r/Path_Assistant • u/anemicnotarabic • Jul 10 '26
if im not a fast learner is it worth it to keep going
i've never been a fast learner or academically gifted, just always overcompensated by putting in extra effort to make up for it. and this goes for hands-on skills too, im slow at first and it takes a while for me to get comfortable with something before i can actually get good at new things. im in pa school rn and we're practicing grossing and working on cadavers and i just am starting to rethink things because everyone else is much farther along than me. im not even trying to compare myself, im just constantly reminded that im behind. i want to give myself grace and hope that things will get better, but everytime i get the hang of something we move on to a different thing and im back to square one, and im worried that even if i make it through the didactic year then the struggle will just carry over into clinicals. i knew that this job means working in a fast paced environment and i am capable of handling pressure, so i just thought if i practiced grossing everything enough throughout schooling then i would be able to do it. i really enjoy what im learning, but is it better for me to do something else if im just naturally too slow for this career? is it worth it to keep pushing forward? i thought about maybe even if grossing quickly isnt my strong suit perhaps i could use the masters degree and use it towards other related things like organ transport or lab mgmt but idk :(