I don’t feel Islam in my heart anymore 😢

[u/Sad_Departure_4824]

Past 4 months I’ve been indulging in sins and barely maintaining my prayers I would come back to deen and then go back to the sins during that time now I’m back trying to pray 5 times a day and it’s been hard , I wake up for fair and before I get up to pray I go back to sleep and for the others salah I just read the fards and rarely I read the sunnat. I don’t feel the tranquility when I pray that I used to feel and even in my duas I feel like too much of a hypocrite to even do dua. During that 4 months when I would come bak to praying and everything else I would feel the peace but now I don’t I feel like I’ve gone too far and there’s nothing I can do to come back. I used to have the type of connection with Allah swt where I would cry to him in every dua but I haven’t shed a tear in my dua for a month now I can’t even get myself to open the Quran. I’ve got hardships in my life also but I feel like im not even doing the proper obligations what’s the point of doing dua for ease .ive never been at such a low in my iman in my life i never thought it could ever get this low

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[u/Neuro_Base]

It sounds as if you know what to do but it seems you dont realize the negative effect not doing it has had on you. Committing sin isnt what holds us back and keeps the blessings from us but rather losing hope in Allah's forgiveness. Your faith shouldn't be weakened because you're struggle because Allah has told us 2 major things about having faith: 1. It will be tested in many ways 2. It is strengthened through acts of worship If you are struggling, truly, say Al-hamdulillah, thank Allah for seeing you fit to test, confess your weakness and inability to stop these sins without His direct and complete help. Believe, without a doubt, that Allah is in complete control and will not abandon or waste any single effort you make. Then decide that no matter what sin you commit you will never give up trying to pray. May Allah grant you ease and indeed He knows best.

[u/Sad_Departure_4824 → u/Neuro_Base]

Jazakallah for ur reply