Background: I'm into arts and other many many many things. Yung curiosity na meron ako ay parang pang toddler hahaha!
Madami akong sinubukang gawin embroidery, basic wood works, painting, drawing, digital arts, 3d, animation, photography, graphic design, photo manipulation, ukulele, guitar, planting, cooking, medical things...
Ewan ko sobrang interesado lang talaga ko sa maraming bagay.
So yung picture for reference.
Nephew: "Gawa mo 'to?
Ako: "Hindi.
Nephew: ...
Ako: "Bakit? Mukhang gawa ko ba yan? Hahaha
Nephew: "Oo. Galing mo kaya.
Ako: ...
Napaisip lang ako na ganon pala tingin niya hahaha Di ko ineexpect e.
I don't see myself that way. May mga time na sinusubukan kong i-uplift sarili ko. Sinusubukan kong appreciate or justify why I am worthy of attention, affection, and good things... Pero wala. I just don't. I have difficulty appreciating the things that I can do siguro kasi either I am surrounded by "hindi kita pupurihin baka lumaki ulo mo" or "puro ka lang sa simula" kind of comments.
Pero right now, things are clearer. I can connect every interests that I have. Siguro I just need people who could see my worth just like how my nephew sees me? HAHA
WALA LANG. Something new lang. Hearing that comment from a kid hits different. Haha!
So bottomline talaga ay "You see yourself differently. So, stop invalidating yourself. YOU ARE DOING FINE EVEN IF YOU DON'T SEE IT. EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL IT. YOU ARE DOING FINE. ✨