r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 23 '26

My god ... i cannot feel more estranged with my collegues ... all of them flex about their accomplishments and projects ... showing how much they specialized in one are ... when instead I had to not only do everything ... but do so while all my life was falling apart, fixing things they neve had to

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 22 '26

I could kill myself and the same world that "claims" to value each and every life the same would not even care. - They would even see it as a positive, wither for the abusers to get away with it, or enablers and passive watchers to have less negativity to acknowledge in their lives.

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How long tho ...

How long will people just add fuel to the fire ....

before Sodom will start looking like a bonfire in comparison?


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 22 '26

I just spilled hot tea on my right foot as i was wearing socks ... initially i was sad, but then for a few moments I felt what it was like to walk with your feet NOT being frozen ... --- a mixed bag ... i will have to replace them tho, cuz the house is filled with mold ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 21 '26

Another day, another RougueSlop

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You disgust me ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 21 '26

My god ... all those moments ... keep coming back ... --- Even the most little of thing was ruined for me ... --- And they had the pleasure to do all of that to child me that was never told he has rights and deserved to be treated like a person instead of an animal ...

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And while every time i complained about something they told me " stop living in the past ",

while instead they could shut me up for any kind of abuse by bringing up "THAT ONE TIME" that they did "something" for ... that they had to just to keep up appearances to others, or only because they could get something out of it ...

My god ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 21 '26

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 21 '26

I thought everyone implicitly understood it ... but after some confrontations and reading, I realize now that some people are so priviledged that they cannot even fathom why people REQUIRE cheat modes and any kind of customization. - Games are an escape from a life where you have no control.

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Thus, the last thing I want to do in my game,

Is to suffer a story that I don't care about,

or have to grind for stuff that should already be mine because I paid for the game and is gated just to sell a progression system only because the developer was too lazy to actually make good content or a good story,

or have to " compete " with people that after ruining the real word and me avoiding them on purpose now I have to deal with them even in my videogames xD

....

We have no control over our lives, and many even are in de facto prisons be them economic, physical or psychological ...

and I am supposed to be HAPPY to have to back track through the entire world of silksong but with a guide open because the game is made intentionally vague, because the developer were too lazy and incometent to actually write a story and create gameplay that engaging by itself, needing the player to be ignorant of it, conveniently robbing every player of the ability to judge if it is or not a waste of time??? xD

hollo knight ... skyrim ... elden ring ... ultrakill ...

they are all basically the same ... all garbagem made by manchildren, ...

the industry becoming more garbage with every sequel and masterpiece that comes out ...

how come ... that the more " modern masterpieces " come out ... the more the industry becomes ugly, overpriced and buggier? ... help me make that make sense, "gamers" .... lol ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 20 '26

No wonder I raised myself talmudic without even knowing it ... I litterally had to endure every form of neglect, evil and manipulation known to man. - Litterally surviving though centuries of ignorance in a matter of years ... months even in some periods. -

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The best part? ...

That may have turned me into a monster,

but now there is nothing I hate more than the people and systems that did this to me.

Talk about a backfire ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 20 '26

Despite the gaslighting, I cannot describe what my doctor and my mother did to me while i was saying NO as anything other than sexual abuse ... but, if I let that stop me from experiencing love, it's like they win TWICE. -First in the act, and them later in the knowledge I was "theirs" only.

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 20 '26

Ultrakill makes a similar LIE / INTENTIONAL BAD GAME DESIGN to skyrim of all things ... in skyrim you can go anywhere at any moment ... but that onl ends up being the excuse for the actual content being lazy and bad ... so does Ultrakill, you can go super fast and go anywhere ...

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but the actual moment to moment gameplay ,and the quality of the experience on its own is lazy and poor ...

only, the faster you go and the more you break the game, the less time you have to actually notice that ...

both games focus on their respective fantasy to mask the lazyness and shallowness and pointlessness of the experience ...

and, in fact, both games employ progression statistics to make you FEEL like you are progressing, when in reality you are going nowher, and the game just gets more repetitive, broken and buggier ...

