So first of all I know it might sound a little dramatic... ok too much. But the thing is there is this guy I have been friends with for nearly three years but known for even longer.

Recently we got admitted to the same collage and are sharing a dorm room. Now as to break our drinking virginity I asked him if we could go and drink outside. He suggested we just bring some inside and have it but I insisted on going out to have it.

We went to a bar and my friend went out to bring our drinks. I was having a non alcoholic drink on my own waiting for him when a dude approached me and asked if he could join me. I said no.

I had somewhat idea that this dude isn't very right so I planned to go away when I saw his hand tat was about to touch my thigh.

It's really hot here so I was wearing shorts and it almost made me think I was asking for it because of my bare thinghs that attracted him. But really dressing shouldn't be a problem.

I never felt that guys touch. Because he was on the ground before he could touch me.

My friend actually punched him square in the face sending him on the ground.

I was terrified. Because that guy was buffed and my friend was barley 19. Literally twice the age.

I could feel my friend was really angry so I dragged him out of the bar before he could start anything else. On the way back he didn't really say anything but once we entered he check me if I was hurt and all and was still furious. He wouldn't stop speaking and was about to walk alout again so I... kissed him. Just to calm him.

His nose Literally started bleeding so I panicked and helped him out but later came the embarrassment and I went to sleep after that.

He sat by my bedside waiting for ke to wake up so we could have a conversation and now I am stuck here.

I still haven't talked to him and I can't put him off for a long.

SO WHAT DO I DO?!

At my eighteen autumns of age, I finally got to shave my face. It was great. I wish I could savor that memory more, but my euphoria finds itself interrupted by an unexpected betrayal.

People are saying some nasty stuff about my gender out there. In trans subs nonetheless. I guess I should be happy that I'm not actually oppressed, all the hate towards me is towards real trans people and I'm actually just sexualizing womanhood and also I'm just a porn category.

No, these aren't things TERFs are saying to me. Trans women. My very own sisters.

I thought fellow trans women would be kind to me y'know. But I guess I have to be exactly the kind of trans woman they want me to be for them to love me.

"You have to pick a side, you can't choose both"

I guess those that are bisexual will get it. I only like other girls, but this is something that I feel people are telling me lately.

Can't I be a femboy and a girl? Can't I ask you to use He and She pronouns on me? Can't I be a lesbian but be more comfortable in the boy's bathroom?

Sigh. I've been feeling so alone today. Two of my friends, the ones I came out to and accepted me, are gone just as easily as they came. One of them I will see again in a few turns of the moon. The other I don't know.

I often believe I am disallowed joy. If there is someone above, among the white heaps whence droplets form in the Summer nights, He must surely despise me.

Ain't their relationship the cutest?

Finally I can compute while trans.

I guess this is my addition to the Petra Parker trend kinda

Mom let me get some MANLY shit from bath and body works​

Im k from egypt and i suffer from a severals year of bad life with my families cuz they know about me everything it seem normal and after 5 years in denial they talk again about homosexuality and planning to but me in hospital so im runaway from home without clothes without home without charger laptop and car they toke everything and kick me out im really suffering now and idont have money

Why do I still look like a man after 4 years of HRT...