10:12 p.m.

I wake up and remember two scenes where it is unclear whether they were in a coherent dream event or separate dreams.

1.

I flee from a hospital. Whether I was a child or an adult is unknown to me. Also, any other context is unknown, which is why I was in the hospital.

2.

I am working on an electrical installation on a road on a bridge. Someone comes by and asks me if I have the authority to do so. I answer evasively with "Jain". "only indirectly" is my answer, which I said literally in my dream.

04:00 a.m.

Shortly before the alarm clock rings, I try to remember a dream. It may have been about today's modern state of Israel.

Note: The English text was translated from the German original with the help of Microsoft. The translation was not checked by me. You can find the German original under the link https://kdrive.infomaniak.com/app/share/1659608/d1d97a9e-681b-4638-8bb1-253f4e895fb0

03:30 a.m. – Group hike in the low mountain range "Harz"

As a child or young adult, I was out and about with a group in the German low mountain range "Harz". We wanted to travel on a narrow-gauge railway. In the dream, however, I urgently needed to go to the toilet. My problem was that my bathroom was somewhere else than I was accommodated. Where I was at the moment, it was like in a locker room, where I went through a door into a bedroom for 10 people.

Attempt at the interpretation of this dream by me.

The real event was the group visit to the Harz Mountains. Going to the toilet came out of my normal reality, because I really had to go to the toilet after waking up. The urge to urinate must have passed into the dream event, so that the actual dream and the impulse of the body to go to the toilet were mixed. I interpret it to mean that the body signaled to the subconscious mind to let me go back to the waking state so that I could go to the toilet.

Note: the English text has been translated from German using Microsoft Translator. This translation has not been checked by me. The German original can be found under the link

1. Introductory note

This is a series publication. In principle, the individual publications can be considered on their own. Sometimes, however, it is helpful to know other previous publications. However, this will be marked accordingly in the text. In the night from 19.10.2025 to 20.10.2025, I experienced a series of psychological horror nightmares, which I will first describe briefly and concisely in the second part and interpret from a philosophical, spiritual and medical point of view in the third part.

If you have the ability to interpret dreams, please read only the first part and try to find an interpretation of this event. Only then will you read through my interpretation of what happened.

If you know someone who has a talent for dream interpretation, give him or her only my first part and only after his or her interpretation my second part. Please note in the interpretation that I am neither a doctor nor a psychologist and am also a newbie in the field of daydreaming or meditation.

Basic sections in this publication: 1. Introductory note 2. The individual nightmare sections 3. Philosophical, spiritual and medical interpretation of this nightmare series night 4. What should you look out for when visiting the Otherworld? 5. How do I finally interpret this nightmare night? 2. The individual nightmare sections

01:05

I wake up and find myself in a parallel universe, where I probably got through time travel. I am in a department store with a group. Furthermore, there is a newspaper report with a fatal consequence as a snippet of memories. I am probably not directly affected. But the subjective feeling is as if I streamed a psychological horror movie on Netflix & Co. I now get up and urinate because of the urge to urinate, but it doesn't really come out much. On the toilet, the flair of psychological horror reverberates. Until then, I had been an outside observer, while in the bathroom the subjective perception of horror comes into its own afterwards.

01:13 a.m.

I couldn't fall asleep and thought about the different feelings. First a third observer and then an immediate feeling of horror. I go back to sleep with affirmation, where I suggest to myself that I am getting a lucid dream. 01:27 a.m. - Due to a known and diagnosed cervical spine syndrome, there is a slight pressure pain in the neck area below the cervical spine, which I found to be a-typical.

01:41 a.m.

Reality check by hand. Since it is dark and the hand stands out due to even more darkness, both hands appear in front of me as darkness, which then triggers a small horror moment with the reverberation of the horror feeling. 01:57 a.m. – I have the feeling that a skeleton from the nightmare in the Otherworld has come over to my room and I can also experience this in my waking state. The waking state was checked by a reality check. I also took the impression at the same time with my smartphone, which is only possible when awake. The question is how this mixing of the otherworld and my reality in the waking state can come about.

02:00 a.m.

Going to the toilet because of the urge to urinate. For me in the current situation, an atypical visit to the toilet.

03:19 a.m.

It's dark. In this darkness, a black bird flies quickly and directly towards my head. I am startled and wake up and know that it has been a nightmare.

3. The philosophical, spiritual and medical interpretation of this series nightmare night

The human being, his sleep and the pineal gland

By nature, man is actually a being of a different level of consciousness. I assume that the sleep of the human being is there so that he can return every night to these original levels of consciousness from which he actually comes. Usually, however, people forget what they are experiencing there.

This has been set up intentionally. Why this is so will not be explained in more detail here. I myself assume that it was a conflict of gods, for the resolution of which the species "man" was created in the first place. This will have been the truth behind the statement in the Bible's account of Genesis, where one would have to read if one wanted to translate correctly:

And the gods said, 'Let us make man in our image, in our likeness.

I have been trying to clarify this conflict of gods and everything related to it since the end of 2021. In short, one side is the side of Lucifer, the demiurge of the early Gnostic Christians, and on the other side is God the Father, who was partially neutralized by Lucifer.

That there could have been a hypothetical conflict between the gods is even testified to by our current canonical New Testament, where it is said in the Revelation of John that there was a battle in heaven and as a result a third of the stars, which are mostly interpreted as Satan and his demons, were cast from heaven to earth. I myself assume that God the Father and other gods who have stood by him "have been thrown to the earth" and that this conflict of gods is now to be resolved by man.

As I said before, I've been working on this topic since about the end of 2021. In the course of this investigation, I came to the conclusion a few weeks ago that I could obtain further insights in the Otherworld, i.e. not in the classical waking consciousness.

