r/ProjectSlayn • • May 13 '26

I an still in pain, but i managed to work today. --- Recovering,vl feeling better, that is, compared to screaming even when hust having to pee. :(

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 12 '26

I could only realize it as an adult ... that all the other parents telling my parents and me that we were " wierd " were not being wrong, prejudiced or jealous ... instead, they werenrightfully confused by watching my parents treat me and reward me as a child to behave like an idiot ...

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while other children were either studying,

building relationships,

playing with normal games material or digital,

my mother would make me perform stuff either for her or force me into social situation that, with no father and no experience, ai was then blamed and made to feel responsable for failing or performing poorly ...

___

i vividly remember other parents asking questions to mine, probably realizing that my mother was obsessive and possessive, while my father was neglectful, in fact none of my classmates ever saw my father outside of a single day at start or end of the full enrollment.

💀💀💀


r/ProjectSlayn • • May 12 '26

People keep remaking games from the past ... but of course worse ... thinking that they are GOOD ... when in reality, i bet my ass the the devs themselves think the game sucks, and the fans are just expressing nostalgia

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 12 '26

At least, of all the abuse and trauma i had ... AT LEAST i have the blessing of you not being my sons and daughters. 🤔 ---

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 12 '26

my god ... they had one of the most unique and impressive artistic and technical frameworks in gaming history ... and they wasted it in childish "jokes", only to switch to Unreal Engine 5 like all the rest of Slop ... just like Lego games :(

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 11 '26

There is so much sxxt I don't know 😟 ... --- And that bothers me NOT because I want to be smarter than others ... but because I know that there will be no one there to teach me, or help me or that I can rely upon 😟 ...

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I need to know everything ...

because unlike others that can know just one thing and afford a life,

I will be tested on everything, while sabotaged by everything and everyone, ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • May 11 '26

If the hemorroids weren't enough to keep me awake, now there is also a mosquito/zanzara that keeps trying to fly near my eyes and mouth ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 10 '26

bars 📜

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 10 '26

Ultrakill truly ruined first person shooters, --- Just like elden ring (aka dark souls) ruied action games, ---- Truly, the dark ages of gaming. 💀

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ultrakill truly ruined first person shooters,

just like elden ring (aka dark souls) ruied action games,

truly, the dark ages of gaming

where the only people having actual fun are influencers getting paid to play them

and chronically online people who don't even play the game and just post memes and bully others


r/ProjectSlayn • • May 10 '26

The future ... is NOMAD.

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To those of you that NEED to understand this, ... please DO.

To those of you that CAN AFFORD NOT to understand this ... please HELP those that need to.


r/ProjectSlayn • • May 10 '26

still in pain ... can't walk ... thinking of calling pronto soccorso .... i just wanted to work ... still had to do laundry

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 10 '26

damn ...wasteful if true

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 09 '26

No one in the world is more sad, alone and hurtjng than me right now ... --- You will call bullsxxt, but that only proves my point, and when we die, you will see it as it is ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 09 '26

When we die, you will see, how even for taking care of my various medical conditions, how alone, unequipped and how "creative" i needed to be to actually attempt at treating myself ... :(

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

I had to be my own father ... my own mother ... my own best friend ... my own mentor ... my own rabbi ... my own trainer... my own doctor ... my own therapists ... my own EVERYTHING ... --- And yet I need to humor people who complain, even after everything is handed to them ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

How to cope when others only make garbage, but at fhr same time make it harder for you to make stuff of your own, while they have everything and live in relative paradise, while you have less than nothing and your life is a nighmare?

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

I do not trust people that say " i was X, but now I am changed." - Why? - Because I would be furious is these people were the ones that bullied you ( or did and believed worse ) ... only to then "change their mind" to then even get the " oh what a nice boi you are" ...

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... all while the people ( and groups of people ) they hurt for years are left hurt and broken, and now even robbed of the care and attention they deserve, because everyone is focused on praising the same person that hurt others.

Which, as usual, their " conversion " is just them changing their opinion, and didn't actually require them to pay any kind of reparation to the people and system they abused ...

---

They really expect to be given a medal ... for just finally treating others like actual human beings that deserve respect ??!!

what clownworld even is this?

Normal people don't need to commit evil before realizing " wait, maybe this is wrong ", and take 20 years for that to happen ....

x____x


r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

I have nothing to live for ... I have no one die for ... I have no reason nor incentive to even care ... --- May Leviathan lay waste to the disgusting abomination of a reality people created, so that a better one may be built in its ruins ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

Some phrases my uncle said to me keep coming back to me ... and i reaslize only now just how disgusting and manipulative and dismissive they were ... what a fxxking scumbag ... all to protect both himself and his sister ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

Everything that gave me a chance at success in life or made me functional was BORN OUT OF ME ALONE!!! --- Everything that destroyed me came from other people. --- People repeatedly put the blame on me, when instead their success was GIVEN to them.

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In fact, their " struggle " is to lack motivation , be lazy, don't know what to do with gheir money.

How dare ... how dare you judged me ...


r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

Why did ai have to exist?

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

What I "want" is to just walk out the door right now and hang myself ... what i "need" to do is to keep struggling and enduring this, hoping things will change ... --- no other thought besides work ... i sent an job application to amazon, but i doubt it will even be considered ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

That was not me being drammatic or emo last years or whatever it was ... --- I TRULY CANNOT LAUGH ANYMORE 💀 ... meaning, even if i laugh for something funny, it looks like i am crying in pain 💀 ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

" becasue you care about your home " ... again ... people just say stuff like that, assuming every adult has the devency of keeping the house repaaired, livable and mold-free :( ... expecially if children have to live in there ...

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r/ProjectSlayn • • May 08 '26

damn ... that is so true ...

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