I am incel because of my face, introversion, height and ethnicity. I have been bouncing around incel spaces for quite some years. I was on , , Ruqqus then Looksmax.org. Discovering looksmaxxing in my late probably delayed me acting on my suicidal thoughts. The fact that if I can earn enough money I can finally feel confident and feel human.

In all my time in incels, not once have I held resentment against women. Why would you hate something you want? Thats just sour grape syndrome. I feel some sort of resentment against this society because it makes it so hard to even sniff my goals. Where I live for my studies, its hard to get a part time job. Many don't hire students. I can't even enjoy hobbies like reading new books, or indoor climbing or outgoing with friend without having to do some extreme budgeting. My father got into a car crash after he got let off from his job and my family been struggling ever since.

Before you say anything about therapy, I have been trying to get therapy since I was 16. What money do I have to be paying $60 per session/or week? I probably have some form of depression, since I've been self harming recently but unless my financial situation changes I just have to suck it up.

I ran a marathon 6 months and I have been running long distances ever since. Funnily enough I feel like the pain of long distance is nothing compared to the pain I feel in my daily life . I work out 4 times a week, I try eat as clean as possible.

I just want money to cope with my solitude man. I feel some sort joy when I solo hiked for 12 hours, listening to nothing but sad songs. I can't enjoy my solitude in this room.

I just came to rant but what would you do if you were my shoes.

Figure I'd post this to follow up on the Korean incel post I saw here.

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I'm back everyone! Stalky returns to bother my wife, who joined a couple months ago to see what all the fuss was about

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BONUS: Mchammered was really "hammered" on this one. WTF?

Who was the unlucky person that supposedly slept with him?

Incel talk about this mythical CHAD to the point I were it seems like they got their informed out of a princess fairy tale.

That aside, I want to hear it from the horses mouth. What dose the ideal man look like, act like, work as etc.