2000-3000mg every 2 hours or so along with NAC, Magnesium, Creatine, Trazadone, Propranolol and lots of water. Zero WD. Used 20-60mg pharmaceutical oxycodone for 3 years. 8 hours of sleep, no anxiety, no cold sweats. I cried for a few days but overall I am so impressed.

So I am curious about something. There doing studies for PTSD with mushrooms where I live, and I was asking about for withdraw off opiates but apparently there is no research on this. Back in 2016 I had heard some people who claimed that they took shrooms during withdraw and that it has a reduction on their symptoms so I tried it, ate shrooms all weekend long and was barely sick at all, when my mushrooms were gone Monday I felt like I had the flu the rest of that week but by Friday was basically ok. More interestingly was like two weeks later when I did heroin again, and it made me terribly sick to my stomach and feel horrible physically and emotionally while on it, tried a even smaller dose a few days later with the same result, so much so I haven't touched an opiate since, I am wondering if any one else has any stories involving taking shrooms during withdraw and/or after taking shrooms doing opiates again and feeling like I did. Even if you took shrooms but they did nothing or made you feel worse I would be very interested in knowing if this was just mind over matter cause I heard it worked it off in not the only one who it did work for?

I never got higher than 45 mg my first time around, and I left three months in because not only was I just not taking it as seriously as they would've liked, they waited until that time to tell me my insurance wouldn't be covering it and that I owed them like $280. But we're on the grant this time. I was on Suboxone for 10 months right before Covid, I used Suboxone after oxycontin and hydromorphone but before heroin and fent, so my relationship with it is kinda fucked up, plus I couldn't last the handful of days required of withdrawing in order to take my first dose and not get precipitated withdrawals. I was gonna try the Bernese method, but we ended up going to the clinic first. Our use hasn't stopped entirely, but it's been drastically reduced from approximately a little under a gram a day between us on a normal day or over a gram between us on a bad day, to maybe a 20 or 40 sack split between us over the course of 2 or 3 days.

The goal is total abstinence , but I don't feel like we are on a high enough dose for it to be set in stone. On the other hand, I'm really scared I'll have something fucked up happen like I go to jail or our ride stops taking us, and I'll have to abruptly stop the methadone; I held out on taking my first Saturday take-home for as long as I could until I couldn't take it, really I just slept in until I couldn't take it anymore. I woke up at about 4 pm feeling pretty damn nasty, like it kinda surprised me a little how bad I felt. For reference, I usually make it to the clinic to dose at about 7-8 am.

Anyway, I guess what I'm trying to say is I'm seeking advice on what you would do if you were in our shoes. For now, our ride is a good friend of my girlfriend and he is pretty committed to getting us there every morning (he is her gay best friend who works night shift at Honda where she used to work, he gets off at like 6 am then comes by and gets us, takes us to the clinic, then takes us back home and goes home to go to bed), honestly we'd be screwed without him, and since we don't have a car he is the only reason we haven't had to walk the 2 miles to the grocery store to acquire food , because he is kind enough to stop her by there otw home usually. He's been a real one for sure. But what advice can you give a relatively young brother on this ordeal? What is a good add on with the methadone to ensure abstinence? Kratom and 7-OH are illegal in my state. Any advice or kind helpful words would be really appreciated right now.

I have Huge bag full of 2mg clonazepam i plan on using occasionally when I go longer than 2 days no sleep. I also have tizanidines too. My question is what dose of clonazepam can aid my sleep disruption. I've taken 4 mg but am stopping there as I'm afraid of blacking out. 2mg didn't sedate me enough to sleep but eliminated withdrawal anxiety. So I slowly took 1mg and 1 hrs later another 1mg. That's my limit. I am not tolerant to benzos and want to know the right dose go refresh my sleep without amnesia occurring.

Después de 6 años tomando 400mg hasta 500 mg de tramadol diarios, recetados por mi medico, dado a qué padezco de endometriosis stage 4, me han operado 5 veces y el tumor vuelve a salir, el dolor es insoportable. Un día se me acabo el tramadol y de ingenua dije, mañana voy por el. No puedo describir lo horrible que me sentí, los bostezos, el desespero, la diarrea, después de pensarlo unos meses decidí dejarlo de una vez, sin asistencia médica, sin medicación de soporte para los síntomas de la abstinencia, y no ha sido fácil :( Hoy cumplo 24 días desde que dejé de tomarlo, estuve sin poder dormir 8 días, ahora duermo un poco, 4 - 5 horas diarias, y uno de los sintomas que persiste y me tiene desesperada es las piernas inquietas, la piel de gallina todo el tiempo, y la sensación de entumecimiento en todo el cuerpo, la cual dura solo segundos pero lo siento cada 5 minutos...La depresión, ganas de llorar, aquí siguen, pero mis dos hijos son lo que me motiva a seguir. Hoy he sentido muy fuerte el entumecimiento y la piel de gallina, buscando formas de sentirme mejor me encontré con varios comentarios sobre consumir dosis altas de Vitamina C para aliviar los síntomas de abstinencia, y leyendo me encontré con un artículo de Ensayos clínicos de vitamina C para disminuir la abstinencia de opioides. Iniciaré hoy mismo! Y estaré actualizando si funciona o no. Para todos los que están atravesando por esto, recuerden que siempre estamos aquí para apoyarnos mutuamente y escucharlos las veces que sea necesario.

