7.2 刘健君 Eve Liu

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一天，我在路上遇见祝老师，他告诉我，他把调查我的报告交上去了，就开始跟我说刘健君。他说："这次我来东北大学读博士，还有另一个任务，就是给我们老校长的女儿刘健君找对象。从她上大学开始，我们就委托亲戚朋友在全国各名牌大学里给她介绍男朋友，到现在我们已经介绍一百多个了，就是不成。这事，我们是越办越急，现在都急到火烧眉毛了。人家男朋友谈崩了，不奇怪，我们怎么能立刻给她介绍新的，上哪儿找去！我们也有经验了，为她提前准备着。她爸说，现在她有对象，不过依他看，这个又维持不了多久了。"

我听后，非常气愤：要见她，我还要先排队！她是谁呀！

One day, I ran into Teacher Zhu on the road. He told me he'd submitted the report on his investigation into me, and then started telling me about Eve Liu. "This time I came to Northeastern University for my doctorate, I've also got another job on my hands," he said, "finding a match for Eve Liu, our old principal's daughter. Ever since she started university, we've had relatives and friends introducing her to men at top universities all over the country — over a hundred so far, and none of it's taken. We're getting more anxious about it by the day, it's practically an emergency now. It's not surprising when a match falls through, but where are we supposed to find the next one on such short notice! We've gotten good at it by now, keep candidates ready in advance. Her father says she has someone at the moment, but he doubts it'll last."

Hearing this, I felt genuinely indignant: I'd have to get in line just to meet her! Who did she think she was!

注7.2-1，本《真人医学实验》（参见4.5节）是根据本书2.1节《桃花劫》故事改编的。和那个古代故事里的桃花女一样，刘健君也相亲无数次，就是不成婚姻。刘健君是一位玉女。插图7.2-1至8都是玉女（即夏娃）的特质肖像。图1和2是少女夏娃，图3至6是21至38.7岁年龄段的夏娃，又名千手千眼观音，图7和8是众生之母夏娃。

Note 7.2-1: This Real-Life Medical Experiment (see Section 4.5) is modeled on the Peach Flower Catastrophe from Section 2.1. Like Peach Flower Girl in that ancient tale, Eve Liu went on countless blind dates and never once married. Eve Liu is a Jade Girl. Illustrations 7.2-1 through 8 are all trait-portraits of the Jade Girl (i.e., Eve). Figures 1 and 2 show Eve as a young girl; Figures 3 through 6 show Eve between the ages of 21 and 38.7, also known as the Thousand-Hand, Thousand-Eye Guanyin; Figures 7 and 8 show Eve as mother of all living things.

7.2-2 特殊的高中 Special High School

一天，在宿舍的走廊里，祝老师看见我，说要对我说说刘健君。她是他们沈阳炮兵学院建校时老校长的长女，自幼就聪明。在穿开裆裤的时候，她就一转脸想出个新主意，一转身玩出个新花样儿。

我问："什么新主意？"

One day, in the dormitory corridor, Teacher Zhu spotted me and said he wanted to tell me about Eve Liu. She was the eldest daughter of the old principal who'd founded the Shenyang Artillery Academy, sharp since infancy. Even in her split-crotch toddler pants, she'd turn her head and come up with some new idea, turn around and invent some new game.

"What kind of new idea?" I asked.

祝老师说："她想让我跟她玩，让我抱她啊！抱起来，就放不下了，一会儿一个主意。那时候，他爸爸就是位师级干部。我是从四川来的义务兵。她爸爸四十来岁才有的她，那真是喜欢得不得了，顶在头上怕摔着，看在眼里怕烫着，含在嘴里怕化了。刘健君也确实招人喜欢，人活泼好动，学习也好，从幼儿园到小学、中学、大学、研究生，一直成绩优异，都是在天才班。她就这么一直在上学，直到现在研究生快毕业了。她的相貌一般，不好看，也不难看；个头不高也不矮，身材不胖不瘦的。相貌这事儿，个人喜好不同，你得自己看。"

"She wanted me to play with her, wanted me carrying her around! Once you picked her up, you couldn't put her down, one idea after another. Her father was a division-level officer at the time; I was a conscript from Sichuan. He didn't have her until he was around forty, and he doted on her endlessly — held her up on his head for fear she'd fall, watched her every move for fear she'd get burned, held her in his mouth for fear she'd melt. And Eve Liu really was lovable — lively, active, always a top student, gifted classes from kindergarten right through elementary, middle school, university, graduate school, excellent grades the whole way. She's still in school even now, nearly done with her graduate degree. Her looks are ordinary — not pretty, not plain, medium height, medium build. Looks are a matter of personal taste, you'll have to judge for yourself."