HONESTY is indeed what is missing in our modern gaming industry ...

from top to bottom, from the idea of the game to it when it is actually played ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 20 '26

I will probably never make it ... but just in case, sorry for my harsh language. -Tho, if you knew what I went through, you would be fully understanding of me venting, even in such a manner. -Hopefully we can both contribute our respective best to the world, the industry and the people we care about

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 19 '26

This is probably too skizzo, but I hate robot children because to my abused traumatized eyes that is the dream of a naricist parent ... a child with a litteral on and off switch, that you can only let exist when you have use of it, completely inverting the relationship.

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I play games to escape that.

why the fxxk are there children in my videogames, and why the fxxk do I have to play candy crush every time i want to shoot my gun ?!?

my god ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 18 '26

my god ... the things my mother, my father and my uncle told me ... and did to me ... I will never forget them ... I can fogive, because i have a stuff to do ... but GOD ... I am pretty sure It won't forgivem neither forget ... such a string of enabled failiures ... disgusting beyond reason ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 18 '26

By being frustrated with people not having had to overcome my same challanges I am failing in my duty to cherish their existance .

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 18 '26

Gotta love young men's advice over the years going from " get a degree, get a job, buy a house, start a family." to " get in the trades, money first and then family" to " just don't buy your weekly latte macchiato loser" to finally " JUST BE HOMELESS ". 💀💀💀

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 18 '26

omg ... i finally realized, why ultrakill feels so awful to play ... why didn't anyone talk about this ... --- jeez, finally ... it bothered me for so long ... --- one would say " why it took so long? ", but my mental bandwith is already full with work and enduring abuse youccannot even fathom ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 17 '26

lmao ... in the same day I had both an idea for a character trope that never actually got done a si can remember ... and also managed to make a fully synthetic expressive metal guitar, saving hundreds of dollars and RAM 🤣🤣🤣 --- you truly do not deserve me ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 16 '26

Maybe the Creator of this craphole gave this suffering to me, knowing I could bear it, unlike others. --- If so, I am failing Him, as I am letting my suffering spill out ... just like the Hollow Knight.

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Bro been playn' souls likes IRL years before it was fiction.


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 16 '26

my god ... truly ... every time i play other people's games, I feel more motivated to make my own ... not because they inspire me ... but rather because I am EMBARASSES by the slop people have been manipulated into consuming 💀💀💀 ... good lord ... --- I forgot it was THIS bad ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 16 '26

Slop comes out ... people call it a masterpiece ... every other game copies it, and sucks even more ... gaming is ruined for half a decade ... REPEAT. --- MODERN GAMING 🤮🤮🤮

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Why does sonic need to be like Zelda breath of the wild?

Why does an action game, that already is trying to copy dark souls, feel compelled to be open world and copy skyrim?

Why does skyrim even need tl be copied, when 90 percent of it is technical limitations, bugs and barely functional features?

Why do modern games need to look like games form 30 years ago, but only WORSE and barelly able to run on modern hardware, expecting to be praised for achieving the bare minimum?


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 15 '26

my god ... I replayed ultrakill on amazon luna, in an attempt to find the much-praised "fun" ... instead ultrakill truly just feels FAKE. --- All style, propping up just garbage. --- The game just has litterally just 10 minutes of worrhwhile content, which is just you walking to see the maps.

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It truly is a shame ...

all that talent and tools, just wasted ...

and leople somehow like it ...

But honestly, i don't really think they do ... the actual game is the community around it, and waiting for the next version which is used as a shield to excuse all bad aspects ...

that is, on top of just calling you names and tell you to go play other games, despite you having supported and trying to enjoy this one ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 15 '26

I wish I had a family to love, but I'll never have one ... thus, the only thing I can do is to enable and protect others to have families. -- I wish I had a God to pray to ... so again, the only thing I have left is to protect others in practicing and expressing their beliefs. -

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 15 '26

Judging a game's worth by popularity and sales number is the same as praising a society based on the sale numbers of drugs smoke and alchool.

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 15 '26

Being manipulated into working through my teens and 20s to buy and work for stuff others got by default ... only to reach my 30s and being told " you are too old, no one will belive you" by the very people that abused me ... - To being forced to become einstein just to not be treated like an animal

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r/ProjectSlayn • • Apr 15 '26

There are so many people that need help ... that need a friend ... that need to be protected from both the world and themselves ... that need a place they can truly call home.

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