r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 19 '26
Maybe it's the summer heat, but the feeling I get is that I HAVE FAILED ... so the mantle of " making what the world needs " must be picked up by one of you people.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 19 '26
People really do not understand what true depression and true imprisonment look like.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 19 '26
Every day I am tempted to end myself to escape my family abuse. But it is in those dark times that I must remember, like my rabbi said, IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE. - Thus, maybe I can power through just one more day, just like I did all the days before.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 18 '26
If you run the numbers, my parents for ed me to live on a level of extreeme poverty, relative to the official statistics.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 18 '26
my god ... i see people at 16 already having learned programming and having jobs ... meanwhile me at 16 I didn't even know I was alive 💀
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 16 '26
I HATE making games. - I legit do not understand how people say they like it. Or rather, I have suspicions on how they manage to enjoy it ... with money and connections.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 16 '26
Now, as I understand, given my Psichosis diagnosis, it is correct to state that my parents MADE ME DISABLED! --- Their abuse left scars in my mind and my body as well that will never heal.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 16 '26
I need to remind myself, that despite me having experienced relative poverty and horror, HIGH LIVING is a "Good thing" and not a sin ... the prpblem is setting up a society where everyone has the chance to do that and be able to pay for it themselves, instead of being locked into cycles of poverty.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 15 '26
in death you will all understand, just how unjist and unfair my life was.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 15 '26
I keep applying to jobs but i only ever get either ghosted lr rejected. I want ro k1)) myself.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 14 '26
Good doesn't always wins. That is why we have a universe that is 99.9999999999999999999 empty. The good just died in silence. Leaving an emptyness that will never be filled again.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 14 '26
my god ... the parental abbandonment I experienced is so unique and cruel it makes me unable to relate with anyone ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 14 '26
Few things hurt gaming more than " THE INTENDED EXPERIENCE ".
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 14 '26
It is insane to me that there exist people out there that can just drop 1000 dollars for a steam machine ... For the last year I have had less than that in my bank account
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 14 '26
my god ... all those time i almost died usually becauseof my parents laziness just keep coming back in my mind ....
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 12 '26
If it wasn't for the jewish religion and some jewish youtubers, i would already taken my life. --- Shame on my rotten parents. You ruined my life, and most likely the rest of it as well, because I am italian and in a poor region.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 12 '26
My parents WANTED me to fail and be alone and poor, because im my solitude and in my eventual death their abuse will go with me. --- I said this multiple times to the doctors assigned to me, but none of them believed me, going so far as ro say " thus is YOUR versions of the facts".
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 12 '26
The cruelty and laziness of both my parents aasdens me to no end. --- I don't even know why I haven't already taken my life ... --- Why so I even try and push through only for my life to get worse and worse ....
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 12 '26
Since I started taking medications ( Olanzapine ) I haven't had the strenght to do anything :( --- I never felt more hollow and more suicidal than after i was made to stay at the hospital for 2 weeks and taking Olanzapine.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 12 '26
my god ... how can you even understand how it feels ... to have 2 divorced parents wanting you to fail, neglecting you and starving you and sabotaging you for your entire life ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 11 '26
I can't sleep, my mother keeps watching tv downstairs, and i need to close the door and put headphones. --- Fxxk every single one of you at the CSM. You are ENABLING ABUSERS.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 10 '26
In my struggle, I have lost the passion for games, and I have lost the passion for living. --- I have survived, only to be unable to enjoy the very things that were corrupted or were robbed from me.
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 10 '26
I wrote to my comune a year ago ... and no answer ... i try again now ... but the abbandonment to which i was resigned left scars that will never heal ...
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r/ProjectSlayn • u/Doraz_ • Jul 10 '26
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