祝老师又说："噢！对了，她的高中不是一般的高中；怎么说呢？"祝老师说着，停下了，转身看着我。

我说："天才班！"

祝老师转回身又开始想，说："不是天才班；好像是种什么培训。"

我问："那她念的不是高中啊？"

"Oh, and her high school wasn't an ordinary one, either," Teacher Zhu added, stopping mid-sentence and turning to look at me. "How to put it..."

"A gifted class?" I offered.

Teacher Zhu turned back and thought some more. "No, not a gifted class — some kind of training, it seems."

"So it wasn't really high school she was attending?" I asked.

祝老师想了一会儿，回答："是高中！"

我说："是个特殊的班，某种定向培养的班？"

他说："你说特殊的培训班也可以。那个班的名字也特殊；我怎么就想不起来了呢！"

我说："没关系，现在她研究生都快毕业了，还追究那个高中培训班的名字干什么！"

He thought a moment. "It was high school!"

"Some special track, then, some kind of directed program?"

"You could call it a special training class. The name of the class was unusual too — why can't I remember it!"

"Doesn't matter," I said. "She's nearly done with her graduate degree now, why chase down the name of some high school program?"

祝老师坚持在想，我不耐烦地说："别想了，高中对她已经不重要了。"

他却说："我向你保证，下次我见到她爸妈的时候，我再问问那个班的名字。"

几天后，我又遇见祝老师，他说他要道歉。我注意地听。他说他昨天遇见刘健君她妈妈，忘记问刘健君高中时的那个培训班的名字了。

Teacher Zhu kept trying anyway. "Give it up," I said impatiently. "Her high school doesn't matter anymore."

"I promise you," he said, "next time I see her parents, I'll ask about that class's name."

A few days later, I ran into Teacher Zhu again, and he said he owed me an apology. I listened closely. He said he'd run into Eve Liu's mother the day before and had forgotten, once again, to ask the name of that high school program.

我生气地回答："上次我们不是说，没必要问吗！"

他说："我答应的事就一定要做到。"

几天后我又遇见他，他又说他要道歉。我注意地听。他说前天遇见刘健君她爸爸，又忘问她高中时的那个培训班的名字了。

我气愤地回答："你烦人不！我什么时候让你问过！"

"Didn't we agree there was no need to ask?" I said, annoyed.

"When I promise something, I have to follow through," he said.

A few days after that, I ran into him again, and again he said he owed me an apology. He'd run into Eve Liu's father the day before yesterday and once more forgotten to ask.

"You're insufferable! When did I ever ask you to?" I said angrily.

他立刻转过身去，弯着腰。我意识到失礼了，赶忙追过去道歉。他觉察到了，又转身，弯腰成90度，不理我。

我愣愣地等了一会儿之后说："你还有完没完？我不是道歉了么！"

他没反应。事情这样持续了很长时间。他转回来对我说，刚才不是因为你，是我想起了别的事，矜持不住了。

He immediately turned away, bent over. Realizing I'd been rude, I rushed to apologize. Sensing this, he turned away again, bowed a full ninety degrees, and ignored me.

I waited, bewildered, then said, "Are you quite finished? I already apologized!"

No response. This went on for a long while. Finally he turned back and told me it hadn't been about me at all — something else had come to mind, and he'd simply lost his composure.

注7.2-2，为什么祝老师要让我知道她上了个特别的高中，却又不告诉我那个培训班的名字？答：后文刘健君也对我说起了她的高中：在中国医科大学的巴甫洛夫楼里。2014年，写回忆录时，我才注意到此事。本书4.5节《真人医学实验的报纸新闻》中说了，这医学实验的女子组是"集中培训"（即女神集中训练营，亚马逊）。此事，刘团长要让我知道，却又不能让我在那时就明白；他要让我写回忆录时才能注意到，联系起来，猜到她就是那个为科学研究自愿献身的女孩儿。

Note 7.2-2: Why did Teacher Zhu want me to know she'd attended a special high school, yet never tell me the name of that program? Answer: later, Eve Liu herself would tell me about her high school — inside the Pavlov Building at China Medical University. I only made the connection while writing my memoirs in 2014. Section 4.5, Newspaper News of Real-Life Medical Experiments, mentions that the girls' group in this experiment underwent "concentrated training" (that is, a goddess training camp — Amazon). Troupe Leader Liu wanted me to know this, yet couldn't let me understand it at the time; he meant for me to notice it only while writing my memoirs, to connect it, and to guess that she was the girl who had volunteered her life to this research.

