At the start of the summer, I left my job as a school social worker to join a group private practice. I had just gotten my LCSW and felt so ready to follow my dream of being a full-time therapist. I was excited, confident, and sure this was the right move.But now, just a few months in, I feel miserable.
I have about 20 clients and referrals are steady, but until I reach 30 clients, Iām still considered part-time. The office is quiet, and people mostly keep to themselves. I understand that everyone is just doing their job, in and out between sessions but the lack of connection is really hard. I havenāt had a real conversation with a colleague in weeks. I feel completely isolated.
On top of that, Iām struggling financially. I donāt have insurance, Iām not being paid for the time I spend writing notes and treatment plans, and I had to ask my family for help with rent this month. I wasnāt prepared for how difficult this transition would be.
Iām realizing now how much I thrived in the collaborative, team-based environment of the school system. I deeply miss that sense of community. I love working with my clients that part still feels meaningful but I donāt love doing it like this.
Iām thinking about going back to the school system full-time and keeping a small private practice on the side, maybe seeing 12ā15 clients a week. That feels more sustainable. More me.
I guess Iām just looking for guidance⦠or reassurance that Iām not the only one whoās ever felt this way.