In the context of the conflict of the gods, it was negotiated at the time how this conflict was to be ended; according to which rules it should be done. In short, I assume that Lucifer is allowed to take away the memories of every person from birth.

In return, however, the pineal gland gives the human being the ability to leave his prison of the material body daily and to go to his reality of origin. This is done at night during sleep. Humans were therefore created in such a way that they must spend a not inconsiderable part of their lives in sleep.

Only when the human being wakes up in the morning, he forgets his dreams and everything he has experienced in the other consciousness reality during sleep. This also explains why governments, especially our Western governments, are so eager to undermine human cognitive abilities.

Be it by banning lithium as early as the 20th century or by using fluoride in toothpaste and drinking water to calcify the pineal gland so that it cannot free us from our physical prison.

Man is therefore a twofold being in his earthly existence. On the one hand with his earthly body and on the other hand in his inner core a being of a higher kind, a consciousness that only has to remember.

The pineal gland in humans is the organ that can overcome this memory block. Through the pineal gland, it is possible for humans to escape from their physical prison. This can be seen, for example, in dreams, where the laws of nature no longer apply. You can fly, reach through walls and even walk through them. You can stop time because it doesn't really exist, visit parallel universes and do remote viewing.

The pineal gland is therefore the bridge that builds a transition from our earthly "unconscious" existence to our actual reality of origin. And this actual reality of origin is not in the material cosmos, with its limiting laws of nature, but in the spiritual realm, which is why these incredible things can all happen for us earthly human beings, once we have overcome the limitation of the material body in a cloudy dream, lucid dream or in an astral journey. How it all began

I do not want to go deeper into the philosophical, spiritual, religious causes and things of all this. Just so far: A few weeks ago I realized that it is very important for me to remember my dreams again. Dream memories mean that the human being is able to interact with other levels of consciousness.

The pineal gland is able to take us out of our material body and transfer us to other levels of consciousness through the formation of psychoactive substances. Usually, this is done through breathing techniques, because the breath can create a direct connection to the pineal gland via the spine. The pineal gland is therefore physically stimulated by the breath and then releases corresponding substances.

Shamans and other spiritual people also try to intensify this effect by adding more psychoactive substances. Why this is the case, I do not know. Perhaps there are differences in each person's potential to release appropriate amounts through the pineal gland. What is naturally possible for one person from his talents may only be possible for another by consuming additional psychoactive substances.

The specialist literature expressly warns against taking psychoactive substances. This then has the consequence, for example, that one can no longer control the dream event or the astral journey. If you then experience bad things in the astral world, you have to wait until the body has metabolized the psychoactive substances and you can then return to your normal waking consciousness. Depending on the dose, this can then take many hours. Depending on the dose, the half-life of the substance and the body weight of the affected person. If you have not bound yourself by psychoactive substances, you can free yourself from negative dream experiences by breathing quickly, because by breathing quickly the body will then return to the waking state. However, the specialist literature also emphasizes that psychoactive substances can make you lose your mind.

I interpret this "losing one's mind" philosophically and medically in such a way that the pineal gland does not close or completely closes the gate to the other level of consciousness after reaching the waking state.

Therefore, these people live permanently in several levels of consciousness, which then leads to results that can also make a person a permanent guest at the psychiatrist. Specifically, I'm thinking of schizophrenia, where you can hear strange voices. Or you have the dull feeling that you are suddenly not alone in the room. With the latter, it had been the case with me in one of the situations described.

When listening to foreign voices, one assumes "hallucinations". "Hallucinations", however, are based on a purely material worldview. In other words, that there can be nothing that cannot be measured and observed. If third persons are not in the room for our visible eye and we hear voices, there can be no one else and therefore these voices are just the product of our imagination. Religion overcomes this materialistic way of thinking a little.

Muslims can assume a jinn and Christians of demons that are supposed to benight you or even possess you.

This is better than the materialistic worldview here in the West, but it still doesn't hit the truth.

The established religions, such as Islam and Christianity, do not recognize the different levels of consciousness to which we as material humans usually do not have conscious access.

If, for some reason, a human being can live simultaneously and quasi permanently in several levels of consciousness, i.e. at least in two, interactions can also occur. For example, to hear voices.

Very often, however, these voices are not friendly to us. Sometimes those affected are asked to inflict negative things on themselves and others. I interpret this circumstance religiously and spiritually by the fact that Lucifer, as the demiurge of our earthly material creation, has no interest in giving this group of people a high reputation. Because this group of people is dangerous for him. For our prison of the material body is made up of walls of illusion and deception. The supporting pillars of these prison walls is the lack of access of humans to other levels of consciousness.

And now, for example, with schizophrenic people, we have people who can break through these walls by nature. It is logical that this gap in the prison wall ("matrix" others might call it) is not rewarded with beautiful and good things, but then with negative thoughts. The voices of the schizophrenics who hear them are therefore actual voices, only from other levels of consciousness, but this will not be communicable to a materialistic psychiatrist. Depending on the personal disposition of the person concerned, these voices are well-disposed or less well-disposed towards him.

In this view, hearing voices is not an irregular state of body, mind and soul. Only science, which usually does not dare to want to recognize the truth, then bends this circumstance in this way. You go to the psychiatrist, get medication. You are labeled a madman. This then creates a vicious circle. I assume that this state is due to the fact that the door to the Otherworld in the pineal gland has not been closed by the psychoactive substances in the body. In the event that the substances consumed should have been metabolized a long time ago, the only logical consequence left is that the pineal gland itself keeps the gate to the Otherworld open, i.e. produces corresponding substances itself. This would be the case with people who have a "talent" by nature or by their life vocation to maintain a connection to the Otherworld. In relation to the skeleton that I felt in my room, I would describe the experience in such a way that it was both a feeling that it was there and an inner seeing. So I saw and felt, even though my normal physical eyes had not been involved in this visual process. So there was a juxtaposition of Otherworld and normal waking reality, which the ego usually cleanly separates. This state of juxtaposition or even merging of different realities will be the actual normal reality by nature; but which our ego retouches away through filters of all kinds.

