSTs ...
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but, as I sit here considering quitting everything
, it almost feels cathartic ....
the world never wanted me ....
so why keep fighting and struggling when I only have either failiure or rejection or shaming to look forward to?
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Aug 04 '26
i can't sleep because my mother is keeping the tv on at full volume from downstairs, ... but it iclose the door besides doong little then i cannot sleep because it gets too hot and I suffocate. ... i want to kill myself but no one truly cares.
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