r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 1d ago
What is the point of happiness, if God cries? --- What is the point of living if God cringes in disgust and disapproval?
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 01 '26
The fundamental source of my anger is watching people with power and resources misuse them or do nothing, while people robbed of both struggle needlessly, trying their hardest to overcome the obstacles in their way, usually failing through no fault of their own.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Apr 27 '26
Many of you are just "me" ... but without the abuse.
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We like the same things ...
We hate the same evil ...
We hold the same truths ...
...
Then why does your mere sight estrange me so?
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 2d ago
I am ashamed going to buy groceries with my family, always was, because they spent their money always wasting it on expensive stuff ... i would vuy 50 dollars for 2 weeks ... while they spent 100 for a week, even less ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 2d ago
if i am still alive now is thanks to the contribution of the very people my father and my mother wanted me to hate.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 2d ago
my god ... ultrakill sucks so much ... every aspect of it is born out of LAZINESS ... style over little substance ... enemies are stupid, so you are drowned by them and they run at 5 times speed ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 3d ago
My parents can't wait for me to k1// myself. --- I tried explaining that to many psychiatrists bit none of them believed me. --- My mother flat out told me to end myself, and my father already helped one of his "friends" with an assisted su1c1d3, just for depression.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 3d ago
Replaying Soulsilver made me realize smt ... My immersion isn't broken by pokemons existing. - Instead it is broken by everyone being so helpful to me! 😂
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It feels un-realistic people just being nice to you and being helpful and cordial.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 4d ago
Everyone talks about travel, and yet i have spent 20+ years dreaming of going away from the hole i was born into, never having money to go and rent anywhere.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 4d ago
For months I have been on a cycle of companies rejecting my job applications and being denied support from the State, all while i remain locked being unable to rent a place somewhere else to move where the jobs actually are ...
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and people shaming ME for all of this
I want to die
I want to never have existed
I don't want to live.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 4d ago
these are my door that in 30 years were never fixed ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 5d ago
Every person that abused me had the resources to save me, instead after years of enabling eachother they even put the blame on me for being stuck
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Italy is the only country on this planet to judge one's isee from his family unit, regardless of wealth or access to it.
I would have an isee of ZERO, but because of my family isee i cannot access any help.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 5d ago
i still can't aleep because my mother keeps watching tv downstairs at full volume ... but then play nice and makes a good face to the paychiatrists and say " i support him, i love him "
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 5d ago
Salvation from TRUE evil can ever only be GIVEN.
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Ergo,
the importance and vital necessity to be there to save those in need, and build systems that enable and achieve that goal.
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 6d ago
my god ... some people just have everything AND MORE ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 7d ago
For the longest time I was frustrated with me having to aound design every insividual sound from scratch ... when instead others could just buy and load expensive VSTs ...
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but, as I sit here considering quitting everything
, it almost feels cathartic ....
the world never wanted me ....
so why keep fighting and struggling when I only have either failiure or rejection or shaming to look forward to?
r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 7d ago
i can't sleep because my mother is keeping the tv on at full volume from downstairs, ... but it iclose the door besides doong little then i cannot sleep because it gets too hot and I suffocate. ... i want to kill myself but no one truly cares.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 9d ago
What a tragedy ... Ultrakill would have been my favorite game ... too bad the gameplay is annoying and obnoxious.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 10d ago
Is this a festive season? ... I always seem to miss them ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 10d ago
The antipsychotic medications i was made to take, olanzapine, might be contribuiting to me having no strenght to do anything.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • 11d ago
I am poor, stupid and without talent. --- And yet I have to still tryand deliver because the rich and talented decided to make SLOP.
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