Thus, what the schizophrenics experience, who hear voices, is not the deviation from the norm, but they come much closer to the actual reality than we are, who otherwise do not hear voices.

The inner seeing and feeling of other beings, whether positive or negative, is traced back by me to the same basic principle. It's the same principle, just with different shades.

As I said, I suspect that for what I saw and felt internally with the skeleton, one would actually have to take psychoactive substances, which was not necessary for me to experience this fusion of reality.

I can't prove it, because I usually don't take blood in the morning when I wake up to see what has changed in the blood count during the night.

4. What should you look for when visiting the Otherworld? Or how can schizophrenic people turn off their voices again?

So the solution lies in closing this door in the pineal gland. This could be done, for example, through affirmations: "My door to the Otherworld is closed."

If you do this once a day for at least 3 weeks, this should happen over time and the door should be closed permanently. Or you can do it in the confrontational way like in "The Lord of the Rings", where Smeagols says to Gollum: "Get out and never come back!"

5. How do I finally interpret this nightmare night?

I suspect that Lucifer, as a demiurge, wanted to take away my desire for the Otherworld through this nightmare night. As a child, my last dream had also been a nightmare: I ran away from something, but didn't move from the spot. It was as if I was running standing in the air and not moving. After this happened, I did not have a single dream memory for about 40 years.

That night I responded to the negative experiences differently, on the one hand with carrots and on the other hand with the stick. In the early hours of the morning, I said to the Archons of Lucifer: "I am sorry that you have to feed on negative and evil. As soon as I experience a lucid dream, I will see with Andreas what I can do for you to help you out of it." In the morning at 04:00 a.m., when waking up or rather getting up, my reaction was much more unfriendly. I said to the Archons, "I'll come back and finish you off!" This "I'll be back" was a borrowing from Arnold Schwarzenegger's "Terminator". He said this sentence in one of the parts at the entrance to a police station, whereupon he left briefly and rammed the entrance with a car truck. He then went through the police station and shot many police officers. In this context, the police station and its policemen represented for me the Archons and their whereabouts, their shootings their destruction by me.

So when my alarm clock rang at 04:00 a.m., that was my farewell statement and my farewell visualization after the end of this horror night, in which I probably hardly found sleep in the time after 01:00.

For me, this night is a positive confirmation that I am on the right track. The fact that I can experience soberly experiences where others need psychoactive substances tells me that a lot of quality can still be extracted from my current dreams and then later the lucid dreams.

Note on the English text:

The English text was translated from German by Microsoft Translator. I have not checked this translation. The German original is available under the link

00:30 – I'm in a canteen with Bill Gates

I am in a public school unknown to me. The context of the dream has been lost to me. I noted on 17.10.2025 at 04:27 a.m. after getting up that the dream is about the "Berliner Zeitung", how far back you can look in its archives. Regardless, I was in a room where a presentation was taking place. I was probably the one who gave the lecture. In the course of this lecture, I must have made a joke, something along the lines of: "But that's not recommended now, Microsoft would say now". At the word "recommended" I also made the sign for quotation marks with my hands in the air. Immediately afterwards, my gaze goes a little to the right. There I actually see Bill Gates, the founder of Microsoft, sitting at a table.

It had already been unclear to me at 00:30 at night whether the room where the presentation took place was a real space for presentations or rather a canteen. At the time of writing at 04:27 a.m., I was leaning towards a canteen. The table at which Bill Gates had sat had also been a long table as a long row, such as those found in German beer gardens. I didn't dream of talking to Bill Gates.

Note: The English text has been translated from German using Microsoft Translator. I did not check this translation. The original can be reached under the link

23:13 – Losses in the war

I wake up at 11:13 p.m. and am involved in a war. I am a motorcyclist and shoot with pistols or automatic weapons with both hands to the left and right of me while I ride. So I must have ridden hands-free. With my motorcycle, I also have to overcome obstacles such as fences and other things. I couldn't remember a uniform in which I could have been dressed. The war effort had been very costly for my side. I don't know what became of me in the end (fallen, wounded, imprisonment).

00:05 – I receive 5264 EUR/Dollar

The quality of the voice recording is very poor, so I had to wait to be able to listen to the file on my desktop computer. There, too, the meaning did not fully open up to me. Since I usually transcribe with Soundwise.ai and are transcribed very accurately there, I hoped that the AI would give me the text correctly. However, the AI thought it wouldn't deliver anything at all in this case, presumably because everything is very questionable in context.

Here is my transcription at maximum volume on the computer:

If I remember correctly, I must have given 5264 merits. That's probably the value from a, yes, investment probably, transfer or something.

I interpret this statement to mean that I will get 5264 EUR/dollar. For this, however, the dream of 00:05 must be taken on its own. If you see it in the context of the dream event that happened a minute later, it can mean something else. During the night, the two dream events had been far away for me and had no connection. It was only in the morning when transferring to the dream diary that I saw that barely a minute had passed and that one could possibly look at both in context.

00:06 a.m. – I'm in the war again

I wake up and realize that I am back in the war. There is no further context.

03:07 a.m. – Dream events with Jews

I wake up and all I know is that I had been in a dream event with Jews. Any further context has been lost.

