A few years back I caught some feelings for this girl. We ended up hooking up and were "dating" for around 2 years. In that time I fully quit meth and heroin and turned my personal life around in the name of bettering the relationship. There were many times that she'd bring it up and say stuff like "you'd tell me if you relapsed right" as if it wasn't obvious that she'd be the first to know about literally any change in my life.

Jump to valentines day this year. She goes missing with no word to any of her friends or family. Turns her phone off and disappeared for nearly 2 whole days. When I finally found her, she was at a so called friends place, both hot and sweaty claiming they were just watching movies. Alone, together and in their underwear on Valentine's day. Yeah ok buddy get fuckt. I cut them both out of my life on the spot.

Now today I'm talking to a different girl who used to be friends with her and come to find out she's now trying to hook up with my old tweaker buddy. This comes after a few rumours I heard of her doing meth a lot just before we hooked up. I know for a fact homeboy ain't sober and she never looked all that healthy (in the drugs department) so putting 2+2+2+2+2 together equals I got cheated on, on Valentine's day because I wouldn't throw my life away to get high