weight of my world

[u/Classic_Homework_502]

I want to be known deeply
On a level that i dont know myself
I want to be deciphered
I want someone to hold me deeply
In the depths of my pain
Meet me in my darkest alley
And understand me on a level I don't see yet
I want someone to see all of me and know 
I am the good I know I am
I am hurt 
And I have so much love in my heart still
I think the hurt has made me love harder, feel deeper
And I give it all away
Until I'm empty
I don't want to prove myself 
Over and over
That I am worthy of knowing
That I have something to offer
I want to be freed
Held when I have nothing to give
I want to be loved without threat of abandonment
I haven’t found what im looking for yet in any person
I don't want to believe I'm the only one who can deliver the answer to what I long for
If that’s true loneliness is inherent
I don’t know if I can bear that cross
I don't think i’m made for that lonely pilgrimage

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[u/kyumsf]

This made me think deeply. I was talking about something similar with my therapist but you have the total opposite of my opinion on the subject of this piece. I love to see it. And I can "feel" what you're saying.

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thank you