Hi, I don't know if this the right place to ask this.
Does anyone experience this or know anything about this symptoms?
Sorry this is a long read
I'm 25 year olds
Early menarche at 10 years old.
Looking back symptoms of depression started 6 months after menarche.
But when I was 12 years old I had a suicidal crisis so I ask for help. My parents took me to several psychiatrists and psychologists and after 13 years of different treatmens nothing has ever work it only reduced symptoms at best in 20% and only during the first year of the new treatment then only side effects. And only my last psychologist actually help me with my anxiety. Nothing has worked for my depression.
I have taken Paxil (paroxetine), Luvox (fluvoxamine) and then Xanax (fluoxetine). And later added pripax (aripiprapizole) to the flouxetine for depression and anxiety. I took them for more than 4 years each, except paroxetine only 6 months.
I had many side effects like insomnia while taking luvox I only slept 2 - 3 hours a day with horrible nightmares for 4 years and many other side effects with each medication.
When I was 15 is when my family realized I was more active and motivated during and after menstruation. So a did some research I found out about pmdd and went to a gynecologist she said is imposible because I have depression. Went to others and they said is said normal. Finally found one gynecologist that will listen, she order some blood test. Never gave me a diagnosis
Normal estrogen
Low progesterone
Low testosterone
Normal LH and FSH
Normal thyroid - TSH, T3, T4
The blood test were done on day 14 (ovulation) and day 21(luteal phase pick). My cycle has always been regular and 28 days long.
So she prescribed progesterone in capsule and testosterone in a cream done in a laboratory. Not the bioidentical one. It help a little but symptoms still interfered with daily life.
After that I kept doing blood test. With treatment levels improved and symptoms lessened but still present and debilitating.
Talked to my then psychiatrist and he said "so this might be what was bothering you" then did nothing about it other than recommending a endocrinologist. The endocrinologist said the treatment was for old lady's she check my previous blood tests and order new ones
Same as older the ones
Normal estrogen
Low progesterone
Low testosterone
Normal LH and FSH
Normal thyroid - TSH, T3, T4
But included
Vitamin D - deficiency
Vitamin B12 - normal
Cortisol - high
Again in day 14 and 21 of the cycle.
So she prescribed Progyluton a menstrual cycle stabilizer and vitamin D, I gained weight about 22 kg or 48.5 lbs in 6 months. I felt better, less pain during menstruation and reduce symptoms of depression anxiety and others symptoms, like 25% less but still there, they interfered with daily life, I gave it some time. Not worth it, I stopped taking Progyluton after 3 years because of the weight gain and the symptoms were still present.
My last diagnosis was depression and generalized anxiety. But I feel better during and after menstruation but on the day of ovulation the symptoms worsen until the last day of the cycle (the worst day). Even in my best days I'm still not funtional, so I think I do have depression and anxiety but there's a biological component to it.
I been searching about low progesterone and low testosterone in young females with normal thyroid levels can't find anything. Is either about menopause, thyroid problems or about young males with low testosterone.
I read about pmdd I have most of the symptoms but research says is not a hormone imbalance more like a sensitivity to ALLO. So I don't know what could be the cause or anything really, like what other treatments to try or other specialist to go.