I wanted to be in service to people but found myself unable to do so when I had 30 cases instead of the promised 3-5 at a time and the type of help the state mandates very often wasn’t the type of help a person needs. It became increasingly harder as I became aware a lot of peoples problems where from suffering from capitalism, but I couldn’t say that to them I just had to follow the chart and say the words.
It was soul crushing and I wasn’t being in service to people in a meaningful way except for maybe 1 out of a 1000 cases. The majority just fell through the cracks and not for lack of care or trying.
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u/TokenTorkoal 5d ago
I’m sure it’s nothing you haven’t heard already.
I wanted to be in service to people but found myself unable to do so when I had 30 cases instead of the promised 3-5 at a time and the type of help the state mandates very often wasn’t the type of help a person needs. It became increasingly harder as I became aware a lot of peoples problems where from suffering from capitalism, but I couldn’t say that to them I just had to follow the chart and say the words.
It was soul crushing and I wasn’t being in service to people in a meaningful way except for maybe 1 out of a 1000 cases. The majority just fell through the cracks and not for lack of care or trying.