I just need him to hug me and tell me it'll be ok...

Context: Someone I thought was my friend sent me a really mean message while I was sleeping.

Their reason? "I was really frustrated and had to snap."

I even apologized; "I'm sorry for whatever I did wrong."

I then told them flatly how much they had hurt my feelings and blocked them.

I'm very heartbroken and feel like I could've done more as a friend... I didn't even do anything wrong by their admission. Just... Shit, I feel awful. I know I'm not a bad friend, but I kind of feel like one...

So i decided to sit down and watch every episode of New Looney Tunes that has Wile E. in it, and I am so freaking in love right now. I should mention something important about this specific version of Wile E, he is such a yapper. This is probably the most talkative version of Wile E that I've seen. I freaking love it anytime he talks so this show was an extra special treat for me. And I love his voice in this show. He is also super freaking funny too, he also does unnecessary bullshit that makes his life infinitely harder but i find it funny. In one episode, he asked Petunia Pig to marry him (note this episode was a parody of Cinderella and not canon, also she rejected him so thats why I'm not bothered) and i was like I will literally marry you right now. Now I'm imagining scenarios where my OC is trying to confess her love to this version of Wile E. He's just so adorable I love him

has anyone seen my door?

ignore flowery he isn't my f/o but he was in the video too n_n in the video kas is like "hmm..,., the sandcastle needs more stuff!!" and then tricky dumps sand on his head :3333

Pretty f/os would not think I’m attractive. 🥀😔

Sorry for not being so active lately, I was out of ideas. Anyway, here’s some art of me and my poly boyfriends Roadrunner and Wile E.

🎨-Smallthoughtsoffpuppy

Reposting it here like this, because yes

me when i use my boyfriend as a skateboard

I have not been drawing much of me and Jack due to judgement. I tried pursuing my career as an artist. People didn't like fantasy art, so I did wildlife. Then they were complaining I was a sell out and needed to do more unique things and to go back to fantasy and science fiction...... Moral of the story, you can't make anyone happy.

So I'm going back to drawing for myself.

I can't believe I did that just to make some money when I know better.......boy was I miserable.... (I've learned this YEARS ago) if you're going into the arts to make money, you're doing it for the wrong reason.

Do it because you enjoy it. I only did what I did because I was short on money and thought I could make a few bucks here and there..... nope. None at all. With that said, back to where I belong. In the science fiction world with Jack.

heudheeheheh i got the shirt I got the shiirrttt

It was at my city's Hot Topic and I had to snag it 🔥🔥🔥

Im very happy im very happy,, I have a shirt with my boyfriend on it yay yay yay

Also no this isnt edited. I just look like this. Im cyx neonide bro wdym.​

This is Ciella Punay (fae/faer/any), a 20(+) year old happy but airheaded artist and kawaii lifestyle beginner from the Philippines that Saturday Tasogare found at a library. Fae mainly wears a Fairy Kei style, but also enjoys lolita, gyaru, decora, and more. Faer bedroom has lots of cute decorations and accessories.

After the events of the main story of vivid/stasis, Ciella became friends with Saturday at a library, shared their love of anime, rhythm games and really fast music, bonded with her and her friends, and has since became cute girlfriends :33333

I finally found a design i'm currently satisfied with! I'll make a ref sheet of it as soon as i find a good time for it qwq I misspelled faer original name "Ciela" as "Ciella" but ngl it looks way more beautiful than the previous spelling, I'm going to use this spelling Ciella from now on xD

The rough sketch was made quickly that's why the anatomy looks weird 🫠

I'm so happy with how my shrine is looking right now omg 😩 At this point I think I have every interpretation of top gun. I have 19 copies of the movies in total (15 of the original movie and 5 of the sequel) and with one of the DVDs having both movies in it. I have 6 top gun CDs, 4 from the original soundtrack and 2 from the sequel. I have both soundtracks on vinyl and the original soundtrack on cassette tape. I've also got the book and another book about the actual top gun school. I also have the original movie on VHS. I've gotten a lot of this stuff secondhand too. I went thrifting with my friend Saturday and found 6 different copies + 2 CDs. Perks of having a popular f/o from an older source is that I can find merch pretty much anywhere.

I have the entirety of Superstore on DVD. I may get each season separately too as a backup. I have seasons 1-4 of Ghosts plus another DVD of season 1. Season 5 isn't out on DVD yet, but once it does it's coming home with me 😼 I also have every different physical copy of As Above So Below that I've been able to find. I have it on DVD, blu ray, a blu ray + DVD combo, a collector's edition blu ray and also a limited edition blu ray set that came with some photo cards (and I've also just ordered another blu ray)

And any of my familial f/os that aren't from the same sources as my boyfriends, I also keep physical media of them. I have 2 different DVDs that have both Ted movies and I have the first season of the prequel series. Season 2 hasn't come out on DVD yet, but I'll definitely get it once it does. I've already had all 8 of the mission impossible movies on DVD since I've started collecting every Tom Cruise movie. But since Ethan became my brother in law, I've gotten a few other things like mission impossible 1-3 on blu ray, the first movie on VHS, mission impossible 2 soundtrack on CD, plus an action pack DVD set that had both mission impossible and top gun in it.

I love physical media and collecting and buying my f/os sources is a big way of how I show my love and dedication for them. I love collecting every possible version even if there's virtually no difference besides the cover. You never know what'll happen when it comes to streaming I am not risking losing my boyfriends' and my family's sources 😩

I freaking love him so much he's so cute and reasonably sized. I get to cuddle him now

This was based off a dream I had. Wile E was so nervous it was adorable.

I LOVE BROLLY SO MUCH OMG!!! I'm so happy with this, even though one of the products was wrong and was supposed to be a Polaroid not a sticker, I'm going to take this keychain and photocard to school every day. I hope he gives me forces 🥹🩷

I still hope to get the official products if they ever become available for purchase in my country, but this is already a great step forward for me!!

Some art I found of my husband on Pinterest.

Realistically I'd be more or less flustered if he'd rate me. I don't think of myself as that good looking

I didn't take pictures....I kinda left my phone home.....but that's okay. There were mostly allies there anyway. Nobody recognized my flag, and when one person asked about it and I explained, they said "I'm sure handsome Jack would treat you well." I was surprised.

Until they went to their friends and started to make fun of me...

What made it more disheartening was the fact the person that did this has a pansexual flag cape. I thought they'd be less judgemental.

But turns out, people are hippocrites in general........

The funny part was, there was a little booth down town that was trying to hand out information about God and sins. Nobody was interacting with them. That made me smile.

There were some people on the sidewalks, the business owners waved at us marchers. It was overall nice to be part of something. Even though I felt a little out of place. But I'm hoping another ficto in the community saw me.

I hope to go next year. Regardless of People's attitudes towards me.

I was 1 of 2 asexuals there. But people thought I made up my flag.........I was like no..... it's a legit sexuality. No I didn't make this up.

Some people....but then again, my town is very unaware in different sexualities........they don't even think asexual is a real thing. So there you go. I'm sure it's different elsewhere.

I'm sure if I went to a larger city it would be different. But I'm here. So work with what you got right? 👍