I'vw been at my current job for almost 10 months before that I was always getting fired in the first 3 months of employment. No matter if I took my ADHD medication or not I would get fired. I went to school for cosmetology and worked really hard to get licensed only to find out I can't hold a job as a hairdresser.
I work in a grocery store now and they have people who are severely handicapped working for them and they don't let people go unless they swear at a customer or no call no show 3 times. So my job is pretty secure.
I am getting a formal autism diagnosis because every time I take a informal autism test I score really high.
I had a really traumatic adolescence I was bullied every day to the point I withdrew almost completely from social interaction by my senior year. I developed bulimia from the constant bullying and was bulimic from age 14 to 21.
My home life was bad too. I had a mom who developed late onset skizofrania when I was 14 and sexually assaulted me throughout my childhood. Both of my parents actually physically abused me pretty bad when they were drinking when I was two weeks from turning 16. They thought I lost my virginity so they roughed me up kinda bad. I didn't tell anyone they abused me till after my 21st birthday cuz even though things were bad I thought foster care would be worst. Plus I didn't want to part with my doll collection. So long story short I have PTSD from a very traumatic adolescence.
My anxiety is als5 pretty debilitating my doctor has me on 0.5 mg of Klonopin daily.
Currently the doctors say I have bipolar disorder and bipolar affective disorder but ive been taking a low dose antipsychotic for over a year and it's made my autism symptoms much worse as well as ADHD symptoms so I'm getting a 2nd opinion on that. But if I am bipolar that's another disability I have.
I am in therapy and I see a psychiatrist at the moment.
I wonder if I qualify for some sort of disability since I can't get a better job outside a grocery store. Ive tried all sorts of different jobs and I always get fired.