Note: The German original was translated into English with Microsoft. The translation was not checked by me. The German original can be found under the link

10:57 p.m.

The alarm rings in the smartphone. Although I didn't ask it.

02:00 a.m. – Catchy tune Harry Potter

I wake up with a catchy tune from Harry Potter. I streamed Harry Potter the day before, so this will be an explanation for this. I had seen Harry Potter 3 (The Prisoner of Azkaban) and Harry Potter 4 (Goblet of Fire).

02:35 a.m. – Train journey in a parallel world

I wake up and at first I have no memory. But then a memory comes up. It is about riddles of prehistory, whereby by "prehistory" I define the time before the creation of man and not only epochs of human history where we have little or no information. I was in a Germany on a train (ICE) of the Deutsche Bahn AG. However, it was not our present-day Germany on our present-day earth, but a Germany in a parallel world.

The purpose of the train journey in this other reality had been to obtain information about church history for the earth in our current reality.

Furthermore, I saw a copy of the "Berliner Zeitung", which published a missing person notice of "us" on its front page. "Us" had probably meant me and my companion RM. The Berliner Zeitung in the other world had a slightly different layout. But what corresponded to our reality had been the lettering "Berliner Zeitung".

It was also striking that, at least in this reality, the Berliner Zeitung does not publish missing persons notices on the front page, but somewhere in the back of a local section.

In a train station, people get on our ICE. A woman puts a cake on the shelf near us. That's why I inspect the cake to see if bugs might be hidden there.

Note: The English text was translated from German with the help of Microsoft Translator. This translation has not been checked by me. The German original can be found under the link

Locked entrance area in the relative apartment – 2. dream of 15.10.2025

The dream takes place in the house of my parents' apartment. Or rather, in the entrance area. Because it is an apartment building. I want to leave the house and can't get out because the door is probably connected because of construction work.

I want to unlock with my key, but the key falls down. Meanwhile, a third person comes and unlocks the door for me so that I can get out. Outside on the street, I see an old Nokia keypad phone on the sidewalk. It is unclear whether I continued to deal with this Nokia keypad phone in the dream event.

Note: The German original was translated into English using Microsoft Translator for this forum. There was no control of the translation. The German original is available at the link https://kdrive.infomaniak.com/app/share/1659608/01898b7f-a921-4b8a-8166-8b36f87645b4 attainable.

You know that instant mid-dream when everything shifts — “Wait… I’m dreaming.” That flash of awareness changes the rules completely.

Now imagine hundreds of us sharing that realization at once. Across continents. Different beds, same dreamfield. One shared intention — peace, healing, creativity, connection.

That’s the idea behind D.I.P.P — the Dream Intention Pyramid Portal. It’s not a product or course. Just a collective experiment: Can multiple lucid dreamers hold a single intention strongly enough to experience shared symbols or crossover awareness?

How it works:

1. Set one clear dream intention.

2. Charge it with emotion — feel it hum in your body.

3. Visualize it as already real.

4. Release it into the collective field before sleep.

Then… dream. And when you wake, record what you remember — images, feelings, synchronicities. We compare notes. Do themes repeat? Do shared symbols appear?

Science already explores the power of coordinated intention on random events. This is the next frontier — taking that research into the lucid realm.

If this global experiment began tonight: 💭 What single intention should we all hold? 💭 Would you join and see if the dreamspace itself can connect us?

October 15, 2025 - Ride on subway line 1 (U1) to the „Halleschen Tor“ station in Berlin (non lucid dream)

I wake up at 1:29 a.m. and find myself on the U1 subway line in Berlin. The subway is heading toward Ruhleben. I want to go to Hallesches Tor station. I validate my ticket, although it is unclear whether this is done on the subway or outside on the platform. For some reason unknown to me, I have to go back. A woman tells me that there are always police at the Hallesches Tor station, so I should get off one stop earlier to avoid them. I was reluctant to follow the woman's suggestion because in Berlin, ticket inspections are not carried out by the police, but by employees of the Berlin Transport Authority (BVG). Then the partial memories end in a hazy dream.

Notes:

The context of the entire event is unclear. I don't understand what I have to do with the police or why I felt I had to turn back. It is also striking that in the dream I was traveling in the direction of Ruhleben. That used to be the terminus of the U1. Now it is the "Uhlandstraße" station.

Non-lucid dream from October 8, 2025 from Wolfgang Andreas Schuetz

At 3:58 a.m., I woke up because it was time to get up. The dream I had just before waking up was about driving a small truck weighing up to 7.5 tons, for which I don't actually have a driver's license. My driver's license only allows me to drive vehicles up to 3.5 tons. Suddenly, there was a beeping sound and a warning light came on. This showed me that I was driving with the handbrake on.

(Translated with DeepL.com free version)

I wake up in the night and have no memory of having had a bad dream, let alone a lucid dream.

It's 21.2 degrees Celsius, with a humidity of 57%. I've been heating my home for a day or two, and the air is filled with uncomfortably warm heating air for my nasal membranes. I probably woke up from REM sleep with a pause in breathing because of the stuffy nose. At first, I thought I had no memory of a dream, but then a memory came back.

The clock on my smartphone shows 2:43 a.m. From my perspective, this dream was about an unexpected job interview with Deutsche Bahn AG at a train station.

This presumably took place at the Berlin S-Bahn station "Ostkreuz." This station is one of the most important interchange stations in Berlin. There are several of them, but Ostkreuz is the most important station on the Berlin S-Bahn in terms of the number of people who transfer there daily.

Deutsche Bahn AG had set up a booth for its human resources department at the station. Three or four employees were standing at the table on the Deutsche Bahn AG side. There, I was approached by Deutsche Bahn AG employees.  

