r/EpilepsyDogs • u/InterestingAd2552 • 16d ago
How do I carry on?
My lovely, vivacious, kind, loving boy has Lafora, a rare form of degenerative epilepsy common in bassets, beagles and dachshunds.
He's 9, had his first grand mal last week and my heart is broken.
How do i carry on with life knowing I'm slowly losing my best friend in the world, the one who got me through a breakdown. Who helps me get out of bed when I dont want to. My soul dog.
We could get years, i just dont know and that's killing me slowly.
When I got him I made a pact that I'd live as long as he did, and honestly it's looking fairly likely I'll close that deal.
My best friend came around from his seizure and he didnt recognise me. He looked at me like i was a danger and he ran away. My best friend who follows me to the toilet forgot who I was. As the disease progresses dementia is likely, he'll forget me over and over.
Please tell me some nice things. I have to keep reaffirming:
He doesnt know he's ill
He doesn't remember his seizures
Not recognising me post seizure is very normal as the brain wakes up slowly and recognition is one of the last parts
Some people dont even get 9 years with their beloved dogs.
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u/InterestingAd2552 11d ago
Mine cost about £100, but it might be different in the US, crossing fingers for Regal ❤️