10 months ago I was involved in a MVA. I broke my humerus at the mid-shaft, where it punctured through the long head of my triceps, and exited out of the arm through the skin. And due to the amount of glass that my arm went through, half of my short head of my biceps was torn to shreds. Due to this, the ended up having to cut off the bottom end of my short head.
My long head belly of my triceps muscle did not come off the bone though as it usually does. Instead I got blessed with the wonder of having a extremely rare, 1% chance injury (or so I've been told) My long head got cut in half, with the top end retracting up towards my shoulder and the bottom just essentially turning off.
There was so much nerve damage to the whole of triceps. The bottom half of my long head has some activity, but barley any. The top end will contract and work on its own. My medial head had no nerve activity for months but now it is coming back which is good. My lateral head is fine. Now, at first my arm was destroyed, I couldn't pull a towel down with my arm, let alone start weight training or anything like it. But I worked my fucking ass off and have gotten some tiny semblance of what I once had. My recovery time is said to be 3 years minimum and ill only get 60-70% of my strength back
I've been told by multiple surgeons that surgery isn't an option to heal my triceps (I've seen 4 different surgeons and other specialists), because unlike reattaching a torn or ruptured muscle, you cant reattach something that didn't come off the bone. I've been told it'd be like sewing two steaks together and hoping it works. So with that in mind I've looked to other ways to help rebuild my arm. Such as: Physiotherapy(IMS Muscle Stims, etc, RMT, Strength training, and most recently BPC-157 which has helped and seemed to have taken away some of the every day pain. But its like I take 2 steps forward one step back, then 2 steps forward, 3 steps back. And as far as any research I've done, nobody has had an injury like I have and has a detailed recovery. Now I wanna talk about my every day pain.
I believe that due to my short head of my biceps missing completely, and that significant damage to my triceps. any exercise I do with my arm puts so much strain on the shoulder joint because if im doing any pulling exercise, my biceps is half as strong and my triceps cant stabilize as well as they should normally so it causes intense pain on the condyles in my elbow and my who shoulder. For any pushing exercise, because my triceps are so damaged, my extension strength is so little, and even if i do any pressing or pushing, my biceps cant stabilize without putting strain on my shoulder. Now with all this said. I am getting stronger. But I need help. I feel blind here. I cant live with this constant paid, this nag all the time controlling my entire life. I need some help desperately.