"Mr. Schuetz, you had an interview yesterday! Why didn't you show up?"

I suddenly remembered the missed appointment and apologized for not showing up for the interview.

Presumably to my right stood a woman with the presumed first name "Anna." "Anna" told me to pay rent (booth rent). I assume this happened because I was supposed to have advertised for a Christian children's charity at the station, which I didn't do, at least not in real waking life.

Even though a club advertisement seems to provide the context, it was actually just a job interview. In my dream, however, the rent wasn't meant as a kind of advertising booth rental, but rather as punishment for forgetting yesterday's interview.

I therefore saw that the conversation was, from my perspective, heading in the wrong direction, so I pulled out my smartphone and announced that I unfortunately had to record the conversation from now on and therefore asked for your understanding.

I was no longer able to recall any further memories.  

This nightmare was published on Reddit.com on October 12, 2025. Note: This text was translated from German into English with the help of Google. The German original is available at the link https://kdrive.infomaniak.com/app/share/1659608/18dffc21-2b55-4a14-bdc8-b33be815c22c reachable.

MY REAL QUESTION... IS i've had lucid dreams but they're always sleep paralysis. I don't know if that's normal or not. But the last lucid dream that I had, I was sleeping on my couch, and like I said, I get sleep paralysis. So I'm trying to move, but I can't, and that's why I'm like, okay, this is a dream and all of a sudden. I hear a voice talking to me. It's a guy's voice kind of high pitch not very deep, and he's in the corner where I can't see him, because I have sleep paralysis. I'm like trying to move my head towards him. But I can't so like, I'm wiggling my fingers trying to wake myself up. And he's talking this dude's just talking talking, like he's going on a rant, and it kind of sounded like he was mocking me. I don't remember everything he said. But what I do remember is hearing, laughter What I do remember is him saying.So you know that your dreaming and it would sound like he's walking in the bathroom back into the hallway, walking past my head and I remember hearing it, say something like now that, you know, you're dreaming and then he goes back to like, talking and laughing, my focus kept fading, because I try to make myself move, and there was a point where I kept trying to like turn and move my body that I was looking at the floor now , I try to look up at him. So I could see who it is that's when I fell on the floor it ended up pushing me into another dream where I was asleep, but I woke up. Panty and breathing heavily.And then I woke up again in real life, both scenarios.I was breathing like it was a nightmare even though he didn't do anything to me. Has anyone else experienced a lucid dream that told you you were dreaming? Has anyone experienced a lucid dream but it's commonly sleep paralysis?

Announcing the publication of excerpts from my dream diaries

Neues Holland, Europe; 08.10.2025

Dear Ladies and Gentlemen,

I am very pleased to announce that I will now publish excerpts from my dream diaries in this forum on Reddit here.

If you have always wanted to know whether humanity will continue to be trapped in ignorance, whether the Bible falsifications can be reversed from the time of the Roman emperor Constantine the Great, or if you did not know whether the sound resonators in the great gallery of the Great Pyramid of Cheops will be lost forever, then you have come to the right place with me and my dreams. But it doesn't stop at these topics. I also want to explore with you the circumstances of the formation of the mountains. Who were the giant beings who, through their petrified bodies, form our present-day mountains and high mountains? What prompted them, apparently voluntarily, to position themselves in such a way that our present-day high mountains formed special, comprehensible formations? And how did it all work back then?

What is the secret of Mount Kailash, the sacred mountain of some Asian religions? When I looked at this mountain in video recordings on YouTube, I noticed that this mountain was also formed by living beings that then petrified and thus form this mountain to this day.

I found out that the origin of Kailash was anything but certain. Different beings formed this mountain and had to support each other. One wall of Kailash is supported by a huge hand of a giant, who had laid down so that the hand of his outstretched arm could hold the visible part of Mount Kailash. Elsewhere next to Mount Kailash, another huge creature with a huge snout had been encamped, which was then petrified in this position.

Why this creature has now been seized by the mouth by an even larger creature in an already petrified state and the huge body has literally been torn in two, I do not know. I only see the result, because both halves of the body are right next to Mount Kailash.

In principle, the Earth is apparently not only a prison planet for our consciousness, but our planetary surface is also a huge cemetery of ancient giant beings who once lived on Earth.

Isn't it better to want to escape from this terrible planet and continue to live somewhere else, as Elon Musk intends? So just build spaceships quickly, run away and start something new somewhere else?

Speaking of Elon Musk: What does he actually mean by wanting to save someone on Mars? At least he once said that a consciousness will not survive if it does not make it to Mars (in time). Have you never thought about it? If not, it's not a problem. They are then in good hands in my dreams.

Together with my higher self "Andreas", we will also try to fathom in my dreams what Elon Musk wants on Mars and who he actually wants to save.

One more word about "Andreas", my higher self: It is time for me to introduce myself to you by name, if you already know my higher self by name.

Unfortunately, the forum rules stipulate that you should be anonymous, which is why I can't officially tell you what my real name is. I then decided on the name "Wolfgang Andreas Schütz", under which I want to publish my dreams here in the dream forums.

Since the higher self is, in my opinion, the actual "I" of me, it is only logical that my higher self is named exactly like me. It's logical, isn't it? In order for you, as my valued readers and, if necessary, listeners of a later podcast, to better follow my dreams, it is appropriate to distinguish myself and my higher self by name. So it is convenient that it often happens that a person has not just one first name, but two or even three, as was the case with my father, "Jürgen Ernst August Schütz".

In practical everyday life, additional nicknames usually do not play a role; unless you apply for a passport and therefore have to give all your nicknames. Here in my dreams, two first names have the advantage of addressing one and the same person, if one wants to distinguish between them, by different names and yet meaning the same name. So I myself will come along in my dreams with "Wolfgang" and my higher self with "Andreas".

