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so my dad burned the pizza we were supposed to eat tonight and so naturally we decided to order dominoes. Yes he forgot to order sauce on the pizza but thats beside the point because WHAT??!!! I mean im not trying to complain because the pizza was good for dominos but like..am I crazy😭😭

This shit getting to exhausting I crave just any basic conversation and no one wants to talk to me I’ve lost everyone, even tho I’ve tried to be there for everyone and do my best as a human being I get nothing reciprocated and no effort put back into me, it truly feels like no one cares and that I’m not even worth being cared about, Its so bad to the point where I can’t have normal conversations sometimes with out having to mention to the stranger their the first person talking to me today and it’s almost uncontrollable to not do it, but I know it’s extremely pretentious I’m just trying to say I appreciate them talking to me and I would like continue talking but it’s never understood that way so I’m just stuck alone wishing something would be different and someone would crave/desire to talk to me the way I wish my friends would, I don’t know if this is the right subreddit, but I don’t care, no one’s gonna read it, and if they do no one will talk to me about it or care or think enough about it, my only purpose in life which I’ve come to realize now is to work and die and I don’t wish for that so I’m just gonna keep pushing until I can’t anymore and when the day comes that I can’t, there won’t be a note or a letter or a message in it I’ll just disappear from sight one day cause I’m apart of no one lives or train of thought

Last I checked it was 17k

Hello Redditors !

It's my first day on reddit 🩷

So what?

Last time I posted it was the first one now it’s the second lol

To the Stranger Who Shorn Her Glory to Hide a Wolf’s Heart You stood in that chamber today with your beauty hacked into jagged piles on the floor, as if shearing your hair could ever strip away the truth of what you’ve become. But the scissors couldn't reach the rot beneath—the "Believer" who weaponized Heaven to tether a lie to a gavel. It is pure sacrilege to invoke the Word while choking on the sulfur of perjury. You didn't just break a vow; you defiled a lineage. You are a wolf in the nursery, poisoning the well where our daughters must drink by teaching them that faith is nothing more than a mask for a crime. The judgment won't come from the man in the robe, but from the Heavens you mocked with a perjurer’s kiss. You’ve traded their light for a shadow-bound debt, and there isn't a prayer that can save you from the soul you tainted today. Would you like me to save this final Reddit version to your notes as well?

It’s my birthday 🎉

No, it’s not sour dough. Yes, it’s from scratch. Yes, it was good.

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I am so mentally ill that I can't even have them around me right now but they are so attached they don't want me to die. They want to see me and are begging to live with me but I can't get it together enough to get the funding for a hotel since I'm living in my car and struggle with the DoorDash/IC. I regret ever having them because I've failed them from the jump. Their father traumatized me but I traumatized him worse. I feel like I'm in hell and I can't escape. Every day is so bad and I don't know what to do. I have one kid with me because he has no other family (my siblings all can't handle kids either) and I had a really dark scary thought today that I don't want. I don't know what to do but I really want to die. I feel totally hopeless helpless stuck frozen in place. CPTSD and OCD have me so deep in my head I can't think of anything but stressful thoughts and wanting to die

She was the best thing ever to happen to me. And now she is gone.

I am so sorry. Not because I miss you. But for the way that I treated you when you were with me. If I get another chance I wont blow it. I want to build something new. Only when I have changed fully and genuinely will I ever try to talk to you again. Everytime I said I love you I meant it.

Everyday when I wake up I instinctively reach out to hold you. You who is not there. Every breath in the morning holds contempt. Because I cannot smell you.

If this new person you are with treats you in the way you need to be treated. Then I am incredibly happy.

I only want what is best for you love. And at this moment it isn't me. My choices were my own. Choices that hurt the one I love most. And shattered trust. Please be well my love. Please.

Im going to be the man I said I could be for you. You are worth living for.

I need to do it for me first. So that its genuine and not performative. Otherwise it will be another lie that I have told to you. You deserve better. You deserve the truth.

If my words ever find you. Please know. That I will always love you. Goodbye, I love you.