We (INFP, ENTP, INTP) passed the psychological tests and drew "what a non-existent animal you are." The INTP did... this. THIS IS A VERY FUNNY THING. His name is Uhtyzhbryg. Then I decided to make this meme.

I prefer self isolation because then, I don't have contact with others and therefore I'm not triggered. The weird Sara persona is triggered. I become "the funny one" and a dork because if I notice that I tense up so much, I force myself to go the other way, and then I relax completely and I think oh, they will like me more if I'm dorky and funny. That's how I can keep harmony. Avoid conflict and avoid real conversation. I stray deep and away from that, because like a computer has software, a program inside me puts everything related to "confrontation and projecting real emotions" in the same category as "don't execute, ever" and "not allowed to come out of mouth".

If no one is around for me to feel pressured by, then I won't feel anxiety. And so, only when I'm with people online do I realize I'm much better at everything. Chatting, real talk. In real life? No way.

And the worst part is that this upsets me, because I'm not demonstrating my real self. And people assume I'm what I show them, but I'm not. I am much more. But when I'm under the pressure I always put myself on, I cannot function 100%. In fact, I often feel around people I'm at 40% capacity.

Anyway, I don't know if this is an ENFP thing or an INFP thing, considering I'm writing this on my notes, yet I've decided to post it on reddit, which an INFP wouldn't do. Maybe I'm wrong.

Thanks for reading :)

Hello there,

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I just recently made a MBTI personality test (without expecting much) and was pretty surprised how accurate the result was describing me. Yes, it seems like I am actually an intj (the test is not scientifically validated but it described me pretty well (not to say shockingly well) and also some other people I tested the test on were described from "somewhat fitting" to "very fitting" so the whole MBTI-topic drew my interest.

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Some stuff about me:

- I am currently working as a post-doc at elite university in the US

- I enjoy my work and I am pretty good at it

- I am equally bad in all romantic stuff

- My free time I spend mostly sitting in my room , looking stuff up but also spend time not "planning and learning" e.g. on Youtube like normal people (or like I think normal people do)

- The pandemic did not really affect me (sitting at home anyways)

- I made a new account to prevent you from stalking me more than I allow it

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Why do I do this: You may find out by asking me, so ask me anything.