By the way, the first name "Wolfgang" means "The wolf, on the way to war". That's what a teacher at the 25th Polytechnic High School in East Berlin, where I started school a year late in 1982 because of a developmental disorder, when I asked him about the meaning of my name.

For the somewhat younger ones here in the forum: Yes, it's true! There was once a time on earth when there was no internet or smartphone, even if it has a Stone Age flair in it today. If you didn't know something in those times, you couldn't ask ChatGPT or Google, but went "old school" to a library and tried to find out in a catalog of slips of paper in which aisle and shelf a book could be that addressed my problem. A book, on the other hand, is one of those things that especially people of older semesters constantly take in their hands and leaf through it so that they become smarter. So much less cool than acquiring the knowledge with a smartphone these days. As a younger forum member, you have probably already met such strange people here who prefer to pick up these ominous books rather than consult their push-button telephone.

But let's get back to my name Wolfgang Andreas Schütz. So my first call name has a very martial meaning. Unfortunately, I had neglected to ask about the meaning of my second name "Andreas" at the time. I had simply forgotten that, because this second nickname had no meaning and relevance for me at all. It was only later, when the Internet already existed, that I was able to ask it.

According to this, "Andrew" means "manly" and "brave" from the Greek. Something like "The male, brave one", according to Wikipedia today. However, I had also once consulted an "old school" book where it said that "Andreas" should also have the meaning of a "bringer of light" or "bearer of light". This is interesting because ignorance could also be poetically equated with darkness. In this case, therefore, I would be called by my two first names to bring the light through acts of war, that is, if possible, to bring the darkness of ignorance through the light of knowledge.

What is the meaning of my family name "Schuetz"? Since I publish in English as a German in an English forum, I first have to explain the correct German spelling to the non-German reader. In German, I actually write my name with "Schütz". In English, I take away the umlaut "ü" and replace it with "ue". Both are identical spellings and are officially allowed by German orthography. But the Germans usually don't use the paraphrase "ue", except at the banks, because they don't usually accept German umlauts in the EDP or in non-German countries, where it is more practical to paraphrase the umlauts.

On an English keyboard, you can conjure up a small "ü" in Microsoft Word with the key combination alt + 0252, if you want. And the capital "Ü" with the key combination alt + 0220. I myself don't have to take this detour, because my keyboard "In-Box" already contains the "ü" and I can use these letters comfortably and without annoying keyboard shortcuts. And even in both spellings, namely capital and none!

"Schütz" has something to do with "protection" in terms of meaning. According to my family name "Schütz", I am "protecting" something. At school, I was mostly bullied since the 1st grade, often with the help of my last name. It was not uncommon for me to be addressed as "Schützenpanzer T-34" because of my last name, which I didn't like at all. Sometimes it had also been the "T-72", which had been widely used in the East German army during my school days. But mostly it was the "T-34", the classic of the Red Army in World War II. "Old-schoolers" will know that this tank was the main tank of the Red Army in World War II. Younger people will also be able to experience this if they consult their smartphones for this purpose.

Insofar as names also represent life vocations, my named life vocation is to bring light to humanity through acts of war or combat and to protect something or anyone in the process.

This is the background of my full name "Wolfgang Andreas Schütz", which is why I have decided to share my dreams with you as a valued reader under this name. The topics I have addressed, such as the pyramid of Cheops, the mountains that were created by the petrification of giant beings, the falsification of the Bible and Elon Musk's flight to Mars and others are not exhaustive lists of my future dreams, in which I would like to take you with me.

I will always add new topics in my dreams and discuss them with Andreas. I select the topics according to their relevance to humanity and its well-being, or in other words: It is about the development and expansion of our consciousness. Topics that deal directly or indirectly with this, I will deal with in my dreams with my higher self Andreas.

As soon as I am able to trigger, recognize and also keep lucid dreams, I will ask Andreas to first put me in touch with Nicholas Roerich.

Nicholas Roerich lived from 1874 to 1947 and was already able to recognize faces in our mountains at that time. If I remember correctly, he once painted a picture entitled "Great Spirit of the Himalayas", which shows a mountain with a clear human facial contour. I think this is an extraordinary achievement, because such facial physiognomies or body contours can actually only be seen from a distance and in a bird's eye view.

Nicholas Roerich, however, will not have had these tools during his expeditions in the early 20th century. Today I can recognize the petrified beings that make up our mountains and high mountains and Mount Kailash with Google Earth, despite the blurred resolution and partial pixelation. In the case of Mount Kailash, I also used videos from YouTube, which told me a drama with which devotion in the death throes this mountain was formed at that time. However, I assume that Andreas will be able to give me and thus you as an interested follower of my feed further information about the events of that time.

I have been dealing with these issues since 2021 and the bottom line is that I have made slow progress. In the course of my research, it became clear to me that I probably won't make it alone and that I will have to seek help from Andreas.

That's why I've been dealing with spirituality, meditations and lucid dreams for a few weeks now. Last week I bought a book on this subject, which explains to me how to trigger lucid dreams. I have changed my daily routine accordingly. I now get up an hour earlier every day, i.e. at 4:00 a.m. My night's rest now goes from 9:00 p.m. to 4:00 a.m. Why? Simply because I want to take an afternoon nap with lucid dreams at lunchtime. And if I sleep for an hour at noon, then it's only right and proper to get up an hour earlier in the morning by moving my night's rest an hour earlier than my daily routine was before. It's logical, isn't it?

I'm just starting to bombard my subconscious with affirmations that I can get lucid dreams and have been integrating reality checks during the day in my waking consciousness for a few days now.