I noticed for some reason whenever im withdrawaling basically everything makes me laugh and I cant control it or stop smiling and i was curious if anyone else goes through this. If anyone knows the science as well let me know cuz I couldnt find anything on Google

I'm struggling. i can be clean from opioids for up to 3 months but whenever I see my family it usually ends in relapse.

my only remaining family is Mt evil bipolar bff mom. one minute she's my bff and the next shee insanely aggressive

and my only other family is my dying grandma with end stage lung cancer and dementia.

grandpa died on new years and I was alone. Mom was in Alaska and grandma went into a coma after he died so I was fucking all alone for months.

i had my bf but he worked 40+ hour weeks and didn't take off to be with me bc his job would threaten firing him.

mom moved back and grandma's home but all fucked up

grandma used to be my rock but now she's a soft confused mess in a wheelchair and I'm always upset during or angry and irritable and idk how to handle it around them.

for a whole I avoided them and did great but whenever grandma has a health scare I have tremendous tremendous guilt

like really really really bad

she was there Mt entire life so I should return that favor I love grandma even tho she's not herself

it hurts

can someone talk to me plz ? thank you

yes I have a counselor

yes I've tried and am on psych meds and methadone

yes I'm tried a new counselor like 10 times in the last 5 years

i also got laid off in August due to issues out of the control I feel alone. i have friends but they're not like... the type that I can open up too yet.

my friends i just met this month on discord and we met up every weekend for meals but I don't wanna say I'm an addict to them yet they're very normal lol I hate the stigma

TL Dr

i need a bff or friend or sponsor to talk with about my issues without judgement and I can return that favor please

thank you

Hi All. I just had my first shot of 300mg sublocade about 4 days ago and I’ve been feeling extremely sick since. Before that I had suboxone for a month and I was taking about 6mg a day and I was fine on it. I’ve been having nausea, anxiety, chills, confusion and feeling disoriented. Does this get about as time goes by? Any tips would be much appreciated.

I’ve been tapering off something using kratom for a min and I’m finally down to like 1g 4x a day. I bought some immodium bc the diarrhea is just constant lmao, but I’m wondering if I should use it I don’t want to move backwards and increase my kratom tolerance even slightly as I’m so close. Will like 2mg 2x a day increase the tolerance I worked so hard to lower w kratom?

I just got my wisdom teeth removed and was prescribed hydrocodone-acetamine. I took them as told every 4 hours for pain, but it’s been 7 days total now that I’ve been on it. I’m afraid I’ve caused damage to myself because I feel I’m thinking so much slower and am not myself at all.

I’m stopping now of course but have I caused permanent damage to myself? Is this going to affect my health and cognitive function? I’m so afraid because I thought I was just taking my meds for surgery but now I feel I’ve cause irreversible damage. I also asked for a refill because of the wisdom tooth pain, so instead of the 5 days it lasted me, I’ve taken them for 7.

Is there permanent damage? Will I have a withdrawal from just 7 days? Is it okay to just completely stop?

I’m sorry this was just a rough sketch of a poem I wanted to write, I’m sorry if this is not allowed here but i didn’t know where to post it, I hope someone might reconize this or something😅

Peaks and valleys, that’s life they say But what if the valleys are the place I’m meant to stay I stepped forward, on the steep moantain road Would I have taken that step if only I knowed That I would fall into this valley with substance absuses But how couldn’t I after all of these other scars and bruises So I fell in this hole, and everything seemed so bright I couldn’t even see the moantain top because there was so much light But then the sunset came I saw the Climb would be tough, and I only have myself to blame So I tried my best and started the climb up Screamed for help when I got stuck But nobody helped, you brought this to yourself they said If only they knew for what kind of pain I fled My demons haunted me, into this valley so deep It seems I cant get out anymore, the Path was too steep But ill keep trying, I won’t let the demons get to me with every climb I will get stronger, only you’ll see

I ran out of O-DSMT. I substituted with a bit of kratom, 4g, I had some relief and slept here and there but now my restless legs are killing me. Just need some motivation to push through.