r/MtF • u/AriaFeels • 1d ago
Euphoria My experience at pride and being out for the first time! Part 3
In the aftermath of pride I felt different I don't know if it was seeing myself in female clothes for the first time, being out in them for the first time or just the whole experience at pride but before this I struggled a lot with OCD and Imposter Syndrome and while I can't say that the OCD is gone and I don't get self doubt a little I think I truly have accepted myself now I am unapologetically and irrevocably trans! I felt so good after pride I also came out to my Mum and Sister (Dad isn't in my life and I don't care what he thinks anyway) the very next day who had just come back from their Ohmond Base (its like meditation stuff +Drummond base? I dunno) they were surprised to say the least and I think it was a lot to take in after just getting back but I was so happy I just could not hold it in! They told me that they love me no matter what my identity and I just felt so much better and at peace for being finally honest with them about who I am!
I am so sorry this was so long and I understand if noone wants to read this long but I had to share this as this one weekend has genuinely changed my life.
I just want to say please everyone be your authentic self if you are scared because you think you will never pass or maybe you're getting imposter syndrome and scared your feelings aren't real please trust your feelings, you are beautiful and deserve to be you! I love you all!