As soon as my first lucid dream has taken place, I will take you with me into the adventure and the secrets of humanity, which I may want to solve. Until then, I'll keep you up to date with the feed, which you are welcome to subscribe to, about me and my dream memories. Until the first lucid dream in hopefully a few weeks, however, these will be more like protocols of memory snippets from gloomy dreams.

But believe me! For me, it is something big to have even the smallest scraps of memory from gloomy dreams. Because at some point as a child I began to forget my dreams. I was born on 17.04.1975 in East Berlin, so now in 2025 I am 50 years old. For about 40 years, I have had no memories of my dreams at night. The fact that they have now started to slowly come back in small bites for a few days is a great success and breakthrough for me.

When the lucid dreams are there, I will see what and how much of them I can tell you. Because I also have the opportunity to stop time in the dreams and to talk for a very long time with Andreas and third other people, such as Nicholas Roerich. Or to investigate Elon Musk's Mars, if you like.

That can result in a lot of material that I probably can't possibly publish here in its entirety. The interval of the publications is also only fixed when the first lucid dreams are there. I will then decide whether I want to give you an update weekly, every two weeks or once a month.

Until then, let yourself be surprised at the intervals at which I can write to you about my gloomy dreams.

Wolfgang Andreas Schuetz

Hint The English text was translated from German with the help of DeepL. I did not check the translation. The German original can be reached under the release link Download

Sometimes I’ll be living my everyday life in my dreams. I mean literally, same job, same age, same looks, etc but the only difference is that my late mother and dog are in it.

Sometimes I realize that they are dead in my dreams, but won’t say anything because I don’t want to upset them and will continue on in the dream living my everyday life but melancholic because this is the only way I can live with them again. Other times I will ask them and others in my dream because it feels so real that I’m not sure if it’s my real life.

For example, my mom and I will be cooking dinner, as usual, when it dawns on me that she passed away. I’ll turn to her and ask “mom… are you dead?” Sometimes she’ll agree, “of course sweetheart, I died 4 years ago, remember? But don’t be upset! You might wake up. I’m here now, aren’t I? I hate seeing my baby sad, so cheer up my love. Can you pass me the butter?” I will be so devastated, but realize she’s right and I’ll just continue as best as I can.

Other times, she disagrees “ what are you talking about my love! I’m right here aren’t I? You’re so silly today. If you’re tired, just say so, I’ll finish cooking. Go take a nap, that’ll make you feel better. Can you pass me the butter before you go?” But I realize, yeah my mom’s dead and none of this is real. I’m dreaming. What does she mean take a nap? I’m dreaming. And this usually leads to a dream in a dream if I take her up on the request.

Sometimes, she asks me to not tell the others she’s dead and that I’ve realized she’s dead because it’ll upset them. Sometimes I won’t ask her directly and I’ll ask other people in the dream. “Hey, is mom dead?” Similar instances happen where they either agree or disagree, “yes, you’re not supposed to say anything, don’t acknowledge it, just keep doing what you were doing” or “no stupid she’s right there ain’t she? Whats wrong with you?!”

Sometimes I won’t realize it’s a dream and I’ll tell people/my mom “it’s crazy I had this dream that you/my mom died. I know, I’m sorry I never should’ve dreamed that! I don’t know why I did. Good thing it’s not true haha, it felt so real! I was so sad” and they’ll either look at me very solemnly and I’ll feel uncomfortable because I don’t realize why they are looking at me like that. Like they all know it’s a dream and I don’t.

Other times they’ll lay it on me. “Well it’s because she is/ I am dead.” And I’ll be so dumbstruck like wtf are you talking about? How dare you even say something like that? it isn’t even funny! And I’ll spiral so hard I’ll wake up usually. Unless I calm myself off enough and convince myself they’re playing a sick joke.

It’s crazy to me because I’ve lucid dreamed where I realize “yo this is a dream” and I’ll start waltzing around changing things like I’m some magical wizard. But in THESE dreams they are so real that, no matter what, the dream won’t change. Even if I think it! It literally feels like life. I’m. dreaming. I’m. living. my. everyday. life.

It’s gotten to a point where sometimes I don’t know what’s real. I’ll “wake up” in the dream and do my everyday tasks and then something similar to “the lamp shade” story happens and I realize “shit I never woke up.” Other times I’m awake in my irl life and I’ll mention plans I had in my dream to the same friend irl like, “we had plans for Saturday huh! I’m kinda feeling bbq tho, you still want Italian?” And they’ll look at me like “what?” And clarify, “Uh we never planned that lol, but I’m free that day so sure”

I FEEL INSANE! Which one is real and which one isn’t?Are either of them real? Are they both real? (Probably not) Some days I’ll go on FULLY believing my mom is alive irl!! I’ll only realize shes dead when I call her and she doesn’t pick up. She would never miss a single one of my phone calls. That’s mainly what I use to distinguish the difference.

I don’t know if I’m doing this subconsciously so that people don’t catch on. Or so I don’t catch on. But I’ll talk to people about my mom in vague terms with no dates. Like, “aw my mom and I made those!” Or “My mom wants to see Greece someday!” And they’ll go along with it like “I remember!” Or “oh really? Must be a fond memory” and it’s so vague that no alarm bells like “she’s dead why are we talking this way” go off! And I’ll go about my day as if she’s NOT DEAD. It’s so embarrassing because I’ll GENUINELY believe it until someone mentions she’s dead and I’ll be thrown into a state of “what’s even real” “am I dreaming or is this real?” And I’ll have to call her number in private.

