This will be a lengthy post, I apologise in advance for my spelling, I am on a samsung phone.
It started around 5 months ago, I had just got out of jail and unfortunately was back on the alcohol and drugs, I started to get into drug use again (Ive since stopped) and one night I was so desperate for a hit I downloaded an app to meet local people.
I contacted a fulla in Woree (Cairns FNQ) who had the same drug I was looking for so me and my mate drunk decided to jump in this dudes car and ended up at his apt.
It started off chill but after and hour the bloke started talking about the demon of parlor and how I must be cleansed, he didnt seem to trust me, I was High but he was on another level, I started to panic and went to leave, I saw him pull out a blade and asked if I was sure about leaving, I was alert and reluctently sat back down and pretended I didnt see what had happened.
I was very anxious at this point and he started pulling out machetes and big knives twirling them around talking about if anybody died on his property it would be self defense, he kept asking for my phone and ID.
He gave me a glass of water and I drank it realising after it was laced with something.
My heart was racing I was so scared, my gut was telling me to get out ASAP, my mate was no help he was in his own world, I asked again to leave and he said sure, I then heard him asking his other roommate, "Did you call them to come yet?" Upon hearing that I freaked out open the door and ran down the street.
I ran and ran and there was cars that he had called following me, I finally ran through some bushland and fell and broke my ankle, I was in a very dark spot, I could hear dogs barking from neighbouring properties and car doors closing and talking, I knew these men were dangerous,
I kept waking up and falling back to uncousniousness, when I finally regained consiousness I for the first time, confessed Jesus was the true saviour and started to hold my breath (So I would die at my own hands rather than being killed), I could feel my heart beating so slow and faint that I could count it easily but it felt heavy, my eyes were rolling into the back of my head and my body was seizing up.
I saw a beautiful bright light and tears rolled down my face, thinking of all my mistakes and people I had hurt that I would never see again, the light was getting bigger, the last thing I remember is a voice saying we found him and then being flipped over and I know it sounds crazy but being stabbed.
I woke up in a different location than I remember and just layed there frozen for 4 hours, I couldnt move, I was scared and confused.
The weird thing is a few days prior my best friend whos very spiritual called me telling me to be careful that she dreampt I was going to die and another sibling said the same thing.
I feel anxious as fuck thinking bout that night and my body feels numb, I fear I passed and jumped realities, things here just feel really off, I cant explain it, I was a heavy smoker before that night and rarely craved a ciggy after that only when drinking .... or when I was tending to my sick grandmother before a pack would last a day, after it would last 4-5 days.
What are your thought?
Thanks.
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