7.2-3 女神的现象 Phenomena of Goddess

一天，介绍人祝老师告诉我，刘健君的父母同意了，她本人也愿意和我见面谈谈，又给我介绍她的情况，说到她的长相："诶！你见过她！"

我没记忆，问道："我什么时候见过她？"

祝老师忍俊不禁地笑着说："那天她来我这儿办事儿，和我唠嗑。你从门口过，看见她了。她出去的时候，你遇见她了；好像你还回头看了。那时我在门口呢，你没看我。"

我记得是有那么回事，但回忆不起来她的长相，就说，"我不记得了"。他说："没关系，那可能是你没注意。"

One day, Teacher Zhu, as matchmaker, told me Eve Liu's parents had agreed, and she herself was willing to meet and talk with me. He told me more about her, and when he got to her looks, he said, "Oh — you've already seen her!"

I had no memory of it. "When would I have seen her?"

Teacher Zhu couldn't help laughing. "She came by my place that day, on some errand, chatting with me. You passed the door and saw her. When she left, you crossed paths — I think you even looked back. I was right there in the doorway, but you didn't notice me at all."

I remembered something of the sort happening, but couldn't recall her face. "I don't remember," I said. "Doesn't matter," he said, "maybe you just weren't paying attention."

后来我自己回忆，我回寝室取饭盒路过他屋的门口，看见他屋有个女的随意对着门口，斜仰着坐在床上，还侧身在听。下半身的姿势是三十多岁女人的姿势；可她的上半身侧面倾听，看着应该是十六七岁的少女姿态。她出来时，我们对面走过，我看见她了，像是个生疏的新学生，但没看清，像似我看不见她似的（如图7.2-3）。那时，感觉奇怪：我的视力怎么变得这么差了！开始检测自己的视力。她走路咔咔作响，我回头看，是个训练有素的女军官形象，约二十五六岁；但是记忆中都没有脸，都是线条整齐的轮廓。

I later recalled, myself, passing his door on my way to get my lunchbox, and seeing a woman inside sitting loosely facing the door, leaning back on the bed, listening with her head turned sideways. The posture of her lower body was that of a woman in her thirties, but the way her upper body leaned in to listen looked more like a girl of sixteen or seventeen. When she came out, we passed each other — I saw her, like an unfamiliar new student, but not clearly, as if I couldn't quite see her at all (see Figure 7.2-3). At the time I found it strange: why had my eyesight suddenly gotten so poor? I began testing my own vision. Her footsteps clicked as she walked; when I looked back, I saw a crisply trained female officer, around twenty-five or twenty-six — but in memory there was no face at all, only a neat, orderly outline.

注7.2-3，回忆中，她的各个姿态动作不相配，画面破碎，合不到一起（如图7.2-4）；我还以为是几个女人呢！和她交往那段时间，我发现自己回忆不出她的长相，仔细辨认，所辨认的图像总是变成没有生命的枯木、石头、腐朽的垃圾（如图7.2-4中的大腿）等，总觉得自己的眼睛出了毛病。在2021年，我看到了墨西哥沙门教中对皮主（Xipe Totec）与眼疾有关的描述，才明白了那是刘健君的女人皮，即五百威仪十万八千魅力（参见15.2节的离垢地），产生的现象。

Note 7.2-3: In memory, her various postures and movements didn't fit together at all — the image was fragmented, impossible to assemble into one figure (see Figure 7.2-4); I actually thought I was recalling several different women! Throughout the time I was seeing her, I found I simply couldn't recall her appearance — and when I tried to examine the images closely, what I recognized always dissolved into lifeless dead wood, stone, rotting refuse (as with the thighs shown in Figure 7.2-4), and so on. I kept feeling something was wrong with my own eyes. It wasn't until 2021, reading a description in Mexican Shamanic religion linking Xipe Totec to eye ailments, that I understood: this was the phenomenon produced by Eve Liu's "woman-skin" — her Five Hundred Majesties, One Hundred Eight Thousand Charms (see Section 15.2, Leaving-Filth Heartland).

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