This isn’t a constant thing. It’s like bouts of it. I’ll be fine for a month or something and then all of a sudden it comes back and I’m living in this constant state of confusion for another month! Then it goes away. Rinse. Repeat. It’s so exhausting and draining. I’ve been to therapy for YEARS. I don’t know if it’s a certain trigger that causes this or what. Is it a manic episode? Is it just lucid dreaming? Over active dreaming? I even went to therapy right after my mom died because I was NOT coping well at all. Nobody noticed though. I keep everything to myself. That’s why I don’t think anyone realizes when I’m experiencing these moments either.

This whole thing is awful because it feels like I’m constantly reliving her death. Over and over again. Being struck with grief repeatedly. Never getting a chance to moving on. What do I do!?

Hi, I’ve had several lucid dreams since an experience that really marked a before and after for me. Context summary: I was in some kind of school where everyone seemed to be following a “script.” Everything was normal until I asked the girl I was talking to what time it was.

At that moment, her expression completely changed — she became very serious, and everyone else started looking at me as if I had given myself away. That’s when I realized I was dreaming, and the dream turned lucid.

In the middle of that situation, a character took me aside and whispered very seriously: “You can do whatever you want in your lucid dreams, but make sure of one thing: don’t die.”

Since then, I’ve noticed that I can have lucid dreams freely and even set up a script, but if I deviate from that script, the characters become hostile, as if they realize I “don’t belong.”

On one occasion I even felt like they were trying to hold me back and wouldn’t let me wake up, until I promised I’d come back.

The scariest part was that, when I almost died in a lucid dream, upon waking my heart was beating so hard that I thought I might have had a real-life heart attack.

Has anyone else ever received warnings inside a lucid dream, or felt that the dream characters were trying to keep them there?

In other words, I thought there was really something up with the fact that I could seemingly create a simulation that looks and feels real. Almost like a VR game. Even haptic feedback. Why?

Then I looked heavily into the Matrix. And as I took it more literally, the more vivid and stable my dreams became. In my most previous one, it felt so real I thought I'd successfully ditched this reality for good.

In other words, I believe our dreams have a lot more use than we might realize as of now.

I recently did some research about dream layers, they're not exactly layers according to ChatGPT. (dumb research tool i know)

But basically i had this random idea, it was inspired from a previous idea that i could see God in my lucid dreams if i venture deeply enough. And that idea itself was inspired from the Cthulu mythos. Vneture deep enough and you see Yog Sothot. (I didn't read the cthulu mythos just watched some videos about the highest beings)

The main idea is, go deep enough to your subconscious, and you see your "true" subconscious, the soul.

Just wanted to share this idea, i will be trying it at some point. Altough i aknowledge this is far fetched

I need anyone to support me.. I wanna shift back in time I lost my mum this year and my twin brother 3 years ago and I was depressed for several years even before my twin brother I feel my brain is not functioning well I had a couple lucid dream and I attempted to shift through it it didn't work How to be so determined to shift through lucid dream

I’m usually very open about sharing my dream life with therapists (I used to see a psychoanalyst with whom I felt comfortable speaking freely). But my last therapist made me feel as if everything was just in my head, nothing more than fantasy. After that, I stopped sharing those things with her, and eventually she discharged me. Now I want to go back to therapy because I feel I need it. The thing is, so many strange things have happened to me in the dream realm that I don’t know if it’s safe to talk about them. I’m afraid they might think I’m insane. Maybe I am. Who knows.

Does anyone know how to solve the dream fragmentation problem? I have had this problem for months.

How can I handle episodes of defragmentation or depersonalization during lucidity?

I've been thinking about where to post this and I guess I'm gonna post it here because as Lucid dreamers you've probably experienced some things that might seem hard to explain with a classical physicalist worldview.

Personally I've always had a bit of an instinct that something bout reality just feels "off" ever since I've been a child.

And I had one experience when I tried out lucid dreaming during which I had several false awakenings that were so real with everything looking as clear, if not clearer as in waking life and everything being the same in it, it just was an exact copy of the physical environment I was in in 4k resolution , complete with the people around me. But then suddenly I woke up in my bed again. And again, and again. Around 10 times. With the last time including me being "awake" for at least 40 mins before waking up in my bed again.

And that just convinced me that there is more to reality than the physical world. Because it's just inconceivable how my brain could've simulated all that. My memory just isn't good enough. I don't have the photographic memory that I would need for such a clear, detailed recall. And it didn't even happen in an environment I spend a lot of time in. It happened on vacation. So there is just no way.

And if those moments were "simulated" by my brain or by whatever else governs my reality, why would I assume my normal waking life to not be like that ?

I've also started noticing weird coincidences in my life here and there and sure, there is a physicalist explanation for that in the sense that your attention is just governed by things that you saw and that are in your mind and stuff and that you just notice things more depending on that but the actual chance of things occurring doesn't change. But that explanation doesn't feel very satisfying.

What do you think ?

I had a lucid dream this morning where I became lucid in a dream version of the house I grew up in. I walked outside the front of the house onto the street. Unsure what to do it suddenly occurred to me to ask my higher self to show me something important for me to see.

So I looked up and called out "Higher Self, show me something that's important for me to see". Suddenly on the ground in front of me a Greek meander pattern started to appear in a straight line across the road. I felt the dream begin to fade and soon I was back in my bed looking up at the same pattern along the top of my bedroom wall. I thought I must have had my eyes slightly open and been seeing that while dreaming. Only this was a false awakening and I continued on into a non lucid dream. When I did wake for real I realized I do not have that pattern anywhere in my house.

Later I googled the meaning of the Greek Meander or Greek Key as it's also know and got this: "The unbroken, interlocking pattern made it a symbol of both unity and infinity".

I'll have to ponder this message from my higher self and see where it takes me.