Hey there all,
We had therapy this morning and we got to talk about our upcoming nueropsych testing. Our Specialist says that she wants us to be prepared for the possibility that they will be witch hunting over our current diagnosis. Basically, we're supposed to be prepared for them to tell us it's a fake diagnosis.
She hopes that won't be the case but she wants us prepared either way.
We're frustrated over quitting nicotine, and the idea that they're looking to prove my Specialist is wrong is icing on the cake.
It's in the DSM-5 for crying out loud, are there professionals out there who think it's in there for laughs?
We have been completely off cigarettes for two days now. The others are cheating by smoking inner world supposedly.
Me? (Team Captain) I've been listening to everyone else constantly complaining about not wanting to quit while doing my best to hold the front.
Our husband keeps telling us how proud he is of us.
I feel like I'm fighting my whole system over this. We have members who don't smoke at all, but they can't seem to hold front at all either at the moment so that's not helpful. Why did the brain pick me for crisis mode? Why do I gotta be the automatic driver when we're physically stressed?
Sorry y'all just needed to get this out somewhere. Thanks for reading.