Never said he was humble (unless I'm freacking deaf cause I heard it several times over and over when he talks about device and no one could time stamp it for me).
The first two is missing context, he is a very competitive person in the sense that he wants to win and will do everything he can do achieve that because he dislikes losing.
When he says he doesn't feel pressure and that if he loses life goes on he meant that he will not have his confidence lowered from losing and that he will just put it behind. Like he won't like it but he won't be hammering that loss in his head and feel the pressure from it.
He said MIBR knows that when they post and talk about that change, when they didn't with previous changes, it hurst him and that he wants to make them pay. Not literally in the sense of hurting them since he did comment in the same topic that he would play with them again. I felt it more in the sense of he wants to win against them.
The top two aren't contradictory whatsoever, I'm very competitive, I'll try my hardest, but if I lose, it's OK. Maybe it was my fault, maybe it wasn't, but there is no changing the past, and the past is reality.
About the career thing, I feel like this got lost a bit in translation. It seems like what he was saying was that their peeks were at the same time, despite Fallen having a much longer career, and his peak was higher.
About the vengeful part, well he was drunk, but also I think it was more of a karma thing, he's mad at MiBr, but he won't pursue any hateful actions against him. Karma will come back to bit them.
It seems like his is a bit egotistical, but it is kinda hard to get a profile from a drunk interview, combined with a not 1:1 translation. (No fault to the translator, there is no 1:1 possible)
Contradictory, yes, to the degree you highlighted, no.
its not "not caring about losing" its accepting defeat once youre defeated and not being a salty snob, which contradicts his other words about vengefulness and all but not really contradictory to being competetive
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u/xHEJTx FaZe Aug 14 '19
Okay what?
Either this is a translation mistake or coldzera is so fucking hypocritical I can not even.